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Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
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Saturday, April 29, 2006 • 10:23:00 AM
going out soon. visit my mum. she's been complaining tat she's bored. thn yester my dad reached late, she already kinda sad and all. she's reallie lonely thr. so since todae and tml not schooling, going to visit her early. so can pei her mah.

anyway, i want to change my blogskin. thn thr's tis skin tat i like. but the theme is not really...erm. the theme abt music. but i'm not reallie tat good in music. but i like the layout. so nice and refreshing and sparkling! *sigh* c first. if i'm not tired or i can log in. seldom gonna log in cuz...haiz.

but say only nv do. -_-"

hw for me? so far only 2. maths hv to do report and pmm. but pmm's a grp work. so i don noe. by thurs. thn report by fri.

and guess wad?! i didn't know tis coming mon is hols. *lol* only after Ira msged me yester thn i realised. haha! dumb me.

ok. nt gonna blog for long. later my sis c thn she wan to play. cuz she usually play on sats thn todae can't since we r going to visit my mum.

and we've been receiving lotz of calls abt my mum. kinda surprising cuz my mum seldom contact ppl. thn suddenly so many asked abt her. words do go around fast ya?

haiz. my sis bathe so slow.

watched last wk's xian jian. yea. i'm slow. haiz. yueru died liao. thn tangyu xiaobao also gone. maybe the wk after he comes back or something. not sure. haha! the show going to end in 3 wks time. thn don noe wad else to keep me occupied. haha! nvm. still got sch to keep me occupied.

omg! my sis REALLIE BATHE SO SLOW!!! been inside half an hr ago le!

Thank You

Thursday, April 27, 2006 • 6:25:00 PM
IDIOT! STUPID! SHIT! BAKA!!!

i'm so angry rite now. all these lizards r out to kill me! my dad's hm just now and it didn't want to appear. but once he went out, it suddenly appeared!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

so now waiting for my sis to come hm since if she's here, at least i'm not tat scared. i wanna kill tat stoopid lizard with pesticide thn suck it in with the vacuum! don noe how many lizards being sucked liao!!! stoopid!

and now whr's tat sis of mine? i can't cook without killing tat lizard. cooking fried rice. haiz. idiot! todae not visiting my mum. tml shd be ba. thn sat and sun. wonder when she'll go home.

argh! whr's my sis?! tis is frustrating!

Thank You

Wednesday, April 26, 2006 • 1:40:00 PM
yep. i tink i'm gonna...no! not close down tis blog! *lol* just tat tink i cant update often already. been busy with school. and...nvm.

anyway, my throat's not getting better. or it's still the same. i've to clear my throat b4 talking. not tat bad lah. but still...uncomfortable u noe!

and just now, late for 40 mins! *lol* well, class starts @ 8am. but the mr chin gave us 20mins grace. if he even rmrbrs tat! cuz last wk, he seemed to start b4 8.20am. i don noe. anyway, yea. so i'm not reallie tat late by 40 mins. but still late! cuz whn i reached, they finished 2 pages of notes already. haha! lucky not alone. got Yanling also. we took same train. *lol*

glad my mum's ok.

and also...hm...school's been. sianz. *lol* and i tink i'm reallie gonna...*sigh* just now, doing only 1 qn on tis mbw(a) module. well, got 4 parts to it. all right. wadever! and i'm the last one to hand in! sheesh! how slow am i? but i am slow. and i don wan others who r so clever and fast to keep waiting for me. felt so bad le. *sigh* calculations, i'm terrible at tat!

anyway, i still hv two hws left. tml is pmm. hv to read the tut qn. and visit tis site. but Ira said like nothing. haha! i don noe lah. maybe later. thn on fri is my gems. hv to figure out tat solution. cuz in my grp all LI HAI ones! all gpa>3.5!!! omg?!!!

haiz. Liy, u really put me in a hot soup. nvm.

nothing much. now waiting for my sis to come home. gosh! the food's getting cold i tink. later not nice! where the hell is she?! and thn hv to force her to finish her hw so later in the afternoon, my dad gonna pick us up to c my mum.

i'm so glad she's ok.

but life's not gonna be back to normal soon. at least 1 mth, i guess. but nvm.

all right. i tink tat's all. don noe wad else to say.

I'M SO GLAD MUM'S ALL RIGHT!!!

