Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




Xinyi
Flora
Khalisah
Sarah
Nadia
Adillah
Widad
Helen
Hafiz
Dharina
Shuling
Suharti
Iswan
Joelyn
Farhana
Karim
Hazmi
Izzat
Yanling
Fariz
Saidah
Kak Yati
Filzah
Frana


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*sigh* i hate myself. i wan my own identity. i don wan to be diff with him, thn wif her and thn wif him and thn wif her. wth is wrong wif me?!

i just want to be myself. just myself. no one else. like if im wif tis person, im different as compared to when im wif another person. i noe ive repeated tis before. *sigh*

i wan my own identity. i wan to be unique. i hv my own taste. but...

but...

but circumstances dont allow it to happen. *SIGH*

all right now. tests is coming up in 2 wks, and ive still nt touch a thing. serious. i got 2 assignments in hand. one is ect and the other...ect too. a report and tut. haiz...

the report, whn wanna do? i don noe. both by tues. i hv to start studying. serious. its like...tis my final try in yr one. tis will so-called determine whether ill be promoted to yr 2 anot. i don wanna stay back. the $$$. one yr...$2000+ leh. i tink. though its deducted frm my dad cpf...but still...its money u noe. cpf is for retirement. yea.

don tell me ive matured cuz i don tink i am. im still as childish. im still a kid. i still whine. i still sulk over the slightest thing. im still a kid. though ive passed the 17th yr of my life.

im supposed to be mature, but im not. ive not even found my own identity, much less being matured.

OH PLEASE!

Thank You