Saturday, January 21, 2006 • 1:40:00 AM
*sigh* i just don noe wad my parents, esp my mum is thinking. y everytime she wld side wif my sis?!
the hp bill shoot up! it happened lotz of times liao ever since my sis started using it for habbo. yep. tat shit habbo thing. she smsed to which each msg is $3++! and the hp bill shoot up to like 4 times the typical bill! and she got away by just some TALKS. yep. when it was me, i had to pay for the extra and mine wasnt even at the stage. mine was like at most excede by $20. wtf!!!
and todae the bill came. and it shoot up again. i didnt noe how much bt frm the commontion, it was definitely huge. maybe $80. again. yea. and my dad was like...she did it again. and my mum told him to ask her. and he asked. and of course tat shit will deny wif tat fucking look AGAIN. i hate tat look! serious. tats y i hate her at times. its tat look.
and thn my mum said the most unusual thing if it ever happened to me. ITS THE COMPANY FAULT LAH. SHE NV SMS ANYMORE AFTER THE LAST TIME. ITS ALWAYS LIKE THAT. THEY NV CALCULATE PROPERLY. THEY BRING FORWARD THE LAST TIME BILLS. nt exactly word by word but has the same meaning. i mean hello?!
she still habbos. i noe tat! she still chat in habbo. but when my mum appear, she will minimise the window. wtf! seriously man. the bitch. but the thing is, my mum side wif her. even my dad. my parents. and she didnt even need to pay a small amt. yea. shes still in pri sch. but maybe like make her learnt a lesson. if not the whole, maybe pay $10 bucks or something. make her be responsible! god. wtf! really...wtf.
and they believed her when she denied it. its tat look again. tat fucking look. i ahte tat look. i noe im repeating lotz of times but serious. its tat look. tat look hypnotise ppl easily. god help me!
if im the usual me, i wld hv just speak out. but no use. i tried tat and it failed. they treat it as though im jealous or something. yes i AM JEALOUS. but the main thing is...shes nt being punished for wad shes done. but i get punished for the wrongs ive done?! tats not jealousy. tats unfair! and don give me the excuse tat im the ELDER one. wad for? im the elder one so hv to set up a gd example? but the culprit didnt learn anything. for wad!!!
*sigh* i don noe. i just don.
and speaking of which...i realised tat these days, i don speak up to which i usually do. at hm of course. i don speak up outside. like ive stated. im a hypocrite. i act differently when faced with different ppl. tats me.
maybe ive matured. i don wan to be childish animore. i can think now. i can bear wif it. but tis bearing thing, its with me since eons! i don like to express how i really feel. scared ill hurt ppl. if im angry, ill keep it to myself. tats bad. yea. tats bad.
ive nt been attending any roteract activities for so long liao. tis sunday got another one but cant make it AGAIN. gosh! might as well just quit but like...i don wan. the ppl r fun. but im not active. *sigh*
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