Wednesday, March 29, 2006 • 8:44:00 AM
im a morning person!!! early in the morning already started blogging. but thn again, tis is nt the first time rite? haha! im the extreme. wahaha...if nt TOO LATE its TOO EARLY. NEVER ON TIME!!!
wahaha...
anyway, yester went out. class bbq. yep. though nt everyone came but still ok lah. but itll be more fun if everyone came i guess. but anyhow, it was all right.
i was late and i kept
Ira and
Zhen An waiting. *sigh* these days im always late. y ah? im nv late. haha! no, no, nt trying to be smug lah. but seriously. don feel good abt making ppl wait. haha...selfless idiot. ok nvm.
actually i tink shd be on time or at most 5 mins late or something. but cuz at the last min, my aunt told me to meet her. thn almost reach liao, cancelled. *bleurgh* so took the straight train. haha!
now i noe how the both of u feel-Jorden and Jen. *winks*anyway, sat thru and im like omg?! so sianz...thn abt 2.30pm liao, supposed to meet them at Bedok mrt at tat time. msg
Ira told her to go first. or issit she asked me 1st. thn msg
Ira and
Sing Yee. haiz...msg msg. thn call
Ira to really tell her to go first. but she said NVM. haiz...tat ger ah!
but as im nt familiar wif that mrt line, i missed Bedok. thn call
Ira. asked whether Bedok is after Tanah Merah ot b4. issit even Tanah Merah? wahaha...tats how hopeless i am. thn me gabra liao!
Ira just told me to change train. and me the sotong just took the train without knowing its the middle platform and thrs another one after it. haiz. thn the doors closed and i realised HOW COME SO LITTLE PPL?! and BLAH! its towards expo. like OMG!!!
wahaha...and it didnt help tat whn i got down to expo, waiting for the train is like waiting for WHAT like tat! so long!!! well, maybe exaggerating..is tat how u spell it?!...cuz i was like rushing for time. didnt wan the both of them to wait any longer! finally i tink 10mins or so reached le. and they were waiting outside. and whats worst! thr was no bench. cuz they were waiting outside of the station. nt at the platform. so...haiz.
sry yar to the both of u. waited so long. though
Ira told me its only 20mins. but shd be more thn tat rite?
thn called
Sing Yee cannot go thru. blah3x. took taxi go east coast mac. and guess what?! tot late liao cuz supposed to meet the rest at 3pm. its like 3.20pm or so i tink. and only...ONLY
Jorden was thr!!!
waited till
Yanling,
Xinyi,
Kent and
Zhen Lin. they took merz cab. haha! is tat how u spell the short form? haha...
thn blah3x. reached. talked. started fire. and
Sing Yee came. thn said hello. and me,
Ira and
Sing Yee went play water. haha!!! thn half an hr or so went back. and started eating. they bbq already. so bad. everytime thrs bbq, whether its fam or friends, i NEVER bbq. i only eat. wahaha!!! nt tat i don wan to.
thn
Sing Yee had to go off. sent her to tat bridge. no. underground pass. yep. thn...haha! forgot what happen le. no, as in the sequence.
Ira rode bike while i walked. haha! thn went 7-11, bought slurpee. thn eat again. i ate lotz of sting rays yester. muahaha...thn talked. went 7-11 again. bought slurpee again. but ths time, after going back to our pit, me and
Ira walked all the way wif our slurpee. talked and walked and drank. haha!!!
blah3x. came back.
Lemon,
Medwin and
Jiamin came already and eating. thn me and
Ira went to the nearby shelter, just next to the pit, talked. abt Dia. wahaha...and stuffs. oh!!! i rmrbed something.
on our way back to the pit, me and
Ira saw...tis little boy who told a cat to STOP. KEKEKEKEKEKE...he tink hes some SUPERMAN trying to stop a criminal issit? haha! u noe wif those actions. like STOP! haha!!! omg!!! and that cat we called it STOP. haha!
and while we were talking, saw another cat. well,
Ira was feeding them wif crab meat and my raw sting ray.
yep guys. one of the sting ray wasnt cook.anyway...suddenly thrs tis dog! haha. no, shd sae tis first. STOP and this white cat were...i don noe. ok rmrbed something again. wahaha!!!
on our way back frm tat long walk, 2 lizards. haha!!! the male chasing the female. haha!!!
anyway, the 2 cats. STOP was like crouching and staring at the white cat. like which predator waiting to catch its prey. and the white was so cool. just stare at it. but don noe lah. whether they wan to fight or date. how i noe? im no animal mind reader.
