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Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
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Monday, January 30, 2006 • 9:29:00 PM
my fam and i went zoo just now! *lol* ok..its been YEARS since we went thr..so had a shock whn it came to paying the tickets. my mum was fussing over the child ticket. 3 adults and 1 child. next time, it ll be 4 adults!!!

so just now it was like $50++. Gosh!!! and my mum said...wanna go again, in after 5 yrs. cuz...thr ll be nothing new and tat it will be a waste of money since so ex! *lol*

ok. so we walked. c lotz of animals and smell too!!! we missed the new dog show. forgot wad it was called. we arrived @ 2pm. and the show started @ 2pm. gd lah!!! so we just heck and walked...thn we caught the elephant show. waited for 1 hour!!! the show started @ 3.30pm. just carrying logs and showing how the people get up onto the elephant. yea...

we bought drinks and ice-cream and potato chips. no discount since its the festive period. *lol* and tis guy said..nt even staff discounts and don noe wad. must be a student lah. so young. shd be arnd my age. cute? *lol* ok lah..average ba. if got, i wanna work like tat. just sell food and drinks. during the upcoming hols mah...but exams must go thru first! and still nt yet studying...*sigh*

thn walked and walked. my mum took tis pic of me and a fake huge durian. haha...thn i took pix of huge fake fruits...mangosteen, rubber...

thn walked and walked. my mum chased after tis peacock. wanted to take pic but the feather nt showing...i tot its proud. and if got lotz of ppl, will show feathers wan! but no leh...shy!!!

thn also, got these insects...tat really look like twig! omg!!! reallie...also took pic but i don noe its inside anot...shd be ba...

thn walked and walked. all leg cramp le...walked for 4 hrs. but me...my butt cramped...wth?! haha...

and also, lotz of children carrying these animal balloons. got legs leh...i wan!!! but by the time we reached the exit...onie got dog and PINGU. my fave cartoon char. but $12 leh...i onie brought $3 for mag. haha! my sis wanna buy cuz she brought $21. she asked me. but i said don wan. so she nv buy. *lol*

thn go eat at west coast. the black pepper chicken rice. yea...but the black pepper nt nice le. maybe the auntie too tired or something. the rice also, like very soggy. thn soup..nt hot at all!!! haiz...

cny..practically ALL SHOPS CLOSED! so like go out also, no meaning...well, its cny mah. and singapore is made up of 70+% chi. so yea...and in singapore onie 2 days hols. in china...15days le. how ah?

aniwae..wishing all chinese out thr...XIN NIAN KUAI LE...(WAN SHI RU YI)...issit? aniwae...HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

Thank You

Saturday, January 28, 2006 • 9:32:00 PM
yea. tats wad i wan. give me space. i can mix wif anyone and do whatever without telling anyone. tats wad i reallie wan.

went out just now. bought a new wallet. YAY! finally!!! *lol* though its nt what i reallie wan...the pattern i mean...but its on offer and besides, i tink its the nicest of all just now. got some others lah. but its in horizontal and its ex. i wan a vertical one. but i don like the girl in thr. ppl may tink im tis pervert! *lol* but heck lah! i got a new wallet! and SOMEONE wans it! nyeh5x! muahaha...

i wanna watch memoirs of a geisha! someone can pei me go?! pretty pls??? i reallie wanna watch! *sigh* anyone! can?! *lol*

and after Siti persuaded me to pierce, i wanna pierce two more. *sigh* but thrs a barrier.

My mum. She ll SCREAM! yea...can hide frm her. but u noe, whn i pierce the last time, i needed her help in taking out the studs cuz they r so tight! so how?! she will eventually finds out. *sigh*

yea...so how? *sigh* but im like 60-40. majority wanna pierce. haha! but the barrier...*sigh*

all right. gonna maple. wanna lvl up my char though i just levelled up tis early morn. @ 2am i tink. so its gonna take like a week to lvl up. thn i can go back vict le. i wanna buy a new wand. mines outdated liao! and thinking whether i shd buy moonlight anot. hmm...

