Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




Xinyi
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Widad
Helen
Hafiz
Dharina
Shuling
Suharti
Iswan
Joelyn
Farhana
Karim
Hazmi
Izzat
Yanling
Fariz
Saidah
Kak Yati
Filzah
Frana


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*sigh* I'm so sad. I just-passed my exams. My sem 1 I mean. Reallie man! So bad..nv felt so low b4. Well, yea felt much lower b4 but this is once-you-take-it-that's-it thing. Don hv another tests and exams coming up and stuffs. So yea..tat's bad! Nt like sec3-4. Tis is poly. Life sux.

Thn later 25/10 the result slip will come...hv to rush to the mailbox first b4 my parents see. Don wan them to nag. Even now they wan mie to study. Why am I like this?! So lazy like hell!!! What's gonna happen to mie when I grow up later? Will I be successful?! I don't noe.

Honestly, I don't noe.

I realised I've no REAL goal in life. It's changing. Like I used to wanna be a DJ like Jean Danker on Perfect 10. Then went on to being an author. Then went on to be a teacher. Then, author. Then chemist. Then just go and marry a rich guy and live my life like a blessed tai-tai.

And now after seeing my result, tat's it. I'm like a goner. No meaning. No goal. No ambition.

Nothing.

Blank.

Vacuum.

I don't know.

Well, I became normal again. Slept @ 4am and woke up fresh @ 8.30am. Wow! Slept in tat..monkey's rm. Haiz...she was like kicking mie and stuff. Ouch?! And even said, "Oops! Wrong person!" WTH?! Wad wrong person?

*sigh* Reallie no mood rite now. I noe WZBQW is todae but..i'm nt looking forward to it. 1st time. No meaning...no life. Nothing. Don noe why. That result, after seeing tat result, i'm like...WADEVER.

Serious, thr's no life in mie. Like everything's gone. Gone with the time...wadever.

Thank You