thn tis dog, suddenly barked and approached the white cat. and guess what?! it wasnt scared!!! it didnt run away! just stood thr. well, moved a little lah but not like typical...u noe. and STOP kinda ran away but nt tat far. haha!!! trying to taunt the white but scared. thn the owner told the dog off and the staring btw the 2 cats cont. haiz...
and...the white just stared and walked away. haha!!! and STOP...guess what it did? maybe it was dark and our eyes were playing tricks. but...BWHAHAHAHA!!! it shook its butt!!! gelek...u noe!!! i don noe y. but all i noe its funny and cute. haha!!! omg!!!
Medwin went hm first though. thn soon after our turn to go hm. but nope. the rest didnt go hm. they still wanna hang out. a pub nearby.
Kents mum place. wahaha...tats wad he said. MY MUMS PLACE.
of course, me didnt go lah! wan me to die issit?
so, sry yar. nt tat don wan to go...but...haiz.so me and
Ira went hm. took taxi to Eunos. tats wad
Jorden was telling. haha! tat street directory guy. he noes everything! and thn the debate. whether
Ira take straight train or curve. and me also. haha!!! wad i mean is. straight-east line. issit? curve-north line. issit? like weird2x leh. ok. colours! straight-green line. curve-red line. debating. haha!!! wif
Ira, u can debate all u wan. she just loves debating!!! ;)
counted the journey. haha. the duration and stuffs. still debating. thn reach raffles le, i scared miss the last bus hm, so took red line. yep.
sry yar!!! didnt pei u. everytime u pei me but i nv pei u.and guess what?!!! maybe shdve taken green line. y?!
Ira reach Dover, im still at...erm...far! yep. the red line, the distance btw each station is far thn the green line. but the nos of station abt thr. don noe lah. and to make it worst! tis guy sat beside me and slept. and kept leaning. don noe. deliberately anot. no, no. old guy. wahaha! but tis nt first time lah. but i just don like. and also cuz i scared miss last bus frm woodlands, so slight at sembawang and took 962. 11.30pm liao. thn blah3x. reached hm safely. haha! msg
Ira thn went to sleep.
*sigh*
my yesterday. yep. verrie long. im long-winded. dont u noe tat?!
anyway, the result slip. i checked letterbox don hv. thn checked arnd the hse also don hv. and my parents didnt say anything. hv they seen it yet? or the slip nt yet posted? today issit? but anyhow, to play safe, im gonan check the letterbox later. told my mum just now tat im going to the shop. haha!
but wouldnt it be good if they had seen it but realise tat i need a break and they gave me chance? but i don noe lah.
just gonna play safe.
haiz. don noe wad to do after tis le. maple? *sigh* i watched xian jian qi xia zhuan already. haiz. so sianz. rewatch? don wan. sianz liao. i mean...haiz. just don wan.
i wan mp3!!! i wan ipod!!! i wan!!!
oh yea. tml im working again. haiz. and speaking of which...
wahaha!!! everyone who called me kept asking the same qn. WHY GOT CHINESE SONG? I TOT I CALLED THE WRONG NUMBER. wahaha!!!
no, my dears. u didnt call the wrong number. haha!!!gonna change it. warning-tink gonna change it to JJ Lin, Cao Cao.
Thank You
Monday, March 27, 2006 • 2:58:00 PM
it took me so long to wait for the quiz site to upload. and in the end, after multi-tasking: mapling, doing quiz, wait for upload, going to forums...blah blah blah. in the end said that the codes cannot be used and thrs error!!!
%$#&%@^%$^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sickening! *sigh* relax. all right now. my sis lazy wan to go cca again. my mum waking her up. tat lazy bum said don wan to go. idiot! y so lazy?! just go lah!!! i hate her. so...ARGH!
relax. relax. *sigh*
y must all the good shows...everyone dies in the end? so unfair!
relax.
all right. played for 1.5 hrs. and lvled up only by 2. haha!!! pathetic!!!
nothing better to do. and tis jems downloading. so slow! only manage to download 1 epi. but i don like stop here and thr. and tml...is the class activity going as planned? or cancelled? its raining today. yep.
so how guys? inform me yar! asap.all right now. don wan to ramble like yester. haha!!!
I LOVE ENGLISH!
