Sunday, July 16, 2006 • 11:32:00 PM
omg! record broke! 2nd time i just shouted at my parents just like that! omg! i just went "Shut up lah. Go sleep!" in malay of course! but still! OMG!!!
now i scared my mum takes it too heart. after i shouted, both kept quiet. thn after 5 mins, my mum goes to sleep. though i tried to like talk to her. she did reply lah but i think she's hurting inside. haiz. haiz.
haiz. im a bad girl. this crs still stressing over it. now is the distributing part. who to say what. haiz. HAIZ.
i wanna disappear. serious. i wan to lead a peaceful life. school alrdy like tat. later work how? i'll die in the office. haha! just drop dead. not funny. and it was nv meant to be funny. -_-"
gosh! can die lah!
did i choose the wrong choice? maybe i shd go jc or m.i. or other places. i don noe.
it's not tat i don like poly life. but it's the stressing over projs. now one is ALMOST done. but still got 4 others!
can die!
and i'm really sorry for shouting to you, mum and dad. serious. didn't mean to.Thank You