Ruzaina
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*sigh* i seemed to be dozing of in trains verrie easily! don noe y. too tired i guess. frm jurong eat. by the time @ bukit gombak, zzzz! sheesh! and i'm making a FOOL out of myself. like just now. i was dropping here and thr. lucky no one beside me. both of my sides. my row was kinda empty. maybe the ppl avoid so i won't hit them. haha!!!

*sigh*

long time nv eat paddle pop rainbow and just now i did. =)

maple patching. haha!

and i still haven study. tml gonna start. i noe too late. but wth! tonite can't. i won't concentrate, like my dad says. if can't concentrate, what for study? waste time and effort. so tml. the whole day gonna commit to my notes and what hv u. and sunday too. tonite gonna sleep early so tml wake up early and can study.

and my dear Ira. i haven study lah. everytime say i study already. whr got? u study already rite? wan to push2x.

my head kinda hurts. don noe y.

and to both Setay and Lisha. sry yar! 3rd time. haiz. feel so bad. i was realy POSITIVE abt tml. frm last wk le. thn suddenly yest. *sigh* i reallie feel so bad.

nothing to blog abt now. i'm thirsty. i'm always thirsty!

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FINALLY!!! haha...cuz comparing to my previous rates of changing skins, tis is the slowest i guess. first thing cuz i like the previous simple skin. black and white. and the song, suits the skin. haha! i lurve tat song!!!

thn finally the last few days, decided to change skin cuz someone commented on my skin. i forgot who. or maybe it was just myself. so i went but can't download the template. don noe y. thn today, i read a small print below and it said to 'save target'. so i did! and finallly! nice anot? the song also! touching scene of xian jian. so sweet. if i interpret correctly, it's sang by Ah Sang-Ah Mei sis. haha! nice! at first tot JS sang. nvm. i got the whole lists of the OST. and i like tis cute one. 'lala-la-la-la-la...lala-la-la-la-la-la...lala-lala...la-lalala...lala-la-la-la-la" *lol* cute! tis song esp whn yueru appear. ok ok. crazy.

maybe thn change song here and thr. i wan SHE, but can't get the link. nvm. tis song for now.

mapling abit later. but my mum wakes up le. don noe lah. c first! 81% le! i wanna try lvl up b4 next wk. cuz tests mah!

and speaking of which! two days gone. and i still haven study. too sleepy and tired. no mood! slept just now. told my dad to wake me up @ 10pm. in the end, i woke up myself and it was 11.30pm. quickly rushed to log in. pmm ppt. Ira kinda finished already. and she's passing it to Yanling, Xinyi and Zhen An tml. don tink i'm logging in tml. cuz too many days log in. besides, my dad already asked y i everytime log in at nite. and i told him tis is the last day. sheesh! nvm.

so peeps. not logging in tml yar! sry! anything msg, call...=)

just now acc. i tink acc tests gonna die le. *sigh* thn mbw also! don noe wth the lecturer was talking abt. well, got it in the beginning thn BLANK! SHEESH!!!

*sigh*

horrible!

and just now ate dinner @ vista with Setay! supposed to go hm wif Liy. but she didn't wanna wait. nvm. tml going to sch wif her. IF can. *lol*

and i can't pay my hp bills! full! haiz. cuz now i'm left wif half of the amt ofmy total hp bills. haiz. i hate dragging. just now Grace called. she wanted me to work tml. at cwp somemore! haiz. but shd be my mm won't allow lah! haiz. if nt, extra allowance leh. abt $33! can what!!! haiz.

frm mon le, meet Setay at wdlnds thn take 962 tgt. haha! but tml cannot lah-cuz she goes hm @ 6pm or issit 5.40pm? nvm. either way, i'm going hm @ 12pm. IF my grp don wanna stay back or anything. thn mbw tut. i'm gonna be the last to pass up AGAIN!

haha! msn. all my classmates gone le cept me! *lol* like i always say, "I can NEVER be ON TIME. It's either TOO EARLY or TOO LATE." tats me. ; )

tinking of cutting my fringe cuz irritating mah! but thn...i wan it to grow long. so long didn't had fringe below my chin. tat was like...YEARS ago! and seriously YEARS AGO! but my hair grow slow leh! haiz.