Thank You
Sunday, March 26, 2006 • 4:10:00 PM
haha! lazy to tink of a title. today...hmm...
yester missed xian jian qi xia zhuan. *sigh* my sis lah! but nvm...can watch it next wk. wahaha...hv my ways. *winks*
anyway, later going to visit my grandma at my youngest uncle hse. yep. and i hate my sis. suddenly so happy and act all...YUCKS!!! everytime wanna meet someone, she like tat one. verrie irritating. act all cute and....for godsake!
but anyway, nothing much. cept tat yester after midnite also watched LOTR-The Two Towers. Dvd and yep. the dvd player went berserk. like wth!!! and even just now tried to cont watching...the dvd player went...*sigh*
comp cant play cd or vcd, cant burn. dvd player cant play dvd. only vcd and cd. like WHAT?! a tit for a tat? fair? nope. i dont tink so.. all right wad am i rambling.
my eng. i hv to speak perfect and good eng. cuz...i wan to study english in the U. yep. i wan! i wanna take mass comm. but cuz of my science and maths, my pts went up and its too much for the cut-off pt. if nt can le! i wan mass comm!!! *sigh*
i like english! i love english! english rulez! yep. or shd i sae...LANGUAGE RULEZ!!! muahaha...im mad i noe.
tis course like no more eng modules. so sianz.
but wad must i expect? tis is nt an eng diploma. its abt buildings. yep. abt buildings. u heard me.
i wan english!!!
i love english!!!
ENGLISH!!!
all right. getting all mad here. *sigh* hv passed my chi course. sent me the intermediate one. is tat the word? or rather is tat how it is spelled? *lol*
but i cant place much hope for tat. cuz my lecturer last time said that the class has not been conducted for 2 yrs already! i told myself that if thrs no class, thn i want to take up wither korean or jap. yep. but its time-consuming since im already going to be in my 2nd yr. right?
anyway, leave that somewhr else. tis coming tue thrs class outing. activity. for tat $6.50 which we pay every sem. thrs 2. steamboat at marina or bbq at east coast. just a one day thing. i don noe.
told
Yanling tat im free. and yes shd be im free. so shd be ok ba...
*sigh* hope by tml the episodes r uploaded already. cuz i wanna watch. yep. itll take abt 3 hrs each epi. so on wed i can watch. since tue got the class activity mah!
and tue also need to stand by the letterbox. hv to get my hands on the result slip. cant let my parents c. nt now at least. but if i go out, thn shd be i go hm later thn my dad. and my dad everytime check the letterbox. so how? i don noe. i seriously don noe.
no use reproaching myself. no use for regrets. its my doing. its my fault.
all right. back to something i like to talk abt. script!!! story!!! *lol* told myself to write story. i hv to. i wan to. but after 2 pages or so, my idea ran out. i mean my kind of person is tat i must complete a task at one go and nt one by one. so u c. everytime i write, ill be writing for 2 pages or so and thn nothing to tok abt or im tired and told myself to cont next time. and by tat time, sianz already.
recently, was thinking of writing tis adventure story. whrby it will involve a bit of my life but in another era or something. haha!!! wadever. but my words r nt good. so cant really write tat kind of story. *sigh*
i wanna take mass comm. but cant just suddenly take the bachelor rite? need diploma. and tat means i hv to waste like 3 more yrs. if i study and study, how to work? my parents cant keep supporting me for my education. tats y i was thinking of taking part time. but wouldnt tat be time consuming? *sigh*
do i regret wif the path im taking now? like i said. too late for regrets. i hv taken tis building path so i must follow it. but thn again. its too early to say. maybe once i start working, can study part time. i don noe. maybe suddenly some scholarship or opportunity drop frm the sky. appear. knocking on my door. and ta-da! wahaha...its good to dream sometimes. SOMETIMES ONLY.
u need dream and u need reality. to balance off. yea.
and my pay still haven get yet. wonder whn. gonna buy a bag, some tops, one pair of jeans at bugis. maybe 2. i don noe. thn if still hv extra as in minus a reasonable amt to save, gonna buy some maple cash. *lol*
haha. is tis the longest entry? i don noe. and i don care. its MY blog. u r welcome to read. if u dont, thn ur welcome to. haha. im crazy.
im bored actually. don noe wad to do. i wanna go out and yet i don wan to go out. i wan someone to tok to. haha. like i don hv. i can just simply msg anyone in my addy book in my hp. hahahaha...
yea. but the things is later the sms used will caused a BOMB to my bill. tis mth start paying for my bill already. i mean, sch is starting soon. my bill always come after 20th. so here and thr. abt thr. haha! wad am i toking?
if i can i wanna type more. but its either thrs no time or im just to lazy to type. or im just too lazy to express in words and type it out. haha! maybe i don make a good scripwriter. the beginning i tend to drag. thn ill rush the ending. its always like tat. if u guys do read some of my past compos or summaries, u will realise tat. maybe tats y i get low marks sometimes.
but i still like english. yep. will always love english. will always.
