Wednesday, June 28, 2006 • 2:36:00 PM
omg! issit true?! i've been not blogging for FOURTEEN DAYS?! reallie meh? omg! omg! *lol*
i got LOTZ to talk abt. haha. cuz i only log in 3 times per wk during the hols. and all the time i was mapling. haha! yep ppl! i'm still MAPLING! stuck at 47 now. haiz...
wanna talk alot but i'm in sch, doing project. erm. ppt done. now left with the written assignment. haiz. i love typing and english but i don noe how to start. haiz. booking time gonna end in 10 mins. haiz. cuz got some idiot booked liao! haiz...
anyway, nt gonna say now. maybe on fri whn i log in. yep! all right now. better pack up.
I MISS BLOGGING!and i've changed my skin! NICE?! i lurve the song now. yep. back to eng. haha! chi..cuz don noe wad song to put le. am i norm again? haha! crap.
Thank You
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 • 1:14:00 PM
yep. i'm back again. haha! cuz why? me and my sis have came up wif a timetable, or hv i mentioned this? anyway just to waste some space here:
my time on the comp is wed and thurs (b4 5pm) and sat (after midnite). so any of u here who wans to discuss anything online or whatever shd noe whn i'm free. =) i noe verrie ma fan. =(
ok. so what did i do at hm? nothing. actually nothing to blog abt. cuz i did NOTHING. well, other thn attend my..erm...my mum cousin childrens' wedding.
other thn tat, nothing. just sit at hm and do the stuffs which is supposed to be done. nope. not schwork. e-learning done. and i did something which i told myself not to. haiz.
reallie sry Ira.nothing much to do. hm..anything to talk abt. well, thr's something (which i don tink shd be made a big hoo-haa)...maybe i shdn't talk abt. haha! but i told
Setay anyway. =)
no, no. nothing to do wif me. just my cousins. haha! don even noe whether shd call them cousins. haha! ok. enough ruzaina. ur making a big hoo-haa here. *lol* all right. i'll shut up abt tis. haha!! blah blah blah...
mapling. yea. tats wad i do, but i cant maple like hours and hours. cuz why? morning nd to do this and that. go buy food and stuffs. thn afternoon nd to send my mum. my mum? she's getting a little better i guess. at least whn compared to the time she just got hm frm hosp, which was WEEKS ago. haiz. i reallie hope she gets better.
life is unfair. people are unreasonable. tats the lesson i learnt frm this experience. but like i don noe it.
and because of this, others gonna find me not being responsible also. maybe they ALREADY have that thinking. *sigh* people...i don noe wad to say.
what is 'people'? what is in their mind? do they understand each other's plight? people people people. *sigh* i am part of it too.
ok i'm getting crappy here.
now gonna ramble abt hp. haha! yea. i'm just rambling! so bear wif me.
i kinda like tat sony ericsson clamshell phone. the one...300. don noe what alphabet or what. but i noe got the number 300. i noe maybe the functions nt good and stuffs. but seriously, if i wan to buy tat kind of hp, hv to wait till i work. till i got lotza money. now still student. no nd to show off. and i'm telling myself. maybe i shd get a hp tat has good music player thn no nd buy mp3. correct rite? i mean isn't it good? ok. rubbishing here.
schwork. my projects. grp work somemore! i kept repeating i don wan last min work but i myself, keeps coming up wif excuses tat i can't go out and stuffs. yea. people will say that. but how? i don even hv the time to go out freely, just to eat lunch for a few hrs. at vista point. NO! thn how to go out for a few hrs to do grpwork? crap lah!
sry guys. i mean reallie i'm so sry. u can scold me. can berate me. i don care. cuz i am in no position to scold u back for not understanding my plight. *sigh*Thank You
Saturday, June 10, 2006 • 9:39:00 PM
i'm fed up wif the
BITCH in the house already! start already! all her crap! making me angry all over again. it was ok the last time.
Setay shd noe.
thn NOW!
fuck u lah! i reallie hate u!!!
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Friday, June 09, 2006 • 11:03:00 AM
doing my last e-learning. nah! nt even doing, waiting for
Ira. crap mbw! i hate mbw! donnoe wth it's walking bt! sheesh!
watching lu guang, don noe wad. *lol* the show currently showing on chn U. and tat actor...that char Owen reminds me of someone. or rather the someone looked like him. hmm...nvm thn. nt my problem. =)
haiz. mbw! crap! shit u! i hate u! so chim! so will thisd determine my 2rd yr course? which path wld i choose? by right i wanted pm cuz it's more to office-based. but alot of theory to learn. qs got mbw!!! but job prospect much better thn pm. so how?!
if i follow my interest, pm. if i follow my wanting to hv a good future is qs. haiz! can die le.
ppl always say follow ur ineterest. but i don noe. i'm stuck.
ok don talk abt tat now. haiz. mbw! ur really making me sick!!! crap you!
*sigh*
i don noe. i'm sleepy. only slept for 2hrs thn woke up to do e-learning. finished everything cept mbw cuz i nd to ask ppl. thn now waiting for
Ira. she's doing her acc written assignment. haiz. but i kinda like pm1 leh. so nice. u can think of the reasons urself. like writing essay. haha! ok i talk crap here. too sleepy i guess.
*lol*
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006 • 4:46:00 PM
haha! just now at tts pharmacy, someone mistook me for a staff. *lol* maybe cuz i was holding tat tape thingy to my mum. i was holding 3 mah! thn i tink the lady tot i was a staff. *lol*
ok. nt funny.
my mum's wound. everytime getting better, sure got something bad after tat. when will she be reallie ok? gosh!
stoopid doctor! who told u go do wrongly?! now my mum's suffering! all cuz of ur stoopid mistake! argh!!! i cut u up thn u noe!!!
haiz. don wan to talk abt it. i'm tired of repeating it anyway. makes my blood boils. shit!
thn frm tml until her next app, nd to fo poly. wtf?! thn the sch hw?! no time leh!!! shit lah!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank You
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 • 12:01:00 PM
i'm back after a LONG...*sigh* tests. don talk abt it. i noe i'm doom. seriosuly. study only at the last min. on tat day itself. the day b4, tat one also a bit. and didn't go inside my head. haiz. what is gonna happen to me?
now. thr's e-learning wk. sheesh! i went yest, and some modules haven load up yet. shit. thn my slot is on wed. some comp timetable. but wed, which is tml, hv to send my mum for her dressing. haiz. i'm so tired.
i don wan tis life. i wan my old life back. i can do wad i wan. i'm seriously tired. morining wake up, nd to go market buy food and stuffs. thn come back must cook. thn afternoon somtimes slack, sometimes don noe do wad. only at night i can rest and watch tv. but if got visitors, like my aunts and stuffs, NO! i can't sit down and rest abit. come on! got TWO daughters leh. at least my sis can help carry drinks or do simple stuffs. but NO! she only noe how to act cute in front of everyone! sheesh! i can die just like tat!
i'm reallie tired. what's the definition for HOLIDAY? to rest. but NO! got so many hws! project. grp work. and actually yest i was planning to go sch but i can't get out of the hse. nd to look after my mum mah. haiz. i don noe wad to feel reallie. tired. yea. sad. yea.
i just hope i won't break down.
i cried the last time. after my last test. i was supposed to go hm and buy stuffs. and whatever i do? WRONG! wrong veg, wrong cup, wrong EVERYTHING! WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
haiz.
i can only grit my teeth. my heart has turned black. i tink it's rotting. from the day i was born till now. serious. i'm not kidding.
haiz.
i don't know what else to say. don't feel sympathy for me. don't.
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