=)

Thank You

Saturday, April 22, 2006 • 3:23:00 AM
yep. todae. no, more like yester. haha! cuz todae is sat liao.

anyway, yea. sch was..dry. yep. the modules getting drier. and i can't say tat i hv a fave module, unlike last yr. which was the eng modules such as report. though tis yr got, but it's argumentative. to which i don like. don like arguments. thn the rest DRY! but wad to do?

anyway, had first lesson of my gems-maths and puzzles. leave the 1st bad impression for yester. apparently (is tat how u spell it?!) i was the only BE student thr. and thn got tis qn abt height. erm...like those focal point and the ceiling and blah. wadever i'm shitting here.

and she was asking abt the height of the 3 ppl. and she was like, "Any building student here?" i didn't wan to admit but Liy and her friends looked at me. and sh!t! *lol* no choice. and i was grinning sheepishly saying, "No...er...I don't know." thn she was like, "You should know. You're a building student."

it struck me. gosh! how embarrassing! thn she asked whether thr's any1 else. somehow like got one but i don noe. maybe i heard wrongly. thn she asked the rest again and thn back to me. and tis time i said, "Y...Ye...Yes. Not sure." how cool is tat?!

and thn she was like, "Are you sure?" and the rest of the class was saying YES. haha! and thn she explain, the ans was NO. and she HAD to add, "Building students should know." and she POINTED to me. like WTH!!!

my drawing sux, my dear lecturer.

tat was NUMBER 1.

and NUMBER 2 was...at cwp. my pay was short of a few dollars. haha! so i saw Agnes at the cashier. well, thr was a sale at cwp. didn't call me. nvm. don't mind tat. so i asked her. and she was like getting kinda serious and blah3x. i noe i abit NIAO but...like wad Ana said, it's still $. and also in my current situation, i'm desperate for MONEY.

Liy, you shd noe y. ; )

anyway, so...she also kinda NIAO. and i was so NIAO. i don noe...hope wad i calculated is correct. didn't want her to think i'm cheating or anything. and she was like asking whether i cld work on weekends. i just hope she won't ask me to work later or maybe tis weekend. cuz right now, i'm not sleeping. haha! wadever.

well, can't reallie sleep cuz just nw i slept. too tired le. don't know y tis wk i'm so tired. and i overslept for 2 days already! lucky not late for classes. haha!

like on thurs. i told myself to wake up at 7.40am. and i overslept by 1hr! which was the time to get out of the hse! *lol*

anyway, mapling right now. yep. online. i can be online on sat morning. erm..friday midnite. ok wadever! and sat maybe at night also. but sat don't place hope on it. sun arnd 7pm.

anyway, yea. tat's all for tis post.

back to mapling. Setay must be feeling tired killing those yetis while i hang onto the ladder. cuz i can't kill. and i didnt get exp frm the killings cuz i leech on her. haha! so it was a waste. if nt maybe i cld lvl up. or maybe reach 80%! or wadever. only get money lah. anyway, yep.

tat's all.

Thank You

Tuesday, April 18, 2006 • 11:40:00 PM
yep! i tink todae was the coldest in mths! so cold! thn tml i tink gonna wear jacket to sch liao. but tml only until 12pm. thn after tat going jp. don noe lah. c first.

tml going jp to buy my top and also to ask abt my pay. i've worked for 5 days le. cant's be less thn $100 rite?! sheesh...gonna ask Grace. confront her. haha! wadever ruzaina. -_-

anyway todae had account lessons. gosh! so...bleurgh! and to tink last time i wanted to take business and accounting courses. gosh! just now was all abt the companies and wad hv u. haha! answering tat tut qn was horrible! lucky in grp. if nt don noe how le.

and thn it was tis measuring-don-noe-wad module. it's more crap! maths...and it's not those formulae like 1+1=2. i mean the format. must got columns and don noe wad else. sheesh! how to cope like tat?!

tml is project management tut and the measuring thingy lor! both tuts i tink. or issit the pm is lecture? don noe. but until 12pm. hope won't drag.

and for my MBW tut lecturer, it was the head director or DE. and guess wad? ok nt really gonna say it but...haha! Xinyi and Ira shd know. *rolls eyes* haha!