Thank You
Saturday, March 25, 2006 • 3:11:00 AM
nope. im nt going to turn back to a nocturnal. just tat
Setay was playing ad i wanted her to train me. in the end...*lol* onlie a few exp. nt even a lvl up. but she helped me in transferring stuffs frm my other char to tis new char.
my eyes drooping le now tat ive nt been staying up till so late for so long. gonna sleep. besides my sis wakes up. cuz she slept earlier and cant sleep now. fuck.
i don wan her to wake up. nt tat i wan her dead. but everytime shes awake, ill boil. serious. i hate to c her. and esp if im watching my shows. i just hate it. yea. i hate sharing things wif her. and she has the same taste as me. and im scared in the future...*sigh*
it crossed my mind sometimes. but wth. shes like so younger thn me. ok nvm. but seriously. i don noe whether she happens to hv the same taste as me or shes just...shes just...she just don wan to c me happy. cuz tat time my mum bought me necklaces and she saw them and she blew up. saying its unfair and stuffs. all right, maybe ive repeat tis. but seriously. doesnt it mean something?
she must have what i have. and don give me excuse tat she looks upon me as a model. and tats y what i hv she must hv. like fuck it. shes just being a brat bitch. a kpo one!!! shes been like tat since baby. if im doing my hw, shell be disturbing me and taking my pencils and stuffs. tats how i hate her. tats y i find her irritating. what i hv she must hv. don care whether she likes it anot.
like hello?! doesnt tat mean KPO?!!! ba gua?! menyebok?! and wad other lang thr r. shes just plain KPO!!!
all right now. toking abt it makes me heart boil. and my eyes r drooping. gotta go.
tata. morning ppl!
Thank You
Friday, March 24, 2006 • 5:44:00 PM
yep. im tired and boring. *sigh* and the weather has been rather humid lately. esp during the day. at night its cooling. *lol* wadever.
today is fri. and here i am in frnt of the comp. been mapling just now.
Setay, ive lvled up to lvl 8 liao! come train me!!! thn once i lvl 20, we pq together!!!thn i did new world quest too. only gain a mere 5% like tat. actually if nt, i wld probably hv been 30+% if nt, 40+%. but i died. tat nependeath lah! suddenly so fierce. last time only the dark ones. thn suddenly now also.
so sianz. ive to practice my mandarin. but how? my pronounciation horrible sia. *sigh* ive passed my mandarin classes. yep! and ive got 4 cca pts for tat! *lol*
hope to get my pay soon. but don tink gonna spend it till finish. onlie gonna buy clothes. i wanna buy jeans at bugis. thn more tops. thn maybe a few maple cash. thn tats it. gonna save the rest.
tml...xian jian qi xia zhuan. but don noe can watch anot. maybe fam go out. but its nt a problem to me. i know a way. *winks*
my dad nv work today. tml too. claimed he got sore throat but ok le. haha! my mum called it the lazy sickness. haha!!! wadever lah.
my sis. FINALLY! finally my mum believe me. the hp bill has been blowing up for the past few mths. like ive said b4, ive told her tat my sis been using it to download, msg don-noe-who. but she don believe. now thn she believe. haha!!!
serve you right!!! wanna play the innocent young girl right? like omg! ur turning 12 tis yr. grow up!!!and she said she wanna be teenager. said its cool. *lol* me? i wld prefer to be a toddler. an innocent young child. everyone dotes on u. i don wanna grow up. but too bad.
all right now. tink tats all for today. tml if im online also, at night. tat is if my fam nv go out. sunday...at night. i mean on wkends...my sis rule the comp for the whole day. *sigh*
nothing much to cont. tats it i guess. bye guys!
Thank You
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 • 1:42:00 PM
DEPRESSED PPL PLS DONT READ THIS POST.im gone. a goner. seriously. well i passed. yea.
but my results so BAD!!! so bad...i feel like crying but i don wan my parents esp my mum to noe. the result slip will be posted next wk. im gonna get my hands on it first b4 anyone else did. i hv to. no choice. yea. cant avoid. they r probably gonna ask anytime soon. i mean. even if my mum forgets, its always my dad who will ask. hes always curious abt things. and vice versa.
