Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




Xinyi
Flora
Khalisah
Sarah
Nadia
Adillah
Widad
Helen
Hafiz
Dharina
Shuling
Suharti
Iswan
Joelyn
Farhana
Karim
Hazmi
Izzat
Yanling
Fariz
Saidah
Kak Yati
Filzah
Frana


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for those faint-hearted, skip the coloured words. read it at ur own risk. *lol*

***

ive nv been in tis bad mood b4. seriously. this burning feeling had to appear again. omg!!!

dont ask. its the same old thing for u guys out thr but for me, seriously. i had enough.

i don care. im capable of doing things which hv nv crossed my mind. used to hasve tat MIND last wk, and it was gone. but now it had came back. im capable of it. dont make me. just dont make me.

im just mad. can send me to any mental hospitals. i don care. i noe im angry rite now. im not gonna say anything, say who, say what. cuz if i do, im gonna get real angry. i guess after almost 1 yrs now...with all those THINGS, my heart is black. almost black. im evil. im gonna be evil.

sadistic and creepy as i may sound here...but seriously. i had enough.

if u dont stop NOW, i nv will. u take my word for it. i mean every word i say here.

***

all right. nothing happen much. cept for last wk. went to mysas just now. results on 22/3. scary. i don wanna noe. but like wad CT said, its over. no use getting all scared and everything. i have to face it bravely.

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*

haha. im trying to be happy here. im DESPERATELY trying to. haha...laugh wif me ppl. im insane already. ive been insane since abt 12 yrs ago. seriously. *sigh*

HAHAHAHAHA...

all right. better stop now. but im terribly insane.

i wan money. *lol*

i wan to be happy. *lol*

i only wan to be happy, for myself. *lol*

im laughing my ass off here. haha!!! im falling frm the chair. haha!!! laugh ppl laugh. haha...

haha...

i just wanna be happy. is tat too much to ask? *lol*

***

nothing to blog abt. cuz nothing much happens. *sigh* im bored. i wanna go out. i wan fresh air.

*SIGH*

Thank You