Ira, quiet u. don start laughing.

i tink for all the 8am classes can come abit late. cept for tis thurs cuz new moules. don noe how the lecturer gonna react. so far, on mon can come...forgot le. nt like i'm gonan be late. thn on tue can come...gosh! my parents back le. gotta stop. later they nag.

Thank You

Monday, April 17, 2006 • 6:15:00 PM
todae marked the 1st day of my 2nd yr in SP. cool or wad? so fast thn 2nd yr liao. *sigh* growing old fast.

anyway, today learned 3 new modules. the first one was crs. sheesh! critical reasoning skills.

$#@$^&^%^&!!!

argumentative! i've always hate argumentative. tat's y no debates for me in the past. i hate debating. i hate arguments. *sigh*

next is CT. haha! Construction technology. like shit! though i tink for tis sem thr's no credits for this module, but still! it's the cont of ect and p! like omg?!!!

and lastly is PM1. at first tot it was PMI. and thn it just struck my mind-pms. *lol* anyway, project management. the lecturer, mr chin also our PT (form teacher), said tat tis is the MOST BORING MODULE IN YR 2. and i'm like...omg?! *sigh*

tml is accounting and forgot the other. *sigh*

and i shd hv just brought my duffel bag! last min changed to my tote bag which i've brought on the 1st day of yr 1. verrie heavy! my notebook, my huge pencil box. my empty pink clear file. my bulgy jacket. my novel. haha!!! and thn just now got this thick stack of CT notes. and omg! and crs notes too. haiz. more heavy. and in the train home, tis uncle read newspaper and took up some space. ok i'm fat i noe. but he shd noe mah! i'm fat. give me space. not u making it more worst. *sigh*

and now my left shoulder kinda hurts a bit. *sigh* maybe tis wk, i'll just bring my notebook and file and pencil box or rather just a pen and pencil. no, no. no need file. aiyah! so ma fan. thn still got my jacket. it's cold!!! brrr...

*sigh*

and like i told Ira, i can't tell who is yr 1, yr 2 or yr 3. *lol* they all looked the same!

anyway, kinda got my pay but like nv pay full leh. tried to call Grace twice but can't be reached. firstly she went toi. thn it's the main office which picked up. like wth! they called my hp on sat or sat. but my hp flat. maybe to tell abt the pay. how ah?

i guess on wed just go down to jp. cuz i reserved a top also. thn can ask too. yea. wed go hm 12pm. shd be can ba. but my mum...c first later. on the way hm now.

and i hope they nv pay full. cuz i got so little! more little thn the previous one!

pls pls!!! say u guys nv pay full!!!

all right. tat's all for today i guess. tml maybe can't. if my mum at hm. i don noe lah.

tot of mapling just now but i'm in ossy and can't go anywhere without Setay. i wanna go lubridium. haha! kill clocks and all those strange monsters. *lol*

watching little bride later. missed...3 episodes. i tink so. or issit 4? nvm. all i noe i'm downloading the 2nd epi right now.

Lee Dong Gun is so cute! issit? or issit Jang? or wadever name he has. i actually don like him. cuz in Glass Shoes, he looked so ugly. haha! old. i don noe. thn in here suddenly look so young and fresh. haha!

nah! I still like my Tangyu Xiaobao.

muahaha...look wad the hols has done to me!

Thank You

Sunday, April 16, 2006 • 8:15:00 PM
tml sch reopens liao! i don noe leh. feel like not ready, feel like ready. but all i noe, im not ready cuz i no clothes. haha!!! like all i wear liao. no new clothes. wahaha! how pathetic is tat?!

nvm. i don care. fashion police anot..i don care!

on thurs nite..more like friday morning, went to fam chalet. it was ok lah but kinda boring cuz i was stuck to myself. everyone else got their partners and sticking to them. yep. but wad to do? so i hang arnd till i lasted. not gonna elaborate. no mood.

cuz tat idiotic sis of mine, shd i even call her SIS...is really getting out of hand. it's her fault and she's like kicking up tis huge fuss. like she wan to break ties. FUCK IT!

and wad do i care? i've been tolerating for almost 12 yrs of my life now. heck care! i'm just ignoring everything. and i blurted out things...SOME only...to my parents yester abt how i reallie feel. they were kinda shock. but i don noe whether they took it seriously anot. looks to me they don't.

nvm. one day if it really happens, don't blame me.

all right. can't really blog for so long now. my parents go buy food. later they come can't be in front of the comp. don't want them to nag.

all right now.

tomorrow's schooling peeps! my dear class...2B/22. wahaha like any of u read tis.