saw Setay's new haircut. i noe. so long liao! but cuz i didn't meet her until tis mon. and on mon...wait! i tink last fri. it was in the bus. thn on on she was in PE. and yester we ate. which was whn she didn't tie her hair. *lol*

and we went to the lib cuz she wanted to go toi. and got tis science exhibition. cool! we played arnd. lazy to elaborate. gonna maple awhile i guess. ok.

omg! listening to the xian jian OST makes me wanna re-watch everything again! haiz. but no time lah! 1 epi already 1hr. thr's 34 leh! no make it like i epi=47mins. so times 34. haiz. maybe after tests ba. but my sis hols. she'll be hogging the comp everyday! *sigh* and my mum's still weak so i hv to...haiz. the PERKS of being the eldest. *shakes head*

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my arms and legs r itchy!!! can die le! thn come out those...kekata! or wadever it is. ugly. weird. itchy!!! at sch already started itch. my left knee. thn i came hm, after bathing and it went worst. nope, still going to sch tml. if at sch suddenly all rashes thn go hm lor. sheesh!

doing acc tuts. tut 4 qn 3 i don noe le. gave up. i tink tats it for me! thn tut2, qn 2..haiz. part b i don noe. the cher said it's in the ppt notes. don hv leh! thn she said go research abit. i only managed to find 1/3 of the whole content. tml copy. *lol*

went hm wif Setay just now. she was lining up for 962. whn the bus came, she went of queue. just to wait for me. haha! thn we went cold storage to buy this axe brand medicated oil, as wanted by my mum. but don hv. thn tot wanna buy food. i tot wanna buy tat chicken meat but nah! so bought waffles instead. Setay-choco. me-strawberry.

and i found out tat the bk fair is tis sat. and next wk my tests. haiz. i wanna go. though can buy only like 2 bks at most. budget. besides i still hv 3 more bks pending, frm past sales. *lol* no time lah!

anyway, on my way hm to dover mrt, saw Karim. he faked asking for directions. haha! tot i didn't realise him. but i felt like an idiot thr cuz i asked him whether is gf schooling @ sp. haha! we r not close. Setay more closer to them.

anyway, i tink gave up on acc le. gonna sleep. but told Setay tat i'm gonna maple. haiz. but sleepy. haiz. nvm. maple AWHILE. sheesh! can't login msn. don noe y.

so Ira, sry yar! can't pei u. but still got hp mah! anything msg/call me yar?!

all right.

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sleepy le. tot can't sleep. in 2.5 hrs time hv to wake up again. go sch mah. if nt, 8am can wake up le. but tml got acc make-up class. sheesh! anyway, i stayed up late cuz wanna discuss abt pmm project. and crs. crs done le. pmm discuss liao but like nt even halfway. haiz. wonder how. mon and tue go hm 5pm. wed 12pm. thn thurs present. *sigh*

thn i still can maple le. haha!!! still lvl 45.

so Setay, shh! no comments. i noe u gonna lvl up soon or whatever. i don care!

anyway, tests next wk le. hv to study. tired so what? if nt, fail how? *sigh* all blur2x le.

sleepy. better sleep. if nt tml like stone.

morning ppl!!!

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SUAY SIA!!! I bought my sandal on Wed. just tis wed. 3 days ago for $16.90. and the right front strap just came off. WHAT THE HELL?!!! now no sandal le. i don wan to wear my sis's cuz hers like aladdin like tat. verrie weird! *sigh* thn just now went to visit my mum, wore high-heels. pain sia legs. *lol* haiz. my dad laughed at me. my mum kinda but she said later she give money to buy new one. =) but i don tink it'll be tat soon.

btw, she's going to be discharged tml if tonite thr's no fever. YAY!!! how glad can i be?!

anyway, took pix of buildings. took one @ admiralty carpark which can seen only frm the platform. i was hiding in one corner like what sia. and my sis go c here and thr. made it more suspicious. -_-" and thn at TTSH, while my sis go toi, i went out and took one of a building wif not aligned windows and another a condo i guess. thn pased the cam to Yanling on my way hm. she said OK. but she was like rushing cuz wanna watch women of times wif fann wong in it. *lol*

and i watched Da Chang Jin. BUT-i nv get to watch the last 15 mins. cuz y? i slept. and thr my dad went, "Ajai, go sleep lah!!!" for 2 wks le! too tired maybe. and in class during breaks, i can sleep too. sheesh! and tests r coming in wk 7.