Thank You

Friday, January 27, 2006 • 10:00:00 PM
went to changi road thr. to this site visit. haha! fun lah! cute also. haha! took pix and also farnie pix wif Ira. haha..usually she don like take pix thn suddenly todae so enthu...*lol*

i wan the pix yar?!

thn went out. actually if nt, i go hm le but Sing Yee dragged me to go pasir ris train. and besides i didnt wan to go hm. really. nothing to do. *lol* so yea...

pei Ira go app @ novena. asked my cousin and auntie abt my grandma but she went hm le. if nt, can like drop by while Ira go to her app. but nah. so yea. pei Ira go her app. haha! it was fast. she was like telling me it will be slow. but nah. rite after she registered, her turn le. haha! like everything so fast! *lol*

cuz im thr mah! haha!

thn also...the whipped-cream?! *lol* mines beansprout and hers whipped-cream. *lol* our...er...nvm forget the word. haha.

thn went to novena square. ate LJS. and we sat thr for like 2+ hrs, toking. yea. we talked. fun lah! reallie talked. the main topic was FAMILY. *lol* the last time was GHOST. and we joked tat the next time is VALENTINE. *lol* basically abt ppl lah. haha! cool!

frm the batch of customers who were thr already since we arrived, to the 3rd batch or so...tats how long we stayed thr. me biting my straw, as usual. *lol*

rmbr yar on Wed! i cant wait!

thn went hm. and we went marina bay 1st thn back again. cuz wanna sit mah?

sry yar. cuz of tat. thn u reach hm so late.

aniwae...yea. i hv 2 sorries and 1 thank-you for Ira.

1st sorry: sry cuz if nt for me, u wld hv reached hm earlier and nt listening to my craps and stuffs.

2nd sorry: dragged u to marina bay, knowing very well tat u live in BL. it will take a long journey.

thank-you: for listening to my craps and crapping wif me, pei me eat and stuffs.

*lol* c? crapping again!

ok tml going out again...*lol* cny mah? 4 hols...haha. mapling now.

Thank You

Thursday, January 26, 2006 • 12:42:00 AM
yep. i tink i get it. i tink im right abt wad ive been thinkin abt. *sigh* will try to get away and not be a disturbance for u.

SHIT! ive typed everything just now! but suddenly everything erased off le. wtf!

aniwae. was late for BM. yea. supposed to wake up @ 5.30am but ended up an hr later. so told my sis to go bathe first. thn i went in. and i slept inside. yep. i leaned my head against the wall and just closed my eyes. came out arnd 7.10am like tat. *sigh* blah3x. waited for the bus for like 15mins! gosh! so slow! thn waited for pasir ris train @ 7.52am. *sigh*

was climbing up tat stairs...thn Zhen Lin frm behind...AGAIN...boo! *sigh* every time like tat.

i noe u very tall lah! no need to tell me again and again.

thn he said Ira behind wif her guitar. i turned back to c but nothing so continued walking lor. tok and compared heights. sheesh! thn whn turned into tis corner, saw Ira wif her guitar. *lol*

sry yar, nv wait for u. just walk off. i tink u shd be like rushing after me rite? sry tau!!!

thruout the lesson, i was almost dozing off but held on.

thn gems. *sigh* i was early after many times always come late! i was also almost dozing off. didnt listen. and was so blur abt the topic of the day. tis table thingy. *sigh* thn do tut. haha! i was stumped rite thr rite thn.

asked the girl in front. forgot her name though. she explained. i got the gist le. but don quite geddit. thn asked Bun, to which i was sitting in front of him!!! understand a little bit more but not all. thn waited till everyone went off. asked the cher. left me, the girl and Bun. and he explained. waah sey! i still blur though getting bits here and thr. blah3x.

Ira called but i reject the call and switched off my hp.

sry leh!!! didnt mean to be so rude...but he was explaining and i was struggling and frustrated thr...

thn went fdcrt 4 wif Bun. he went inside though. i didnt. called Ira back. actually got this talk, compulsory. but like 1A/22...no ones going leh. so i also didnt go. didnt wan to get stuck in a situation whereby the cher eill ask abt the rest. wth am i going to answer?! im nt good at lying. can see rite thru it!

aniwae. went to business block and i went to the lib.

btw, to Helen. sry leh. didnt sign for u. it was a new piece of paper and don hv ur signature. so cant copy le. nvm. next lesson u go sign ba cuz the tut no need hand-in wan. he don noe mah!

aniwae...went lib and i cracked my brains on tat table thingy. finally got it and my LEFT SIDE of the head hurt! LEFT SIDE OF THE HEAD. get tat Miss Siti?!!!

5.10pm like tat, bought soya bean at fdcrt 6. drank till teh door to the class was open. lah3x. had lesson. onie 6 ppl including me. but seriously, i prefer smaller grps. so yar!

and blah3x. after watching tv...here i am. blogging. my eyelids dropping le. so sleepy. lucky tml 1pm starts. *lol* so 11am wake up le. *sigh*

watched ANTM...omg! y did Lisa go in? i don wan! trade her place wif the one who left. i hate Lisa. alcoholic bitch! haha...nice name frend! and i wan nik to win but too bad. its nt her. btw, bre looks cute in tat last scene. the one whr all posed in whites and evey wk each one of them disappears. omg! im really sleepy!

tink tats all for now. ta-ta.