Thank You

Wednesday, April 12, 2006 • 9:22:00 AM
suddenly my life changed. no. not drastically. but i had to do. i had to take over. *sigh* for the sake of everyone, i had to do it. everyone? yes LITERALLY everyone. but this ''everyone'' is verrie important to me. without them, i won't be here.

kinda just got back frm the market. haha! ruzaina? market? *lol* ok i noe it may nt be a big deal to u ppl. but i've nv in my life go to the market ALONE. it's always with my mum. yep. my mum.

i had to cook dinner, to which i don noe. so just followed my mum's footsteps. i bought bayam. don noe wad the hell do u call it in eng. a green leafy veg lah! *lol* and cornbeef. erm...corn wif beef? nope. it's beef. aiyah! wadever. nt tat this is the 1st time i'm cooking dinner. just tat, this may drag for wks. i don noe. c first.

all right now. don noe wad else to say. wanna type more but can't. i mean i don noe wad else to type. oh yea.

tml i'm going back sch. just for awhile. to pay tat chi lessons thing. the intermediate. but hv to c first.

and my fam nt going for the chalet. i wanna go but thn again with all the rift...is tat how u spell it?...and everything. and with the current condition. so nope. told my cousin. he was kind of disappointed but.

so sry yar! next time maybe. i mean u always organise these things. haha! just tat the next time, prepare LOBSTER for me! no crayfish pls. *lol*

i just vacuumed the house yester and it's all dirty again. i mean nt dirty as in REALLIE DIRTY. but just tat can c strands or hair and don noe wad thread. c? the floor is those fair oloured marble tiles. everything can c. *sigh*

gosh! money! my pay gone liao. and my half mth allowance also gone. altogteher left some pathetic $30+. hv to wait till end of the mth. can't tell my parents. if nt, i die. still can take it lah. worst come to worst, ta pao to sch lor!

now wad else here? hmm..yester watched csi. gosh! wad married couple is tat? sickening idiots! baka! both actually allowed each other to hv sex with other ppl?! sick man! next wk, like shiok leh. tis sadistic killer. haha! with all the drawings. but maybe i interpret wrongly. i'm hopeless at all these preview episodes. or wadever u call it.

downloaded xian jian liao. epi 23. haiz...next wk onwards no more cute and happy and farnie scenes liao. all sad sad and more sad. towards the end. nvm. can c my TANGYU XIAOBAO can liao. hees. =)

hmm...mph bookfair in may. 27th. hv to save money. i wanna buy LOTZ of bks! i noe still got 2 impending books. and another one to which i've only finished 2 chapters. *lol*

i don care! i love books. hope got lotz of micheal connelly. is tat how to spell his surname? but no jd robbs. y ah? haha! used to borrow frm Setay but now diff sch le. and i've totally forgot which i've read and which i've not. *lol*

i wan to read paul johnston's. y don hv? like he nv write books anymore. got 2 series. the first one is reallie nice. water of death, blood tree, body politics. nice leh! i mean...reallie nice the crimes. wahaha! the 2nd one nt tat nice. i read the first bk of tat series, don understand a thing. *lol* and last i searched, tat 2nd series got 3 bks which means that so far he wrote for tat series only. like he has stopped writing for the 1 st one. haiz...

wad else?

mapling again later. *lol* i've lvled up! and so sianz. exp so huge!

anything else?

i wanna go sch. reallie? *lol*

ok getting crappy here. going off yar. ta-ta!

Thank You

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 • 1:38:00 PM
yea. it means something in my life rite now. nv did i expect it wld occur right in my life and right now. all right, don't wanna get too touchy here. just tat i've to be more mature and strong right now. and everything will be just fine. =)

gosh! my fan is down and so i hv been sleeping in the hot for like a few days liao. so hot. well, nt hot until i'm like cooked. but i was perspiring. yep. no air-con. i'm no rich like some of u out thr, hello? anyway, i don hv a fan. i don noe wads wrong either. 3 fans le!!! all spoilt. so it shd be the plug in my rm or something. and so i hv to open up my windows. er..just slide abit. *lol* ok wadever i'm rubbishing here. but thr u go. so it's hot.

and tis morn, i shifted to the living rm thrice but changed my mind after tat. thn rite @ 6.15am, shifted to the living rm, tis time on the floor. and slept for like...half an hr i guess. cuz my sis mouth...reallie man! worst thn the alarm clock. so loud! and she's making me feel bad!

why?! simple. cuz i can't reallie speak in my norm voice and thr she was talking all high and mighty like...*sigh* evil!