tis sunday maybe doing ppt for pmm since i don hv. so i'll be online wif Ira. haiz. i feel so bad.

all right. mapling now. i'm @ lvl 45 since WEEKS AGO!!! sheesh. yea, tests coming. so nd to study. but until my mum comes hm, can't. next wk MUST start. but thn again, whn hv i ever follow my words whn it comes to studying? -_-" but i MUST.

all right now. i'm at big ghosts so can't reallie afk for long. later die. so ta-ta ppl!!!

and lest i forget again. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR COUSIN-ADAM!!! on 17th right? day b4 my mum's. *lol* stay cute and happy yar!!!

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my sis lah! pri 6 already!!! had her b-c-g yester and todae she didn't wanna go sch. no fever. nothing. just tat she complained pain. well hello?! thn nv go sch wan to give wad excuse? "Oh! Sorry cher. My arm is in pain." -_-"

she takes sch lightly man! she tinks wad?! playground ah?! wan to meet friends, go sch. feel pain and tired, don't go. thn me?! my sch is @ dover leh!!! hv to squeeze wif ppl early in the morn and wake up early if i have 8am classes cuz she just bathes so slow. all must sacrifice for her? who is she?! sickening!!!

just grow up lah! only know how to whine and faked pain. go acting class if u wan!

and cuz of her just now, i woke up so early. missed 1 .5hrs of my precious sleep. shit! thn later in class, i'll feel sleepy. nt to mention in class. in the train later!

lucky my dad forced her to go. maybe he realised she's faking everything. she's a fake i tell ya! if my dad believed her and tell her nt to go, i really don noe wad to say. just goes to show he favours her over me. cuz why?

i rmrbred the last time i got b-c-g. and i was also in pain. who doesn't? and my parents told me to go to sch. and i DID!!! she's such a brat. reallie man-pissed me off!

all right. don wan to tok abt her. make me sick!

anyway, the doc said my mum's great now. maybe by sat she'll be going hm. i hope so. don wan her to stay in the hosp anymore. but 1st thing 1st, she must get thoroughly well. and today is her special day.

HAPPY BDAE TO MY DEAR MUM!!! sry can't celebrate wif u today cuz i go hm @ 5pm. (stoopid timetable!) anyway, tml we come! =)

yea. yester, my mum was like faking sad cuz we can't c her on her bdae. *lol* tats wad i like abt my mum. she can really becomes a child sometimes. and she loves disturbing children. my dad too. =) *lol* wad a happy family!

all right. better stop here or i'm gonna be late. 21% of epi 34. guess had to cont tml midnite-sat morn. i don care! i can't sleep! i wanna maple!!!

ta-ta peeps!!!

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yep. yester was reallie a bad day. sad. everything sad. shan't elaborate. cept tat i ddn't sleep yester. for 24 hrs. *sigh*

actually no nd go sch till tml. but since todae's tut kinda heavy and all, so i came. i was dragging my feet. and i woke up only @ 0830. and still can reach on time. ???

anyway, didn't hv mood. nt reallie. well, at first whn i came for first lesson lah. thn ok le. cuz thr's Ira and everyone else.

you guys really made my day. though it may seemed just like a norm day.

so here i am. watched xian jian epi33. waiting for epi 34 but so slow. maybe tml ba. since my sis nt schooling. and maybe go visit my mum. thn once reach hm, can download le. hope so. i'm a bad girl.

anyway, thx to all the peeps who wished me happy birthday last thurs. yep. last thurs was my bdae. thx guys!

nothing to blog abt reallie. now going to do my mbw tut. told myself to do last wk. but reallie busy. haiz. wonder if i still noe how to do.

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yea! yester had a reallie sweet surprise frm my dear 2B/22. *lol*

and they really caught me thr! was abt to start wif cont pro tut. thn suddenly Kaitai or Xinyi told the cher to off the lights. i asked Ira wad they were doing cuz suddenly ppl rush to the back and fro. and her ans was "Entah die." or something like tat. so i heck care lor.

and...ta-da!!! the lights went off and they started singing happy birthday to me! omg! so sweet!