Thank You

Tuesday, January 24, 2006 • 11:10:00 PM
am i or not? *sigh* feel like it...but i don noe leh. don wan to anyhow think and assume. later they nothing wrong, me hurt them le. making a big hoo-haa. *sigh* but seriously, i do feel uneasy. am i like...disturbing? an extra? *lol* i think i am.

got an opinion liao and it was a yes. so yea i guess. i am disturbing. i don noe. tell me leh. don keep me in the dark. i don like suspense and especially if it involves myself, in the extra role. verrie...er...scary u noe.

my grandma admitted hospital le. suddenly i feel so...sad. don noe y. nt like it just started but i cant seem to see old ppl. those neneks and datuks. i will be like..kelian them leh. like i yearn to take care of them or something. like tok to them. i don noe. maybe cuz im left wif my grandma. out of 4, left onie 1. yea. *sigh*

aniwae, visited her after sch on mondae. and the stoopid me...*lol* even after Ira said liao still blur. frm dover go straight to City Hall thn change. much nearer. but wan to sit down so much rite? go Je thn all the way! *lol* and arnd amk, got tis auntie...gosh! tis nyp guy wnana sit down. been standing since yck. but this auntie just rushed in frm amk and pushed tat guy away and telling him nt to sit cuz she wans to sit. omg! i reallie tink like...no respect. no doubt shes older but the guy very kelian leh. he didnt see her coming. she just pushed her way round and pushed tat guy away. omg! serious! i cant stand all this! come on! *sigh* all the more i tink of it, all the more i get frustrated.

well ok. if u reallie wanna sit, at least tell the guy nicely or something. this one just rushed in and like snapped at the poor guy. omg! lucky its nt me. if nt i don noe wad to do le. i tink whn i alight, ill cry or cursed or something. SHEESH! maybe u ppl think im unreasonable or something but tats my opinion. i wont get caught for this rite? seriously, i wont right?

if more thn 50% of u tinks tat im being unreasonbale here, sry thn. but ill keep my stand.

was doing this Bm tut. find..but cannot find le. give up lor. *sigh* cuz tml shell be going thru mah. *sigh* tml long day for me. haiz...make sure my dad picks me up. i don wanna squeeze and get ticked off like wad i had seen yester.

and another thing. can ppl PLEASE don sit by the train door. i noe its by the train door, but still, ur taking a huge space thr! sheesh...tired yea. but hello?! once c lotz of ppl coming in, stand up and lean sideways can mah?! no need to sit all the way like ur leg is broken or something! if reallie broken, thn go sit. tell someone to give up the seat since u hv a good excuse! SHEESH.

people.

Thank You

Saturday, January 21, 2006 • 1:40:00 AM
*sigh* i just don noe wad my parents, esp my mum is thinking. y everytime she wld side wif my sis?!

the hp bill shoot up! it happened lotz of times liao ever since my sis started using it for habbo. yep. tat shit habbo thing. she smsed to which each msg is $3++! and the hp bill shoot up to like 4 times the typical bill! and she got away by just some TALKS. yep. when it was me, i had to pay for the extra and mine wasnt even at the stage. mine was like at most excede by $20. wtf!!!

and todae the bill came. and it shoot up again. i didnt noe how much bt frm the commontion, it was definitely huge. maybe $80. again. yea. and my dad was like...she did it again. and my mum told him to ask her. and he asked. and of course tat shit will deny wif tat fucking look AGAIN. i hate tat look! serious. tats y i hate her at times. its tat look.

and thn my mum said the most unusual thing if it ever happened to me. ITS THE COMPANY FAULT LAH. SHE NV SMS ANYMORE AFTER THE LAST TIME. ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT. THEY NV CALCULATE PROPERLY. THEY BRING FORWARD THE LAST TIME BILLS. nt exactly word by word but has the same meaning. i mean hello?!

she still habbos. i noe tat! she still chat in habbo. but when my mum appear, she will minimise the window. wtf! seriously man. the bitch. but the thing is, my mum side wif her. even my dad. my parents. and she didnt even need to pay a small amt. yea. shes still in pri sch. but maybe like make her learnt a lesson. if not the whole, maybe pay $10 bucks or something. make her be responsible! god. wtf! really...wtf.

and they believed her when she denied it. its tat look again. tat fucking look. i ahte tat look. i noe im repeating lotz of times but serious. its tat look. tat look hypnotise ppl easily. god help me!

if im the usual me, i wld hv just speak out. but no use. i tried tat and it failed. they treat it as though im jealous or something. yes i AM JEALOUS. but the main thing is...shes nt being punished for wad shes done. but i get punished for the wrongs ive done?! tats not jealousy. tats unfair! and don give me the excuse tat im the ELDER one. wad for? im the elder one so hv to set up a gd example? but the culprit didnt learn anything. for wad!!!