ánd i'm feeling kinda sleepy here. want to sleep but later my sis play. haha! whn no one's around, she'll play. so endure lah! *lol* wad kind of excuse is that?! anyway, yea. she has to finish her hw in a few hr's time.

anyway, mapling now. want to lvl up my zain char. to lvl 44. i noe thr's lotz of ppl out thr who started WAAAY after me and overtook me. an eg, Setay!!! she played like mths after i started. and now she's like 7 lvls above me.

%$#@$&*&%#!!!

but considering tat her sis plays too, so maybe i'm still fast. and also, it used to be she above me by 10 lvls. thn dropped and dropped till 7. haha!!! but nah! don't think can catch up wif her.

all right. back to mapling i guess. my mana must be full by now. don wanna get cced by ppl!

Thank You

Sunday, April 09, 2006 • 9:11:00 PM
haiz...whn will it go away? sickening! my voice like so hoarse! i hv to kinda shout to let others hear me. even Liy who called me just now tot i was sleeping. *sigh*

hope by next wk ok liao. erm..as in sch reopens. so i won't be shouting to my friends. haha!!!

all right. my maple bf like shit. haha! well...he said to train together on sat midnite. or issit fri? ok nvm. he didn't appear. so trained with Setay instead at dungeon. and she died like twice or issit thrice? but all i noe, her exp went down! *lol*

kill ur bear2x again lah!

so we decided to stay thr to lvl up. kill cargos. cuz i wan red calaf. haha!!! i c lotx of ppl wear dark or orange calaf le. sianz liao. so i wan red or white. red lah!

so Setay's char is permanent thr.

and today also, supposed to train together frm 7-9pm. nah! he didn't show u again. WHAT A BF!!! lucky he's nt my REAL bf, if nt, he'll be dead by now! wahaha!!! nvm. i don care. just a game. so heck lah!

my throat! i wanna be better! i wanna talk like norm! sheesh!

haiz...mapling now. im like 80+%!!! i wanna lvl up! haiz...hope by today can lvl up but i tink cannot leh. haiz..nvm. still got one whole wk left! *lol*

and my throat. pls!!! heal!!! i wan my norm voice back!

Thank You

Saturday, April 08, 2006 • 4:27:00 AM
i told u! my sis is just throwing tantrum. just now suddenly talked to me. she was asking which was her sugar cane bottle. and thn...i asked her lah. wad happened on tue. she said it was the teacher. thn she said she ignored everyone cuz she wanted to be alone.

yea rite.

but wad do i care? we r okay now.

finally! my zain is 66+%!!! haha! thx to Setay.

yep, we make a great party. i heal u shoot. haha!!! no. i heal u kill. better sound. but cant fixed my zain with the cargos only cuz of my bf in victoria. haha!!! my bf...yea rite.

ok now. gonna go sleep. my eyes kinda heavy le. 4.29am. sleep sleep.

my stomach hurts after eating tat burger frm the pasar mlm. must be cuz it's cold i tink. haiz.

morningz peeps!

Thank You

Friday, April 07, 2006 • 10:27:00 AM
argh!!! i still hv runny nose and this stoopid sorethroat. haiz...it just won't budge. sickening!!! i ate cough medicine and lemsip and whatever thr is, y won't you go away?

my sis and i r not on talking to terms. today is the 3rd day liao. she's showing her tantrum. and don ask me what happen cuz i myself don noe what the hell is wrong with her. on tue, while waiting for my parents to fetch us frm ngaji, she gave me tat look. as though, i've killed her or something. or i just snatched her damn fiance away.