THANK YOU DPFM/2B/22!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

the cake was not on the large size. nt those 1kg ones i tink. i'm hopeless @ measuring cakes. so the cake was cut into small pieces. i tink everyone ate it lah, including the cher. I was still so shock and speechless tat Jiang Yao had to cut the cake for me into smaller pieces and Xinyi gave them out. haha!

it was so sweet.

and not to mention...Sing Yee and Ira. they were the first ones to wish me early in the morn. as in class started. though Ira msged me @ midnite.

Yep. you were the first. =)

and somehow I got tis body shop thingy brochure. haha! my 1st present.

thx!

but on the way hm, they gave me a nice bdae card. thx!

but one thing i don't understand. y u suddenly mentioned NS? I'm nt a guy. hah!

anyway everyone was sweet.

and later i'm meeting Ira and Sing Yee @ Bugis. go eat. hopefully seoul graden. haha!

and thx to the peeps who wished me happy birthday! thx!!!

all right now. Setay already started whining tat i'm nt mapling.

coming. coming!

blog more tml or so.

and also. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my dear cousin, Kak Zaiton. yea. actually my fam members lotz in May. today is my youngest cousin's bdae. haha!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NADIAH!!!

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i'm losing my temper and crying easily IN PUBLIC these days. i don't know y. like last wk, i was so angry wif my dad for scolding me and blaming me. though i tink he didn't really mean it. cuz he just shouted and thn 5 mins later like nothing happen. but as i've always kept it in me, since young, i was sulking and almost cried. nah! in fact, I CRIED! lots of tears! but it didn't fell lah. just formed in my eyes. thn my sis also made me angry. don noe y. everyone made me angry in public. like wth! and i was sulking away. wonder wad ppl will tink.

haiz. i've nv in my life been like this b4. and now it's with my fam. next time? *sigh*

so ppl! don be shock if one day i suddenly burst out.

my stomach hurts todae. real bad. felt like vomitting. thn my back also hurts. haiz. old liao. haha! no lah. it's tat time of the month. sheesh. but seriously-HURTS.

haiz. last wk already the 2nd last telecast of xian jian. next wk last liao. *sigh* and i haven watch the 3rd last. haiz. downloaded already. cept tat i have watch. can't watch in the presence of my sis. tats y i nv watch whn it's shown on tv. =)

i hate going hm @ 5pm. and wads more! tutorials on the last lesson. like wth! i reached hm @ 6.30pm leh. cuz finish late. yea. i'm so slow. tml is mbw. sure finish slow again. haiz.

all right now. ive just came back frm ossy. so sianz already keep killing cats. just now killed nependeath hoping to get scroll tat worth 2.5million at least. but nah. get 25 blue pots. -_-

so came back already.

Setay, next time we log in together, help me hunt clangs yar! =)

all right now. tats all for todae. my dad coming hm soon.

and i'm just glad to hv such a wonderful father. so cheery. am i lucky or wad? *lol*

and my sis. made a fool out of me. everytime i asked her whether she played the comp, said NO. and act all innocent. *vomits* but in the history tab, all the sites tat she visited all thr. all along, i've been made a fool out of her. not tat i don't know. but i gladly believe her. *sigh*

just hope whn she grows, tis lies don't grow big.

all right. reallie going off now. later my dad scold me. nah! nag i mean.

and i'm half way thru tat acc tut. haha! jia you!

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I'M AN IDIOT!!! my wallet...gone! accidently threw i guess. thn yester made police report. haha! omg! stupid man!

I.C.=$100. Ezlink= Jocelyn said $21.

My 77th streets also. just got it leh. less thn a wk. haven used. lucky no pts inside. but still! Replacement fee: $6.