*sigh* i don noe. i just don.

and speaking of which...i realised tat these days, i don speak up to which i usually do. at hm of course. i don speak up outside. like ive stated. im a hypocrite. i act differently when faced with different ppl. tats me.

maybe ive matured. i don wan to be childish animore. i can think now. i can bear wif it. but tis bearing thing, its with me since eons! i don like to express how i really feel. scared ill hurt ppl. if im angry, ill keep it to myself. tats bad. yea. tats bad.

ive nt been attending any roteract activities for so long liao. tis sunday got another one but cant make it AGAIN. gosh! might as well just quit but like...i don wan. the ppl r fun. but im not active. *sigh*

Thank You

Friday, January 20, 2006 • 9:58:00 AM
*LOL* had the personality test yester during CD. finally noe who i am. roughly cuz maybe not tat accurate. well, this world is made up 4 types-DISC-of ppl. yep. and i belong to the minority. 1/3 of 20%. yep. the majority is 80%. at least 4 ppl noe who i am already. *lol*

D. Someone who is VERY domineering, demanding and wants ppl to follow them. yep. make good leaders though. and when they r stressed, stay away from them. they ll explode! *lol* and they r straight-forward. so those who r sensitive to critism, stay away from them. *lol*

I. the fun ppl. fun to hang with. they love to talk!!! yep. they practically noes everyone! but mostly as acquaintance...is tat how u spell it? haha. aniwae yar. tats them. they r those who bring everyone together. when they r stressed, they ll TALK. anything. they just love to talk. yep. tats them. without them, our lives will be boring.

S. the majority! yep 80% of the world is made up of them. cuz they can think. they r...erm...they r those who wans everyone to be happy. if there are conflicts or any problems, they ll settle it by asking whether everyone is happy or anything. they don like conflicts. yep. they r the so-called peace-makers. and the bad point. they follow others. they don make their own decision. like wad Mr Ong said...for eg. if there is this whole grp, and only one S. if S wants to eat char kway teow but the rest wants to eat something else, then S will just follow. they ll suffer inside. they don show it. yep. tats them. and when they r stressed, they prefer to sleep. cuz they don like any conflicts mah! wan everything to stay the same.

cuz someone is S. and i will make this person decide for herself. i wont say anything. *lol* watch out you S-es!!! *lol* sounds like ASSES!!! hahaha...ok wont make fun anymore. later i die how? im the minority leh. later 80% of the ppl com to me how? *lol*

C. someone who is a detailed, sensitive and the perfect word is PERFECTIONIST! yep. tats C. like everything in order. will do research first. must get all the details! siao liao. yep. sensitive, cant take critism. yep. will break down easily. and perfectionist! everything must be perfect! siao liao! yar!!! and they also think of others before him/herself. and when stressed out, will sit down read a book or listen to songs to relax. haha!

and tats me! Im a C! yes ppl. im a perfectionist. told Siti. she said yar. well, shes been labelling me as a perfectionist since years ago! wth! *lol* but im not until tat bad lah. everything must research first. i mean, thr r times when ill just heck care wan! yea. the 2nd highest for me is S. the majority. maybe tats why im like normal. *lol* but the gap is kinda huge. still remembered my points.

D-1.
I-4.
S-5.
C-10.

Yep. so u see...im really a die-die perfectionist. but im not entirely lah! pls lah!!!

and also another thing Mr Ong said. I and S can be with anyone. be it D, I, S, or even C. cuz they r those who socialise. yea. kinda. but the combination tat musnt happen is D and C. cuz D is straight-forward and C is sensitive. haiz...cuz C may just commit suicide. *lol* but i don care lah.

i mean, u can change urself for someone u care for mah. though maybe at times will suffer abit here and thr. but tats life. nothings perfect. nope, C is not perfect too. just prefers things in orderly manner. yep. tats C.

and ok. i admit. my personalities matched most with C. so yea. im resigned to fate. im a C. gosh! ok...tats it.

and just now went my cousin blog. saw tis another personality test.

DisorderRating
Paranoid Disorder:Low
Schizoid Disorder:Low
Schizotypal Disorder:Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:Low
Borderline Disorder:Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:Moderate
Dependent Disorder:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate

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*lol* am i normal? i don noe. im no expert at tis. and ppl, i LOVE all tis personality quiz. its fun knowing urself. so if anyone got, send to me hor! *lol*

ok now. going mapling. my classmates all lvl 30+ liao in bootes. haha! maybe i go catch up or something. put my cleric onto hold first. haha! i don noe. maybe not. haiz...wadever lah.

and again...
















i am a C!!!

