Saturday, July 01, 2006 • 10:15:00 PM
yep. it's the weekend. haiz.
hmm. my 1st wk of sch? i spent 3 days in the lib comp lab. haha! doing ppt. yep. cuz my comp at hm now doesn't hv any ppt. crap! only can view. crap! haiz.
my hols? they sux BIG TIME! seriously.
the whole 3 weeks of hols?! stayed at home. just sent my mum to her appointments and done. go market and buy food. and cook. yes. cook. nope. didn't really cook those dishes. just fry here and thr. haha! that's how GOOD i am as a cooker.
Setay,
Liy and some others kept asking me to go out but i can't. why? cuz i HAD to stay at hm and not leave my mum out of sight. yep. and i flared up many times! my sis lah! what's the use of having TWO daughters when only ONE is doing the work? u tell me? i'm so angry with that. and she created lotz of troubles! not doing her fucking hw and leaving it till on sunday NIGHT!!! crap! i hate her for that.
so i just mapled whenever i go online and of course do the projects in hand. but the prob is i don hv ppt so hv to wait till the rest online. and which is the days i can, they can't. and vice versa. haiz. yea. i'm troubling everyone. really sorry for that. i don noe what else to say.
haiz.
so basically my hols just sux. can't work. can't go out. haiz. so no use talking abt it.
my first week of sch. hmm.
on mon, less thn 10 came and the cher was fuming and nagging till on tue, our pt had to 'confron't' us. haha! haiz. don noe lah. her attitude just sux! she gave us 15mins grace but whn it's only 10am, she started her CRAP! she's crappy. haiz. and we r suppose to present our ct project that day. but most hv not finish. haha! so the chers gave us another 1 wk. for now, my grp has done the ppt. maybe abit touch-up but so far, done lah. the report. with
Yanling and
Xinyi. supposedly i do but nah. nvm. it's all over the place. so our strategy is do and pass. haha! didn't get any marks.
on tue, yep. first paper! acc! i was telling myself that i'm gonna fail but nope. haha! just passed by 2 marks. how lucky? anyway, it was still horrible cuz my marks was like horrible. the rest got like so high. maybe to them not high. but to me? it's high all right. nvm. diff ppl diff opinion. so it was horrible. the cher came to me and asked what has happened. thn she told me wanna talk to me. in the end, she forget so i don care. thn during tut, i wasn't concentrating at all! whatever
Ira was saying i was.."ok." haha! maybe she got pissed after some time. cuz whatever she said i just nodded thn i asked her again. haha!
sry lah!and thr's this qn, i totally just lift frm the notes. thn whn the cher marked, she was saying that everything was a GOOD one! *lol* and she gave us full marks! *lol* a miracle eh? thn mbw. haiz. was supposed to pass up the hols tut. but everyone was like "don noe how to do!" haha! me and
Ira went lib earlier to do abit. so the cher went thru. and haha! me and
Ira were like boasting that we understood out steps better and stuffs. but seriously, yes. i understood ours better. and blah3x.
on wed. hmm...got back pm1. haiz. same marks as acc. crap! nvm. don care. serve me right anyway. so blah3x. thn mbw again. and we had to do our e-learning ahai. cuz the cher said it was nonsense! and the cher said she will upload the qn again after she edited some parts. but till today don hv le. haiz. so how to do? i wanna do over the weekend. thn now until like this. haiz. crap! and we also kind of get a rough marks of our mbw. haiz. just pass AGAIN. but this time by 4 marks. but i tink if nt cuz of that 5 marks format thingy, i wld hv failed. haiz. so i didn't really do well for this. my worst paper.
thurs, got back pmm. haha! actually got 67. was so happy cuz finally! 60+!!! told
Ira to congratulate me. yea. i was so naive and crappy. cuz like FINALLY!thn calculate again, wrong! 63. so told the cher lor. so he was grinning. cuz i was so HONEST! *lol* 67. 63. nvm. just a one mark different. as in after taking 25% of it. haiz. nvm. i don care le. still 60+. so yea. and thruout the lecture, was not listening at all. was crapping with
Ira. haha! we did this love token for our hp. haha! not gonna elaborate. basically we were CRAPPING. *lol*
thn got back my most confidence paper. despite getting the highest among my other papers, but kinda NOT tat happy. cuz even though, 71, but it was open book. and i skipped ONE QN! and i tot i did everything. and that one qn, maybe can get 1 or 2 marks out of it or whatever. haiz. so sad. open book leh! my only chance. haiz. stoopid. and the cher reminded me of Apple Hong. don noe why. frm 1st day of yr 2. haiz. that's how i am. i always link ppl with ppl i noe.
on fri, which was yest. ct lecture, was highlighting here and thr but didnt really go inside my head. don noe lah. and thn gems presentation. i fumbled. cuz i was worrying abt the space. haiz. so paisey. haiz. but it's over le. but still! haiz. HAIZ.
my 1st wk of sch. crap! yea. what a way to start 1st wk of term 2. and i rmbred! my first day, which was on monday, i was in a bad mood whn i got out of the hse. cuz of...my sis. my family lah. don noe y also. i keep losing my temper these weeks. haiz.
i wan my old life back. i wanna be a kid. i don wanna grow up.Thank You
