Thursday, November 24, 2005 • 5:02:00 PM
Ok. Didn't blog. Cuz my Mum started her craps liao. Nagging le. But seriously, wad she sae is true lor. I nv study and didnt feel any disappointment for my last sem result. And rrmbr how i always sae i wanna be hardworking? Crap lah.
U noe Ruzaina, just stop talking cock u bitch.
Haiz...scolded myself a bitch. Yea, no big deal le. So wad? I don feel anything. well, im scolding myself.
yea, even rite now as i blog, my mum like angry leh tat im on the comp. everytime like tat. whenever im on the comp, surely angry. slam here and thr. fine!!! ill walk out of tis fam one dae. serious. if im treated like tis, i will sure walk out.
im sick of myself. period.
all right, better stop reproaching myself. enough le.
yester, my dad was like advising me cuz after my mum nagged, i sulked and she complained to him. and my dad told me tis and that. yea. me can pour out everything to my dad but nt my mum. don noe y. told
Ira le. "My mum is my dad. My dad is my mum." haiz... wadever lah. at least its balance mah. surely, if both my parents like so...argh!...i will be a troubled kid. trust me.
thn yester found out something. but no big deal actually lah. so wad? hes still a student. *lol*
btw...er....unique name uve got thr?just now, during lunch,
Sing Yee and
Ira told me tat i looked angry. huh?
Got meh? Seriously. they said my face like verrie angry. hah! u guys tink too much ba. maybe cuz i spilled the curry and tat that uncle gave me a dirty plate. i don noe. but seriously, im nt angry at anyone. trust me, if i am angry or something, i wouldnt talk to ppl. ill just keep quiet.so don tink too much, k?but seriously Sing Yee, im sry k? just now u wanted to sit inside but i insisted on sitting outside. maybe i sounded too pushy. sry yar?!haiz...tml go hm @ 5pm. cuz i volunteered for tis event. get cca points leh. must go. *lol*
and again, ive tat feeling again. tat paranoid feeling.
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