Wednesday, October 12, 2005 • 3:30:00 AM
*sigh* Suddenly lose interest in mapling! So sad. Like so sianz liao. Haha! Maybe too much of
Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. Bwahaha...
DANG-OU! Bwahaha...c? Siao liao.
I went online cuz only wanted to download the episodes and do my ECT and choose my gems. Skali started surfing le. Waah! Tml is epi 12 liao. Haiz...I tink tml onwards, so sianz liao. Like don wan to watch. But later like verrie...u noe...miss lotz. Yea, no doubt I download the epi. But wad if skali the user don wan to upload anymore since in Taiwan finish airing liao? Or worst! My comp went berserk! Don noe lah!
But I'm reallie looking forward to epi 20! Bwahaha...and the side story-if thr's any. Lotz ppl sae got. Don noe lah...
Sianz lah. Do ECT! Hrmph! Don wan! But if I don do anything regarding sch, thn later my mind freeze how? Go sch all blur blur liao. Left abt 3 wks. Haiz...
Exam result is on 19th I tink. I went yester or the dae b4 to check
mysas. Said so. I berrie scared! Wad if Ive to stay back? Redo the sem 1 modules? Ahhhh! I wanna die! I don wan to fail!!! I noe i noe. Shd hv studied first min. Haiz...why everytime like that? Regret regret regret. Haiz...
Can't I just lead my life happily? No need to get so fed-up wif that bratty of a sister? No need to be worried over lotz of things? Get what I want? Be happie always-and I mean ALWAYS! Yea, maybe some other feelings here and there lah cuz later scared I only hv happie feelings but I just wanna be happie always! Don wan to bear grudges, don wan to worry over stuffs, blah blah blah! Haiz...
But like they sae...life is not a bed of roses...or wadever shit it is. Haiz...life life life.
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