My temp popular card. Until July. So for now can't use. hv to wait for the actual one. and Ira told me it took almost a yr. She registered last yr. thn only a few days ago she got it. the temp card expire liao. sheesh! but maybe tat's a good sign.

and all my receipts. and my cashcard. but inside only a few cents. so don't worry. besides it's laminate has already tear and stuffs. thn my posb card. lucky the replacement no nd to pay. tats wad Jocelyn, Ira and my dad told me lah. and lucky inside bank no money. haha!!! but wth!

and $12. and a few coins. which i tink will sum everything up to $14 or less. so nvm. i mean, i noe it's money but. *sigh*

tat's why i wished it was stolen. at least thr's hope tat some kind soul will give it back. or after the person take the money, the rest will be thrown aside or returned or wadever. but no! *sigh* thr goes my wallet. and i bought it for $19. sheesh!

but wadever it is, it's gone. and hv to forked out $150. and yea! i just bought my train concession leh! OMG!!! i'm really this idiot. so SUAY!!!

it's gone so stop thinking abt it. -_-

i'm so sleepy right now. cuz had to wake up @ 5.30am cuz my sis lor. my dad go c my mum. she's being transferred and blah3x. cuz of some mistakes. yea. if it's a mistake, tat's it. my dad say gonna get a lawyer. reallie sympathise with my mum. the pain she had to go through. she already can sit up and lie down without help. thn now THIS. OMG!

and pmm and maths still got presentation. how to stay back and do? thn later if i keep giving excuses cuz of my mum, thn they may think that i''m just trying to...*sigh*

HOW?

reallie rushy. everytime my dad calls, i'll feel so scared. like yester, got back frm sch. was thinking of my wallet. cuz earlier i told my dad. whn he visit my mum, try to ask the cleaner whether they've thrown the rubbish away. i mean, who noes they keep it in a store first. but thn my mum transferred. thn i was thinking abt my wallet. suddenly my dad calls. he said hv to rush and go c my mum. and i was frowning at the slow bus and all. i tink everyone who saw me will think i'm this mad impatient person!

met Lisha also. she was waiting for 912. actually frm the back, i kinda saw her. but too far. thn scared wrong person. thn while i was getting on the bus, she called me. and i just said, "Bye."

sry yar! didn't get to talk or i didn't even look at u. nvm later on our dates, i'll look at u long2x, k? =)

now it's 7.37am. 7.50am, going out. wanna catch the pasir ris train. don wanna change here and thr. so ma fan! lots of ppl somemore! i hope not tat many ppl later. don wanna squeeze.

and i'm kinda sleepy. just now while waiting to send my sis to sch @ 6.50am. i slept on the sofa. while she was studying for her eng today. studying? *lol* more like just read through. but studying too late. i just hope she get good marks. >70 can le.

hope later gems release early. cuz going business block to collect my chi cert wih Nike. thn hv to rush hm. thn together wif my sis, go civic first to terminate my posb card and make a new one, thn go visit my mum. so reallie hv to rush. thn on wed do I.C. ez-link also i guess. going sembawang since don't think thr got many ppl and it's the nearest to home. can just take 962.

all right. tat's all for today. who noes, tonight log in again. but c first. i can't reallie play for so long a duration. later the bills GOES UP!

THANK YOU IRA!!! next time, my turn! i don't care!

ta-ta ppl. morning to you!

but b4 i forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABG BOY-BOY. though i noe u may not read this.

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yea! wad is the world coming to?! me and my sis had this experience in the bus. Got this grp of youngsters so RUDE! they were so fucking damn noisy lor! thn tis uncle, whom i tink his son or something is the same sch, went to them and told them off. but they talked back and ignored him. and the uncle got mad and grabbed him and they started to shove.

blah3x. so rude man! i mean wad the hell?! i tink they are <16. so noisy and rude. i was telling myself to get down cuz i don wan fight and me and my sis involved. but i heck care. told my sis not to look. i was praying!

and they alighted and taunted the uncle to get down to SETTLE SCORES. omg! seriously! i don noe wad to say. and they showed middle finger and stuffs. well, the uncle shd just mind his own business and not told them off. yes. but these youngsters were so rude. just keep quiet lah. still wan to act tough. omg! if i reallie had the authority or something, i wld hv just joined the uncle to tell them off. i just hope they repent. seriously. beyond 'repair'.

*sigh*

anyway, just now mbw lecture, i was WHAT?! the whole time! after the break lah. all gone. *sigh* thn tml is tut. gonna be the last again! sheesh!

i just finished my maths gems report. did the 2nd half cuz me and Eve divide mah. but still got pmm tut on thurs. and just now, acc tut. haiz. pmm hv to do le. tml i don tink can do. cuz tml visit my mum since i go hm early. i tink do today ba. all right. tats all for blogging.

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