Thank You

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 • 4:26:00 PM
yea. who is the real me? i don noe myself. am i wad ppl think or otherwise? i don noe...

just now on my way to lib with Ira (she went meet friend. don noe who and shouldnt kpo here!), talked abt it. er...cuz tml having CD lesson. Mr Ong said tat hes gonna do a char analysis on us. cant wait! or shd i not be too anxious? who noes, the real ugly truth abt myself will be revealed. *lol*

Ruzaina, you're tis bitch who goes round upsetting ppl. You're wad anyone wld fear for and wld be most thankful if u nv exist in their lives. blah3x...

all right. maybe it is true. maybe thr r ppl who doesnt wish for me to exist. i noe thr r. i mean come on! this is live. who noes? even the whole world! sheesh...i can do nothing abt it. u hate me, im so sry.

or will i hear some weird stuffs tml? i don noe. i wanna noe the real me. tats all. i tink wad my sec2 literature cher said abt me is right. im a hypocrite. yep. i admit...I ADMIT PPL! ive been a hypocrite. yes. but seriously, i tink i am. in sch im tis gd girl (esp during those pri & sec sch days!). but at hm, trust me. im tis idiot bitch! serious. i go round getting all angry over the slightest thing. tat i tink i deserve getting scolded. *sigh* tats me.

im rubbish. i don noe who am i and i wanna noe. i seriously do.

its like with some ppl, i act tis way. and with another grp, i act tat way. how hypocrite is tat?! its sickening all right? i wanna be who am i. i wanna be the real me. i don wanna act all different with different ppl. all right. wad the shit am i toking abt?

but i noe whn i was in pri 2, im tis cheeky arrogant monitress. *lol* serious! while waiting for the pe cher to come, i actually told the class to shut their mouths or ill slap their faces. sheesh! how horrible is tat? just suddenly recall abt it. *lol*

cuz whn i was in pri 1, again, im the monitress. guy chers don like me i guess. *lol* pri1, 2, 5...i am the monitress. *lol* cuz my form chers r females. don mean to BRAG but everytime meet-the-parents sessions...always got good things to say abt me. no bad thing. serious! even my parents said tat to my pri 5 cher and her answer was...but shes really a good and hardworking girl. wth!

yea. whn i was in pri 1, my form cher actually told me to slap tis guy face if he still continues wif the shitting din. *lol* maybe she didnt really mean it. maybe its just a threat to him. but wad do 7 year olds noe?! haha...and i was telling this to my pri2 classmates, sitting on a desk, cross-legged...like which bitchy old teacher who tinks shes the greatest! *lol*

but the pe cher came liao. haha! and he was giving me THIS look...and my excuse..they were so noisy. *lol* i almost shit in my shorts!!! honest!!!

ok. laugh ppl. i don care. see? im no angel. im a bitch even at pri 2. god! tats me. im bad. yea. im very bad. but who is the real me? i wanna noe. tell me ppl. how i wish tat ive wad Ira wanted. *lol* haha! nah. she don hv it lah. duh.

as in i wnana read ppls mind. thn i can noe wad they think of me. haha! and somehow i cant stop thinking tat i will receive MANY negative thoughts abt me. haha! ppl hate me. i noe.

ok im being sadistic here. yea speaking of which..i wanna change skin. too PINK. like wad Siti said yester. i wan something black. sadistic thing. yea. *lol*

actually found a skin but it went haywire when i added the contents. sheesh! sickening...

all right now. waiting for chi lesson to start. my frend beside me doing her assignment. yea...and here i am blogging. haha! and behind r those act-cool guys...playing games. gosh! came in like which bengs thn suddenly play don noe wad games. need armour and stuffs. and need money. cant be maple though. haha!

ok continuing wif gaiaonline. haha! my dear sister taught me. fishing game. *lol* no maple mah? so fishing lor!

Thank You

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 • 10:52:00 PM
yep. my shoulder SUDDENLY hurts like hell. thn tml don bring bag again like just now. onie tat file. but i got free time from 12-5.30pm leh! so tot of bringing a novel but a file and a novel? isnt it like weird? thn somemore the mrt surely lotz of ppl! thn very ma fan! *sigh* wth did i do? i didnt carry anything heavy? or maybe ive been carrying tote bags for so long thn hurt? maybe...i don noe.

thn how?

*sigh* i don wanna go hm of course! i reach hm at arnd 2pm. thn go out again at 4.30pm. in the afternoon if go out, very lazy le. might as well don go.

yea. Ira told me many times nt to go. but im a good girl u see. if i pon class, i will feel so guilty like HELL! thn start all my craps. yep. im crap! tats me-ruzaina the crappy person. sheesh...