*sigh*
wad is happening to me? im goner. yea. noneed for me to repeat or anything but still. its bad. yea i studied last minute. esp my law. i tot can get better grades. but y? i guess...i mean frm the grade i got overall, i guess i failed the last exam. so horrible! i feel like crying.
now don sae no use crying over spilt milk. i don care wad milk thr r here!
gosh! i tink tis reallie had to be my wake-up call. i cant go on like tis! my gpa dropped tremendously!!!! i was like...just passed?!
yea. i just passed. borderline. im seriously dead. ive to stop thinking of rubbishy stuffs now.
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but i dont think i can. im not keeping to me resolution already. i gave up. tats it for me. new sem, i reallie cannot play anymore. i must study frequently. no more 11t hr for me. oh god!
im rambling here but no use. i say only but nv do. besides, sch is still like 2-3 wks away. i don noe. i seriously don noe.
if my parents noe abt tis, my freedom will be gone. i caused them to worry too much already! since sec 3. i nv once did get wad they wanted. nv. since sec 3. since 2003. tats the beginning of my worst fate. im so sad. im so down.
i don noe wad to sae now...im just sad. no more...
Thank You
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 • 1:53:00 PM
is thr something wrong wif blogger?! my songs are nt playing!!! and its so crappy slow!!! like wth!!! wad is wrong with you blogger?!!! sick issit?
wan me to feed u medicine?
*lol*
and Xinyi, if u ever read my blog, sry yar! i didnt visit blog for so many days le. working. so didnt noe abt tat contest u were participating. i msg u le...nv reply. contact me anytime yar.Thank You
• 1:17:00 PM
hello ppl!!! im back!!! *lol* after standing for 11.5 hrs for the past 3 days and yester 6hrs...omg?! now im back. i was working at jp. gosh! painful sia. the 2nd day already i felt like giving up. but
Ana told me to gampatei since its the tml is the last day. thn on the last day, told me tat on Mon which si tml, ive to go to the boutique to help out since thrs only one person. and blah3x. went yester, my colleague was like chattering in MANDARIN...and she told me to come back on thurs. like wth?! told me only mondae thn suddenly thurs also hv to come.
im complaining, yes. my legs verrie pain. the soles. the heels. stand too much. omg!!! gosh!!! its the money tat keeps me going. $4.50/hr. up till todae, my pay is arnd $170++. somewhr thr. so yea. too little for some of u out thr, but hello?! for someone like ME whose bank acc been reducing till $20+.
has lots of experience. customers. haha!!! got tis one lady. detailed sia. thrs these couple of pants. same colour, same size. she took one by one. check for little small details. like if thrs TINY thread or if thrs TINY dust or wadever. i don care. like omg?! i asked her but no replies. i heck care and attend to others lor.
and thr r those talking to me like im their friend. haha!!! like they noe me really well like tat. tats cool. cuz they r the ones who r the most polite. thanked me whn they went off to pay. in front of the fierce supervisor somemore! tats a PLUS!!! wahaha...
and got these two men. omg!!! die2x wan size 38 bermudas. i told them no more cuz my other colleagues told them so. and they approached me. since i hv tat BULLY-ME look. my mum said so. and forced me to find. thnk god thr is. the last pieces. white and beige. they wanted black. i searched and thrs none. so i told them. but they didnt believe me. like wth!!! one of them was so confident. kept saying proudly. I KNOW THR IS. FIND HARD. like wtf!!!
thrs none. only black pants. and i put on tat kelian look. haha!!! and they gave up. thanked me and went off to pay. and explain tat they insisted cuz they r of big sizes and its rare to find their sizes. all right. i get tat part.
thn after they went off to pay, the supervisor came. like omg! they ust hv complained or something. and she was like asking me y thrs no size 38 for black bermudas. HOW THE FUCK I KNOW?! i don take care of the stocks.
nah. i didnt say tat OF COURSE! wan me to die issit? anyway...i told her thrs none. thn suddenly she took one black pants and told me tat its size 38. i was like omg! im dead. well, all the pants r all over the place. those 2 guys were ransacking everything. haha!!! like searching for needle in a haystack. die2x wan to find. so i quickly gave excuse tat someone must hv took it while i was searching. ahh fuck off. heck already.
