Thursday, August 24, 2006 • 11:06:00 AM
yep. i'm bored and it's due to my STUPIDITY!!! why?
CUZ...i go and watch finish the goong alrady! now it's hols and i can do whatever i wan. so if i didn't nt watch goong last wk, i wld hv been watching it NOW. *sigh* c? now so sianz..do what? tv got nothing. haiz.
reallie man. so sianz. can't wait to go work. i hope they will take me. cuz it's on the 15th. still got like weeks. and CRAP!!! it's gonna be the term break for my sis. since teacher's day is coming up. haiz! thn she'll be hogging the comp EVERYDAY!!! f-u-c-k.
maybe that'll be the time whr i'll make up excuse to get out of the hse. go lib or something. i still rmrbr the last time, i wanted to go lib to read or something. yea. she's at hm hogging the comp and i'm going out. no way am i gonna stay in the hse watch her hog the comp. haiz.
she also don care abt her psle mah. seriously, i don even noe if she can pass anot. *sigh* her maths TERRIBLE lor. argh. shut up abt her alrdy.
so yest, my class 2B/22 was having this bbq @ east coast. but i didn't go. haiz. nt that i don wan to go and nt cuz of my sis being alone @ hm. but simple cuz it was at night le. and frm woodlands to east coast??? MY DAD WON'T ALLOW IT. for sure!
yep, i'm 18 but so what? i'm still being treated like 15 like that. haiz. my cousins...14 like that can go out le. as in can travel far far. haiz. but i rmrbred
Kak Zaiton said that if we r given freedom at a young age, when we older no freedom. but no freedom at young age, got freedom when older. hmm..issit true? i don't know. but it seems like it. cuz last time, i was totaly stripped out of my freedom. ask my sec sch friends. sec 1, 2. go cwp also cannot. *lol* and it's a STRAIGHT BUS.
so yea. maybe. maybe i'm a girl and it's nt gd to go out alone at night. haiz..whatever lah. i'm alrdy bored sitting at hm now. even wif the comp also bored. cuz got nothing to do. haiz.
shd i watch it again-goong. hmm...but if i watch it, like just a few days frm watching the whole series...thn wn't it be like SIANZ? maybe not. no. maybe the next time i'm watching it, it's gonna be when i buy the dvd. yep. so can watch full. haha.
thn now do what? sianz. haiz! can die le!
they say internet got lotz to do. i don't think so leh. or issit cuz i lost interest after starting maple everytime i log in? maybe leh. haiz. don noe lah.
hmm...so do what? aiyah! no use rambling here. ok fine. going off...
Thank You