*sigh* nvm ill tink it thru later. now tat im online and toking to Siti and waiting for Liy for her report tat she wanted to show me (don noe for wad also! *lol*) leave it to later lah.

*sigh* the final tests for yr one is coming 2 wks after cny. and i still haven touch my books. *sigh* wad resolution is tis?! nt making any effort. just lile wad dear Mrs Whelan said...at the end of the day...IT ALL BIOLS DOWN TO MYSELF. haha...see? i start my craps liao.

ok stop here for today. and i nv wan to go business block to book the comp! don wan to face those COOL guys who shoo ppl away for the sake of their own interest! get lost u idiots!

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Monday, January 16, 2006 • 11:57:00 PM
horrible! *cries* well, i think i look horrible. come on! i do look horrible. ppl sae nice and stuffs but its horrible. haiz...told my mum to snip off my fringe cuz its always getting in my eyes. my fringe cant clip and besides i look ugly whn clipping hair. aniwae yea so told her to snip it off. told her to do some layering like some ppl do. but in the end, don noe wad appen. too short and stuffs. maybe cuz my forehead too small le...*sigh*

so now hv to endure lor. no use complaining mah! short liao. thn wan to do wad? hair extension? *sigh* itll grow back soon. hope so its soon...

tml go hm @ 12pm cuz no BM lecture due to some lecturers personal prob. yea.

all right now. better go le. my dad coming out soon. later he nag...but don tink so lah. he very lenient le. *lol* but still, tml need to wake up @ 5.30am leh. my sis lah! so ma fan!!!

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Saturday, January 14, 2006 • 3:30:00 AM
the test was...erm..al right i guess. i finished it all. but the thing is...80% of it r texts! like wad i told Ira, even a history textbk is better! *sigh*

aniwae...i guess shd be can pass lah. its a matter of the marks.

Lemon just invited me to play maple @ bootes together wif the rest of the class. yea..if they played @ aquilla...nvm cuz im like ok right thr. but they played @ bootes. and i don hv any char thr. got lah. but tats my storage acc. and i don wan tat char liao. the stats all ruined or something. so created a new one. and now im leveling it up so can catch up wif the rest. yea, its 3.34am. as usual. if i maple thruout the night, it really means till morning! gosh!

all right. need to do law tut. but i don noe individual anot. cuz i heard Mr Ong said individual but don noe lah. i tend to be blur. and also IT e-learning assignment due on tues. if nt yester but due to test. yea...tats wad Zhen Lin said.

all right now. i tink i go back mapling ba...the onie free time is fridae night. sat if my mum OT. but sooner she sae shes gonna resign. haiz...and my allowance is gone! better next wk give le if nt i DIE.

hmmm so left fri morning lah. cuz for this term, fri no sch. and morning cuz my sis schoolin so yea.

all right. don tok so much le.

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Friday, January 13, 2006 • 7:56:00 AM
gd morning ppl! *sigh* todae got frontpage test. though i already planned out and hv written down some notes here and thr, but scared ill cock up and just die. its onlie 1.5 hrs leh. and its comp stuffs. gosh! comp...onlie noe how to surf, blog, mapling...*lol*

gosh! i tink ive been tricked and made into a fool! wtf! well, i was @ the business block during my last post mah. if i had known wldnt hv blog! well, before i came, thrs tis guy using laptop. he was sitting beside a frend. thn i told him ive booked tat comp. so he shifted. and thn another bunch of ppl came and tis guy just said tat he had booked the same comp! i mean hello?! if im lying abt using the comp, i cldnt hv signed in right?! and hes also holding a laptop! shit lah...bullying me issit?! well, i tink maybe he wans to sit near his frends and since i am BLOGGING, he kinda took the opportunity to shoo me away! wth!!!

ok fine, my fault. shndt hv blogged. but hello?! no need to be so cruel right?! idiot guys! tink so shuai and cool meh?! go eat shit lah!!!

*sigh* no point scolding them. no point toking to these kind of ppl.

actually, told myself to wake up @ 10am. thn 1pm stop to get ready. thn 2pm i go out. but just now too cold! thn go pee. but it was in my bladder since like 6.30am! but my sis was inside mah. she morn session. noisy sia the mouth! i cannot sleep! ok thn go pee after holding it in for like 1hr! thn cannot sleep liao. but gurantee later ill get sleepy and sleep in the train! if got seat but surely got right?

don like taking trains @ je. hv i said tat b4? shd be...

mapling...

btw, gd luck for the frontpage test ppl!!!