customers r always right. we sales person must be prepared to get bullied. i don care le. just curse or swear in ur heart. tats wad i do. whn ppl nt looking ill make a face. *lol*
thn yester, at the boutique, she was chattering in MANDARIN. yea. understood some and can say some. so i managed lah. haha!!! marriage, boyfriends, parents, education all come out!!! *lol* so boring. only 8 customers i tink. haha...
and tis thurs cont again.
now my sis just came hm and shes like crying and being all sick. said tat her right ear thr pain. i don noe lah. i cant tell apart whether shes acting or for real. u noe like...the boy who cried wolf? yea. like tat lor. no difference.
gosh! i tried to burn into dvd. tis is suppose to be a SUPER-MULTI DVD DRIVE. all can. read. write. cd, vcd, dvd. but cant leh. only can read dvd. haiz...don noe lah.
so long nv maple leh.
Setay said she created a new cleric le. so im creating fire mage. but i verrie lazy wan to start frm scratch. thn i tink hv to start a new char. since my zain acc no more space le in aquilla.
*sigh*
tml results day. im scared. will i pass? can i? i don wanna repeat. pls. i wan to pass. PLEASE.
OH YEA!!! I was like working and sulking and not caring for the world last wk. so i totally forget everything. but i just rmbred something.
NUR ADILLAH!!! HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! sry terlambat. aku tau...5 hari sudah lalu. tapi less thn one wk kan? haha...happy bdae yar?!!! may all ur wishes come true!!!!Thank You
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 • 11:32:00 AM
for those faint-hearted, skip the coloured words. read it at ur own risk. *lol*
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ive nv been in tis bad mood b4. seriously. this burning feeling had to appear again. omg!!!dont ask. its the same old thing for u guys out thr but for me, seriously. i had enough.i don care. im capable of doing things which hv nv crossed my mind. used to hasve tat MIND last wk, and it was gone. but now it had came back. im capable of it. dont make me. just dont make me.im just mad. can send me to any mental hospitals. i don care. i noe im angry rite now. im not gonna say anything, say who, say what. cuz if i do, im gonna get real angry. i guess after almost 1 yrs now...with all those THINGS, my heart is black. almost black. im evil. im gonna be evil.sadistic and creepy as i may sound here...but seriously. i had enough.if u dont stop NOW, i nv will. u take my word for it. i mean every word i say here. ***
all right. nothing happen much. cept for last wk. went to mysas just now. results on 22/3. scary. i don wanna noe. but like wad CT said, its over. no use getting all scared and everything. i have to face it bravely.*sigh**sigh**sigh*haha. im trying to be happy here. im DESPERATELY trying to. haha...laugh wif me ppl. im insane already. ive been insane since abt 12 yrs ago. seriously. *sigh*HAHAHAHAHA...all right. better stop now. but im terribly insane.i wan money. *lol*i wan to be happy. *lol*i only wan to be happy, for myself. *lol*im laughing my ass off here. haha!!! im falling frm the chair. haha!!! laugh ppl laugh. haha...haha...i just wanna be happy. is tat too much to ask? *lol****
nothing to blog abt. cuz nothing much happens. *sigh* im bored. i wanna go out. i wan fresh air.
*SIGH*
Thank You
Friday, March 10, 2006 • 4:25:00 PM
haha!!! tats wad my parents said. cuz of the wallpaper on my hp. *lol*
i took my own pix and placed it as the wallpaper. thn yester my parents held on to my hp cuz after ngaji wanna contact. since my dad hp no batt. and whn we got hm, they were whining and asking and fussing abt my pic! their own daughter pic!!! omg?!
thn only just now i told my mum. she was like...YOUR BOYFRIEND? YOUR LITTLE CUZINS? YOUR BOYFRIEND?!!
haha!!! it is me, my dear parents. omg?
my mum said look like which guy. haha! i look like a guy? serious?! *lol*
haha!!! ruzaina looks like a guy. any of u out thr agree?
*sigh*
right now...im so in love wif two songs le. haha!!! no doubt, chi songs. SHE and JS. haha...
Yue Dui Nu Shen and Sha Po Lang. The latter is played on my blog and got hanyu lyrics too. the SHE maybe after tis ba. i don noe. i wanna create playlist but i don noe how. but thn again, playlist wif only two songs?!!
anyway, downloading xjqxz epi 7. sg version. the one shown on chn U. yep. i watch tat. wanna try out the game but its in chi got the demo in eng but...don noe cant play. haha!!!
im a chi freak!!! omg?