@?!!!!*&%#%

tats how i felt too! i was so blur and cursing away. what the HELL is wrong with her?!

she thinks she's old already. she thinks i'm her little sister. to HELL with her. she heck me, all the more i shd heck her! ppl deserve to be treated the way they treat me. a tit for a tat. tat's my philosophy in life. one of it. doesn't mean u hold some rank above me or hv tis thing connecting btw me and you, i treat u extra special. nope!!! no way! nt in tis life buddy!!!

enough of her. talking abt her just makes me sick.

was mapling yester frm 1-6.30pm. haha!!! now tat it's hols and i've got nothing better to do, been on the comp frm morning till evening. shd be today my last day of work. though next is still hols, but i tink take a break lah! Agnes and Grace still don noe abt next wk. and i intend to keep it tat way. just hope Grace won't ask today. yep.

anyway, mapling. and found a bf for my char. haha!!! after i've transformed and bought clothes wif maple cash, everything changed. nt being smug or anything. even just now, got 6 white pots frm tis mage. haha!!! cool! and kept smiling like mad. must be mad.

c'mon ppl! just a cartoon game char. haha! yea.

Now, Setay, don't be jealous. heh heh heh.

and Amen. you called me siao ah lian! how dare you! at least my bf is 'human'. nt like ur gf! don noe wad scarecrow! *sticks out tongue* and soon, i'm gonna hv a dragon by my side. soon. SOON.

all right now. mapling...wad else? nothing else i guess. hmm...but i wanna blog more!

just now! omg!!! as the comp is by the wall, so it's kinda close to the wall. no! it is close to the wall. and thn tis juge lizard. i tink papa lizard. cuz i've seen bigger! it suddenly crawled. and typical. i was freaking. and my voice was croaking. haha! but wad do i care! like just infront. scary!!! thn called my mum, she shooed it away.

shooed? y shooed? go vacuum lah!!! *boohoo*

and don noe whr it went. my mum said it went to behind the TV tat side. *sigh*

now multi-tasking. while waiting for my maple char to rest-mana pts, m blogging. and at the same time, msging Ira. haha!!!

haha! typing her name...and she suddenly said didn't want to disturb me. haiz...Ira. Ira.

oh yea. my gems. got the maths wif Liy. shd be lah. since she's in class 07. i also. it's on fri. havng regrets here. scared later got make-up classes and tat ive to go hm @ 3pm instead of the usual 12pm. haiz. so how?

how what?! cannot do anything mah! nvm lah.

Liy, u entertain me can liao. =)

tot i only one on fri. Ira also! same timing pulak tu! haha...but diff gems lah. but ok lah. can pei her and pei me. wakaka...

haiz...i'm lvl 43 rite now. and i've been dying since...*sigh* my exp frm 20+% to 30+% and dropped countless of times and thn up to 40+% and dropped countless of times and up to 50+% and dropped countless of times. and finally, NOW, i've reached 50+%. hope it goes up and nv comes down. pls!!! killing wraiths aka big ghosts. haha! i wanna get red whip! Setay got lolly, i wan red whip!

or did u already hv red whip?

all right. guess tats all for today. ta-ta peeps!!! *muacks*

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006 • 10:27:00 AM
im still sick. no fever. but it't irritating! my nose...runny nose! and ive cough. nt tat bad lah! and my throat. gosh! lucky next wk still hols.

yea...i actually thought tat 10/4 is the first day of sch. lucky i checked. if nt how?! cuz yester i was chatting wif Liy on msn. well, we wanted to take the same gems. and in the end, she got the maths thing. to which im kinda...er...nvm. ive told her tat if i cant solve anything, she's so gonna help me wif tat! i wanna get rid of my science gem module first. tot of those DNA thingy. but Liy told me tat her friend told her tat...*lol*...it's heavy cuz thrs lotz to memorise. and it didn't help tat tis sem, i hv a feeling my own course modules r heavy too. thrs 2 days tat i'll hv to go hm @ 5pm. mon and thurs. issit? well, yea i guess. and i promised my mum i'll be good and revise frequently. gonna buck up next sem onwards!

so next wk still hols. gonna tell Agnes later or Grace tat. i wan $$$! and speaking of which, my last pay...i was like omg?! i spent $90 in 3days!!! or issit 2? but wadever it is...c?! calculate! and each time i spent, it's less thn $20. so how the hell did it deplete so fast?! ridiculous man! told myself to shop for tops and a pair of jeans whn i got tis pay. hopeless!!! i just bought a bad and some stationaries. is tat the spelling? gosh!