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006 • 3:07:00 PM
hihi ppl. i don noe y but im so happy todae! *lol* y? cuz...well...er...shd i sae?

haha! ok lah sae lah.

er...don wan sae.

ok better sae. later ppl read thn keep thinking lotz of things and asking me. haha!

well, todae on my way to class, a black cat so-called kinda crossed my path. yea. i mean i didnt trip or anything. but i was walking and it just crossed! *lol* and i cld hear the ppl behind making sound like OH-OH, AHHH...and stuffs. *lol* and thr i was, cursing and swearing and praying hard tat nothing bad will happen. *sigh* and since, the ground was wet, i was like walking so cautiously though i wore sneakers! scared tat ill fall! haiz...and i tink tat my sneakers like worn out le. the soles. like slippery leh. not like sticking to the ground kinda thing. so maybe i need to buy a new pair. if i do, don noe shd i buy black or some other colours. i mean, black will suit wif aniting mah! haiz...don tok first. money don hv.

im like left wif less thn 10 bucks! thn shd be enxt wk i can get my allowance. but its the hp bill. though i tink tis mth i didnt use tat much. but still, 50 bucks minus off at least 30bucks. left 20 bucks. *sigh* shdnt hv just spend it away. haiz...my resolution! i wanna work! aniwae back to the original topic...

nothing bad happened todae. in fact, its something good. good? er...like my luck is not bad. average typical...but maybe above or something. but thn again, i was thinking...is it the bad luck will happen like later? or maybe i experience good stuffs first thn bad luck happens? oh no! so i guess, better stop gloating here.

ok now. lotz of ppl here. im at the business block liao. manie ppl doing their stuffs. so shdnt reallie blog now. so tata ppl!

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006 • 5:26:00 PM
hi hi ppl! yea..im back. *sigh* miss blogging. i got lotz to sae...do i? shd be lah.

aniwae, watched The Dark wif Ira last Fri. the show...ok lah. kinda shocking at time. i held the popcorn, scared sia! well, cuz i actually jumped in my seat like many times! got many suspense leh! thn in the end, after Ira held the popcorn to eat, haha! she offered me but i sae don wan. scared later got suspense scene thn the popcorn fly!!! *lol*

whn we first went in, onlie got 1 person sia! thn we were like...HUH?! *lol* but soon, got ppl coming in lah. but still not full but got this bunch of sch students, nt tat noisy. still can handle it. i mean without them, i think ill just close my eyes thruout. *lol*

the show nice lah. but the ending, like...er...well...er...kinda hanging. not exactly hanging but...er...like sad? i don noe. the mother like very kelian. i tink. aiyah. can lah. the show not tat BAD. out of 5 get 3.5 ba. *lol*

thn we ate delifrance. the prawn...er...like fishy leh. like nt cook like tat. in the end, Ira ate the last 4. haha!

thx hor. make my plate clean. *lol*

yester got back law. omg! i actually tot i can get gd marks cuz i found it a breeze mah. i mean nt exactly a breeze lah, but i completed within the time limit and also i wasnt pausing and stuffs. skali...passed by 2 marks! *sigh* nvm lah. tis last test/exam...MUST STUDY le. yea...but i like feeling nothing leh. i mean like im not doing anything. test/exam is like 2 wks after the cny wk. verrie fast leh! *sigh*

yester went hm wif Lala...*lol* we experienced some PAISEY event. haha!!! nt gonna sae. btw me and her onie...

Lala...malu eh?! aku pon!!! BEST lah balek ngan kau. ade je benda terjadi.

just now went my aunt hse cuz my grandma thr. thn just now i wore high-heel. kinda like miss wearing it. like suddenly, i was like WHY I USE TO COMPLAIN WEARING THESE? NICE WHAT! *lol* how weird can i get?

rmbr i said last time tat i wanna change skin? *sigh* no nice skins leh. haiz...

actually, i wanted to state something. but i forgot. haha! SOTONG!!!

ok mapling now. so long nv maple.

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Thursday, January 05, 2006 • 11:01:00 PM
am i playing gooseberry? *lol* maybe...haha! i don noe and its kinda disturbing...to me. i don wanna make ppl caught in awkard situation and myself too! *lol* c how it goes...

yea! tml no sch and maybe for the rest of these term, no sch on fridays! cool huh?! yea...but on thurs hv to go hm @ 6pm. i don really mind cept for the fact tat i hv ngaji. yea so hv to rush abit. ABIT only. cuz just now reach hm close to 7pm. nvm lah.

we ll continue ok, class? *lol* no sch on FRIDAYS!!!

yep. i failed for the same module somemore! same marks somemore! *lol* stoopid...wad is tis?! *sigh* just make sure i don fail for the whole module. haha! i don wanna repeat le. tis module bores me and i don noe wad the heck its toking abt. serious.

ok. tml going back to sch to practice frontpage for tml. yea. if nt, later on fri, die. all blur. how? cannot like tat lah.

i wanna change my blogskin. like tis skin too...er...got some sae stuffs. *lol* nt my situation rite now though. haha!!! go check for new bah...