*lol*
back to myself. on wed, my mum told me to be a girl and now she said i look like a boy. OMFG?!
haha. tats all for today. and i guess, im changing as this idiot weird cheerful girl. i don noe. i feel im changing to tat. im not always cheerful. but these days, i am. haha!!!
wadever.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006 • 12:53:00 PM
wanted to blog yester. sat in frnt of comp frm 0830 to 1500!!! haha...and my mum nv nagged leh. wonder wads gotten into her? maybe she realised tat next wk, its my sis turn. i mean...my sis ah...even whn my parenst scold her for sitting in front of the comp for hours, she just heck care. she don feel a thing. *sigh* so if she scold me yester for tat, thn next wk whn my sis takes over the comp, ill start whining and saying its unfair. haha!!!
anyway, yester was someones bdae. not tat those who read this noe them. maybe 2 out of 10 of u you guys.
HAPPY BELATED 22TH BIRTHDAY TO CLINT & BOB MOFFATT...and of course to the younger triplet, Dave Moffatt. *lol*yea yea. i listened to The Moffatts since pri 4. 1998. 10 yrs old. they were 14. haha!!! thn in 2000, disbanded. Dave went to australia to study. blah3x...nbt quite sure wad went on after tat. thn now. the twins. Clint and Bob in a new band of thair own, living in Phillipines...Samesame. *lol* haha!!! yep. cuz appreantly the ppl thr kept telling them tat. well, NOW they do look the same cept tat Bob a blonde and Clint a burnnette. yep.
haiz...but buying their cd, how? no, no money. i still wanna buy Ayumi latest. and others too. *sigh* im terribly broke.
anyway, yester my mum bought me and my sis earrings and necklace. u noe those girls design. dangling. nice lah. but my clothes don suit. and she started nagging for me to start wearing skirts. -_-
omg? yea. skirts. ruzaina and skirts don go together. haha!
*sigh* my dvd burner...tat damn dvd burner. useless!!! i wanna burn dramas. taking up space in the comp. im downloading another drama rite now. but nope, not gonna stay up late just to wait for the download to be completed. not gonna be a nocturnal.
mapling after tis till 5.30pm or so. wanna catch gundam seed. the re-run. missed the like the first 3/4 of the show.
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006 • 1:04:00 PM
i wanna work. cuz stay at hm and ive started my obsession. *sigh* tv lah, wad else?
tis chi show and tis cartoon. haha!!! wadever lah, ruzaina.
and nope, my sis skipped cca yester. but my mum like don care le. wad is tis? if it was me, she wld hv forced me!!! now, now, don give me excuses tat im the elder so must show gd eg. now tat it has come to tis, who am i showing it too?
so bored. i wanna work. hopefully next wk get. but...start after 14th ba. haiz...ppl?!!! i wanna work. just a few wks can liao.
all right, better stop myself frm typing to much. my sis gonna come home and she ll be BANGING the poor door like some drunkard. serious!
tat idiot.
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Monday, March 06, 2006 • 2:18:00 PM
gosh! i told her jokingly to sleep and she went to sleep. like wth!!! she got cca later @ 4.30pm. and now my mum said my fault. wth!!!
so if i asked her go eat shit, she go eat shit lah!!! fuck lah.
now my mum nagging at me. wth!!!
u idiot!!! y everytime my fault? u only noe how to make me at fault. so fucking bad u, bitch!!!*sigh* sometimes i like her, sometimes i dont. wad the hell...
anyway, haha! Lala...
Lala,
no need to apologise lah. sikit2x dah. aku bukan empress mane mcm cerita cine gitu. kau nk mintak ampun bnyk2x buat ape. haiz...kau blanja makan sudah. *lol*and now tat bitch. tat idiot of a bitch. wth!!! i shook her hard to wake up, and she doesnt budge. and thn my mum will scold me again. shit u lah!!! i hate u! for today.
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Friday, March 03, 2006 • 11:58:00 PM
LALA, YOU WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME!!!gosh! yester @ abt 1.30am, i had the BIGGEST shock of my life!!! well, after abt 3yrs later. anyway...
i was surfing the net abt mph warehouse sale for this yr whn
Lala pm me. she told me to go tis site. its a game tat can help u relieve stress. since, my char in maple was resting due to the low in MP, so decided to try out the game.
its abt guiding tis little blue square thru paths. she said thrs 4 lvls. and logically, of course uit gets harder everytime. the path got smaller. i surpassed the first 2 lvls. on my 3rd lvl, arnd 3/4 of the way, the path got smaller. so i leaned closer to the screen. the objective is u must not go out of the path and touch the wall. all right. wth.
and so i did. my father just slept and my sis long time slept. so i was alone. the living room lights still on. the kitchen too. but it was like arnd midnite time. 1.30am leh!!! and i was alone. and it was quiet. and so...