and also i bought...as promised...my sis a new wallet. she's been pestering my mum to buy...all right. repeating myself. so i bought for her. and she's nt grateful. yester, she made me boil.

i really don noe wad to say. it always happen EVERYTIME. whn me and her r on good terms, the next day, it's back to square one. like wth?! or is thr someone out thr who uses some fucking magic?! like voodoo dolls or anything?! it always happen! i just wan peace. had enough of getting all upset and hurt and scolding and whatever shit thr is!!! enough is enough!

working today @ 1.30pm as usual. and tis friday too. wanted to maple but thr's a server check. haiz. and i bought maple cash and bought clothes and stuffs!!!

Setay, you hv to c me!!! like i said yester, im more beautiful, pretty, cute, adorable!!! haha!

omg! stoopid sever check. cant they check like 11.30am later?! instead it's checking frm 10am-11.30am. and 11.30am is the time whn i wan to get ready!!! i don wan to be late. haha!!!

and wad am i gonna eat for dinner later? nt chicken rice. had enough le. everytime, eat tat. only once ate KFC. tats also cuz Grace wanted it and my chicken rice stall was closed for renovation. wan something cheap. wad ah? mac? haha...LJS? don noe lah!

hope later while working, im ok. i mean whn i talked to the customers, they wont be turned away by my croaking voice. wahaha!

im hungry.

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Monday, April 03, 2006 • 10:33:00 AM
im still sick. my throat still like...rough2x like tat! wahaha...nvm. haven start sch. yea, im stubborn.

and guess wad ppl?! ive told myself nt to be fooled by any1. but guess wad?! the one person...the first person ive made friends wif in poly...IRA!!! she fooled me! and i was having dinner @ amk, eating mee rebus. wahaha!!!

i was eating. thn my hp vibrated in my pocket. so i cont eating. i mean, was eating wif my fam mah. but nah! didnt wan to be rude to the sender. who noes? something important? and blah3x. i tink arnd 5 mins later or so, read the msg. and the first words r "call me. very urgent." i tot reallie urgent...so i was thinking on whether to call anot. blah3x and i called. my parents were like looking at me, wanting to noe. they always do.

and my sis had to sae, "call bf ah?" haiz...tat idiot.

wad? everytime i call, must call bf meh? u jealous issit?

anyway, called. she picked up. the background was noisy. and i cant hear properly. she was like hesistating and my throat was nt good. so thr was like huge pause btw every sentence. thn she told me to read my msg properly or something. thn it struck me!!! i ever got tis kind of msg frm her. u noe..like those...thrs HUGE SPACE in btw the msg.

so blah3x. said bb and i quickly read the msg. scrolled thrice i tink. and thr...SADDAM HUSSEIN. blah3x. april fool's. *SIGH*

i was fooled. WAKAKAKAKA...

u got me thr, Ira. u can laugh all u want.

but i guess...she wont be laughing. she was like msging me back saying sry (yet again!)...haha. tis girl!

it was a joke. u got me thr. laugh. don sae sry. dont worry. im nt so petty. =)

i was fooled on april fool's. haha. is tat funny or wad? all right. its funny. after telling myself nt to be fooled. haha!

last sat and yester, went out. my intention was to shop abit. but my father like...haiz. he didnt wan. so thr i was. in the lorry like which retard. haha!!! retard i said.

so sianz. thn todae supposed to go shop also wif Liy, but nah! had to cancelled cuz my mum is going to a doc's app. had to take care of my sis. she got brownies @ 4.30pm. and i promised her something. we going cwp after she goes hm. well...im nt tat evil u noe. i curse her and all, but still im a good sister ok. like i said. if ur good to me, im good to u.

going to buy her a new wallet. she wanted billabong. my mum whr got wan to buy ex stuffs. she dont believe in brands. so im buying for her.

=) im a good sister!

thn i'll guess i'll take a look arnd for clothes or something. but 3 things i MUST do later.

1) buy miss(understood)
2) buy A-cash. maple cash. i wan to change hair and buy stuffs. haha!!!
3) apply popular student card. yep. the 3-yrs wan.

missed xian jian. but last wk's epis, all abt jinyuan and his butterfly wife. so they said it was kinda sianz. wahaha!!! but wad do i care? must watch! and next wk more...PAINFUL. haha...nt gonna reveal. well...it happened b4. but it did nt quite leave a deep impression since tat char was nt TAT...erm...nvm lah! u guys c for urself.

all right. gonna maple. wanna lvl up my aristylla. only lvl 13 leh. sianz. Setay's already...lvl 22!!! we promised to pq together!

ruzaina-jia you!!!

