Sunday, August 27, 2006 • 11:05:00 PM
fed up wif this stoopid internet connection!!! so slow le...singnet. bleurgh. always like tat. SO SLOW!!!
and that stoopid music code i placed in recently, it's ALWAYS bufferring. makes it sound so ugly!
haiz...so fed up le.
anyway, was feeling so angry on fri night. yep. don wanna talk abt it. but the feelings...actually on that day..i kinda said out 20% of what i've been bottling up for the past 18 yrs. i almost wanted to blurt out the ultimate. serious!
anyway, it's past so fuck it.
so just now went to the cemetary.
graveyard? -_-"anyway, yea. went thr..to visit (or whatever the term is) 4 graves. and they are gone. yep. i hv no more of their ranks...ranks? erm..nvm.
so whatever it is.
and yest, got the 100th day kenduri. i was one of the black gang. *lol*
and my cousin gave birth to a healthy baby boy-i forgot the name. it's like..i've heard b4.
yea. so congrats to my cousin-Kak Zaiton. congrats yar...and go hv another baby lah. one child not enough le. u like kids mah...=)so went to visit her just now b4 going to the cemetary. he's small..only 2.2kg but he has good features. i didn't c properly so can't judge who he resembles. cuz my other relatives were passing him arnd to carry. i wanted to carry but he was small thn scared...heh.
so thr he was. my future cousin-in-law said he looked like the mother, which is my cousin. but his hands...they were long. well, not long LONG...but seems like that hand follows the father. and my dad said he resembles the father. yea..so thr u go. well, he's a boy so shd resemble father. nvm. i'll go take a look the next time. =)
so whatever it is. that's all for today. that's what i did today.
oohh! and i nd to buy more long sleeves. =)so the 1 week hols for the kids r coming. and i don't intend to stay at hm all day. for what? my sis gona hog the comp. or did i mention this b4? anyway, decided to go wif
Liy to the lib to read. thn maybe go her hse watch anime. but can't be EVERYDAY lah. later my mum scolds. haiz. don wanna tok abt it. i don't even know if it's my fault. did i do everything wrong? y issit always me? just cuz i'm the eldest?
i tell u ppl. eldest SUX. serious. u wanna suck up to ur parents and always being the centre of attention.be the youngest. u wanna get scolded for EVERYTHING, be the eldest. u wanna be neglected, be the middle. yea. so it depends what u want. i don noe what i want but i WANT AN ELDER BROTHER!!! that's what i wan. i don wan others. just elder bro. a nice caring one. =) *lol* skali tml got someone knocking on the door and it turns out to be my long-lost elder brother. and he's nice. =)
i'll treat u guys!!! =)ok. nvm. it's done alrdy.
so my face became oily again. haiz. it comes and go. and got this stoopid pimple. and this huge hard pimple. my mum calls it
JERAWAT BATU. and it hurts lah. and it feels heavy. haiz. but thn in a few days it'll go. thn it comes again. tiring u noe. haiz.
so it's 11.16pm alrdy. maybe stop here ba. don wan to play till midnite. later tml nv wake up. nd to go market. but i don noe buy what! my mum sleeping le. me and my sis got our dish alrdy..pasta. simple lah.
haiz. and my back hurts. sheesh! i'm aching all over actually. but my back started hurting after coming back lor. haiz...
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