THIS EXORCIST LEADING GIRL CAME OUT, SCREAMING AT ME!!! forgot the name but seriously, i was scared like..reallie fucking scared out of my wits!!! i almost peed right thr, right thn. i wanted to scream but i squealed instead. maybe cuz subconciously didnt wan my father to wake up and started scolding me. i sat thr, struggling wif the keyboard to get that DAMN FACE out!!! it occupied the whole screen!!!
i cant. and i just switched off the moniter. but switching off the moniter wont do anything, so i switched off the plug. i didnt shut down properly. and i went to my rm, on the lights and got my hp. and msged
Lala. Gosh!!! my heart was thumping so fast!!!
told her to call me. but she didnt. or maybe i was too impatient. so i called her instead. started screaming scolding her for tat. she laughed. hello?!!! i was scared stiff and she laughed. paced up and down in the kitchen. cant stand still. and i didnt wan to face the moniter. talked to her, while calming down my nerves for like 15 mins. and maybe more.
yea. i don care you whine abt u using prepaid anot. its ur fault u evil girl!!!thn i went into my rm, on the radio and read teens. reallie h to control myself. calm myself. SHEESH!!!
but my sis started tossing here and thr. can hear cuz her bed creaked. is tat the word? *lol* so i closed the door. the lights outside still on. but i didnt wan to go out. but gathered my courage and went too. thn i quickly close the door and read teens, thn lime while listening to radio. i had tot of waking up @ 6am, whn my father and sis got up for work and sch respectively and shut down the comp PROPERLY. but i finished reading the mags @ 5am and my eyes were drooping. i cant get to sleep b4 tat cuz if i close my eyes, thn ill imagine the DAMN FACE!!!
but @ 5am, i was too sleepy. i still scared but just close my eyes while listening to the radio. the lights had to go off though cuz if nt, my room will be bright and ill get scolded for wasting electricity. *lol*
by 5.30am, ive decided tat i was too sleepy and tat the radio was too soft. no use. so off it and really went to sleep.
got woke up by the noise @ arnd 6.30am. cuz apparently my father overslept. he seemed to overslept and wake my sis late quite alot of times already. thn rmrbred abt the comp but i was too tired and sleepy so gave up and cont sleeping. lucky nothings wrong.
thn just now, in the afternoon, switched it on and i deleted all the history for tis week. cant seem to find the exact site so deleted everything. paranoid...but hello?! i was reallly scared!!!
call me scaredy cat. i don care.
gonna maple le. hope
Setay is still arnd so can talk to her to relieve myself. right now, im scared tat the DAMN FACE will just appear anytime.
ITS DAMN SCARY!!!
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Thursday, March 02, 2006 • 11:31:00 PM
*sigh* i sacrificed my $ to buy maple cash. and now, its no use. iwanna buy the vip coupon for hair but it costs 12k. and i only bought 10k. i cant afford to let go another $10.50!!!
*sigh* hols is here and i will hv no $$$ till sch reopens. good thing, my hp bill my parents pay but i cant realy enjoy unless i work. to which i cant find.
Sam told me abt the factory work but has not heard frm her since. *sigh*
work, work...i wan!!! 5 weeks, tats all. pls!!!so thr u go. im grieving here.
anyway, BM was horrible. i wrote notes. yep. covered the contents. but the qns asked those points under the right contents that i dont rmrbr! like WTH!!!
so it was really horrible. nvm if u dont understand. i understand is enough le.
and now my head is throbbing. it hurts badly man. i don noe why. i took a nap in the afternoon. after i woke up and till now, its like...OMG!!! hurts like hell! shit.
all right now. back to mapling. nocturnal life, till i get job. tat is IF i get job! *sigh*
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• 12:35:00 AM
yep yep. my last paper later @ 9am. haiz...i onlie wrote notes. some go inside, some dont. haiz..how like tat? frm yester leh.
ok peeps. wish me luck.
and i reallie hope i dont get lost tml. its @ t1A!!! whr the hell is tat?! is it the adming block thr or behind? haiz...don noe lah...
sleepin...zzz.
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