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006 • 11:17:00 PM
*lol* came back to sch. yea. happie? well, ok lah. can meet my friends and get pocket money le. but maybe sianz cuz hv to wake up early and study le. *sigh* don noe lah...

went to sch wif Lala and her sis. yea.

the model u do nice sia? haiz..envy ur talents. but lucky i nt inside or else die!!! *lol*

yea the model Lala did...hv to sacrifice sleep time leh! waah sey! and she told me she did not sleep at all. *sigh*

all right. had IT test just now. omg! the 1st ICA i tink i fail le. cuz its microsoft access and i tot don hv tat one cuz in blackboard didnt sae, or maybe i didnt see. thn i told Ira and Jen the same thing.

sry yar guys?! i verrie blur le...

but i tink maybe can make it lah. cuz all along, we can use the internet to find the answers. IT mah? *lol* don noe lah...

thn the 2nd test. haha! don mean to be haolian but i tink easy. ok. yea. im hoping to get verrie high marks for that so can cover up for the 1st one mah.

thn next fri, got frontpage test. yep. design ur own webbie frm scratch. wth!!! and i haven even do any materials. wth!!! must do le. maybe tml or fri. stay back in sch. practice cuz home comp don hv these softwares. *sigh*

nothing much happen todae lah. 1st dae of sch like nothing le to me. nt like last time in pri and sec schs.

aniwae, yea. the 1st day for everyone mah who is schooling? waah sey! take bus just now so MANY students sia in uniforms. and i c also my eyes pain2x. haha! those boys wanna be cool, but wear shorts. haha! yea, wif the hair.

just like wad Setay said earlier this morn whn she msg me. NOOBS!!! *lol*

but ok lah. i also last time maybe like tat also.

*sigh* i tink tues and weds hv to tahan2x lah whn take bus. lotz of uniformed students. verrie full the bus! cuz on these days i start lessons @ 0800 mah? so yea. no choice. *boohoo*

thn just now got back BM test paper. lucky i PASS!!! yea nt a gd one lah. a C! gosh! in poly, good results means at least a B. *sigh* how like tat? but cant say much. cuz i studied last min mah! so its a gd thing i PASSED! yea. cant complain.

thn after tat, me and Ira did ECT tut, the drawings for e-learning whn the lecturer was going thru the paper briefly and starting on a new topic. *lol* so naughty! haha!

thn we continued doing after sch. at 1st i wanna go lib. but suddenly SO MANY PPL sia. maybe they also same resolution as me. hardworking. or maybe they got tests also. *lol* jiayou lah hor!!!

yea. so in the end went bawah blok. *lol* well, its a term btw me and Ira. we made lotz of things up! haha!!! well, basically its at the huge table at the basement of some blocks lah. we went T3A or issit T3? but aniwae, while searching for empty seats, saw Xinyi waiting for someone.

today i got ngaji mah so told myself to go hm @ 1630. *lol* nah! drag here and thr until an hr later i tink. haha! heck lah! finish le mah. cept for one qn. which i tink shd be later tml or on thurs whn everyone pass up, all copy! *lol* actually supposed to pass up todae but TYPICAL us. *lol* aiyah don noe lah. poly too slack le.

thn while walking on tat bridge to mrt, saw Lala and her friend. i blur2x leh. everytime, Ira surely c my friends. but not me myself. *sigh* SOTONG! hahahaha...

so went hm together. and as usual if wif Lala, we alight @ bukit batok and take the train to je and back again. but just now we did it TWICE! cuz wanna sit but got tis pregnant lady. so gave up lor. yea. still a gd citizen. if its me rite, i tink i don care le. just give up my seat and no need alight again. so paiey leh! but got someone mah! and i slept thruout the journey. haha! but i woke up 1st. lucky ah. reach marsiling thn wake up. haha! if not, go marina bay thn back again. SIAO AH!!!

waah! 2328 liao. *sigh* my sis still in toi don noe doing wad?! her business verrie big maybe! *sigh* ok. tink stop here liao...

nitez everyone!

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Sunday, January 01, 2006 • 12:09:00 AM
HAPPIE NEW YEAR PPL!!! *lol* yea im here afterall. *lol*

psst: my 1st post for the year 2006. *lmfao*

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