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Saturday, April 01, 2006 • 6:41:00 PM
going out after my dad and sis done. haha!!! sick still but ok lah. cuz yester took lemsip. the taste...bleurgh! lemon, nice but nt tat nice lah. but still ok. wahaha...wadever im toking. u taste urself. lah!

hope later can buy a few tops. cant shop tis mondae cuz hv to take care of my sis. my mum got app.

sry yar Liy. cant make it. but don tink u will read tis. haiz...

since yester i slept @ 3am like tat, i woke up late todae. and Agnes called. whn i answered my voice was like croaking. haha!!! and she was like, "u r sleeping ah?"

yes. i was sleeping until u called.

but nah! told her tat i was sick. well, i was really sick. maybe she bought it. haha!!! thn told me to work next wk. as wad ive told Grace, cant make it on tue and thurs. so im working on wed and fri only. nvm lah! though last wk of hols, get money mah?! my pay nt enough. i tink add together frm all the days ive worked...less thn 300++! haha...

oops! i rmbred something. gems registration!!! i checked calendar liao. lucky...6/4 is on thurs. haiz...i totally forgot just now. c? everytime i blog always get ideas. wahaha!!!

all right. my mum wanna play tat word puzzle yahoo game.

haiz...cant watch xian jian today. nvm. can download on monday. wahaha!!!

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• 12:55:00 AM
yep. im sick ppl! don noe y. day b4 the class bbq, my body kinda ached abit but no big deal. still ca take it. thn after the bbq, sick le! yester morn checked for temp. no fever or rather its 37.07 C. yep. so considered no fever. but i hv blocked nose, my body aches, pain in the throat. nt sorethroat-i mean if sorethroat, no voice rite? ok wadever.

the thing is im sick. bought lemsip. after tis, go drink.

and HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL day!!! haha...nt gonna be fooled by anyone. hope so.

supposed to work today but Agnes got it all wrong. and after i walked to cwp-was late. tat bus driver lah! so rude!!! wad service sia?

i didnt bring coins and only hv $2 notes. so i told him, uncle i no coin. just as i was abt to take out my $2, he started YELLING at the top of his lungs. saying...WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO WITH $2?!!! well, hello? i haven finish wad i was going to say. i mean. thr wasnt many ppl on board and the ppl r at the back. like suddenly shout back?! cannot say properly issit? the bus is nt crowded for goodness sake!!! evil!

i hate being scolded in public. like shit. ok u guys may tink im in the wrong too. $2 note for a trip tat cost less thn $1. and he was like yelling. and he also yelled tat i go change money or something. well, all right. if u wan me to go interchange and change into coins and thn pay back, fine. i CAN do that! but the thing is...MUST U FUCKING YELL?!

ur working in a service line. customer service. what the heck it's supposed to be called.

so RUDE!!!

and the next stop, i just alighted. he was still yelling abt changing the money and stuffs. i just waved a hand without looking back and went off. i don care!!!

and called Liy and talked and walked to cwp.

*sigh*

i almost swear to myself nv to take tat bus again. but thn, its the nearest bus to my hse. for the sake of ONE RUDE DRIVER...nt worth it.

ok. u may tink im petty or something. but seriously, getting yelled at. cant u just talked properly. i mean u can repeat the same lines but in a nicer tones? don give excuse like ur tired. the bus was more thn half empty! shit u!!!

and thn. rushed to cwp. and i wasn't suppose to be working cuz Agnes got it all wrong. she tot one of them took hols so thrs only one at work. thn met Liy, waited almost an hr for her at the interchange...typical. and shopped abit. abit only. and went lib cafe to eat. thn she browsed thru books, said she suddenly picked up the habit of reading. thn went home.

im feeling so sick now. my head hurts. and yester night, couldn't sleep. woke up every 2 hrs. *sigh*

nope, nt going to doctor unless really cant take it.

all right. enough le. i don even noe wad im writing. mt head hurts. tot of maling after tis but looks like...*sigh*

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