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yep! i noe that was like yrs ago...but i just watched it just now. muahaha...but i don't quite understand lah but it's nice-got my KEANU REEVES!!!

just now after gems @ 10am, got 3 hrs free. so went to Ira grandma's ex-house. haha!!! and watched constantine. we were spoilt for 5 choices. orriginally we wanted to watch this ghost scary story but the vcd spoil. -_-" thn it was btw, this daddy's...eddie murphy show and bruce almighty. and i chose 2 numbers and Ira counted. and both times it was CONSTANTINE!!! keanu reeves and me...=)

so yea. it was NICE LAH!!! though it was black and white cuz i don noe. something was spoilt or something. and it went bzzz...for some scene. the subs like so dull. can't hear. that's y i don understand. but i tried to follow and it was ok. but overall, it's nice. =) KEANU REEVES!!!

so just now gems...the lecturer was very enthu...*lol* so merry and cheerful and...

and made friends. one is Ira, frm dpfm-yr 1. and another nautical studies-Swee Peng, also yr 1. i feel so old thr. cuz we had to intro ourselves and started frm the back. and so...almost all...no! all was frm sch of eee or me or whatever. and i tot i was the only dpfm. skali...in front of me got 2 guys-i tot they also yr 2. one seriously looked like Roy. and whn i said i was frm dpfm, they were nodding like they were relieve. *lol* and it started wif me. thn the next 4 pppl also dpfm-but yr 1. haiz...

anyway, the last 2 wks of the sem, we had to role-play. haiz...

so far, the gems is nice, relaxing. i hope so.

haiz.

Thank You

yest was the 1st dae of sem2. and it was HORRIBLE!!! gosh!!! i went out of the hse with a happy mind and came back with this reallie BLACK face!!! firstly...well...it actually happened cuz of my CT results. though the lecturer have nt totally added the marks for sem1, but it was horrible lah! i tink even if it was added, i will still fail! yep...for that yr long module, i've failed TERRIBLY for sem1. for the paper itself, it was the lowest marks so far. i don wan to repeat or kick out or anything. i just wan to pass and get on with life. of course-with good grades.

it was so horrible lah!!! and i've made up my mind to retake the test supposedly next wed, though haven fully study. cuz was thinking whether anot to take. it's a diff of 5 marks. i was thinking...the lowest i cld get is alrdy wad ive gotten. so i cannot go lower. so might as well, just retake lah. no harm done. cept that nd to study. that's all. and like wad Setay has said, 1week study for 1 module. so thr u go. gonna start ltr! i can't play arnd and slack anymore. if nt, CONFIRM repeat-trust me. i'm on a thin thread. one small wrong move, and i'm down.

and this nt only one. though the next is like something personal and stuffs and i can't just blindly shoot out my thoughts, but just gonna say it. it's reallie bad lor. the blackest moment in my life. last time, thr's such a thing like this but i didn't tink it was THAT serious. i mean...it WAS SERIOUS but cuz i was not part of it. i mean...i don really make a difference. i was not responsible in any way. i just cried and plead and something like that. but noe-it's TOTALLY DIFFERENT. u noe y? cuz i'm at tis age. i've grown. so i hv some responsibility to keep it tgt. and wif sch and other stuffs, plus THIS...i don noe if i can. lately, i've been thinking of stoopid things. serious. whn i'm angry, down after some things that has happened, my mind will be like...ALL OVER THE PLACE. the thing that i just nd is courage to face the outside world alone. but cuz my mind also thinks of the consequeces...(that what saves me!)...i stop. i just bear with it. but i can't hold out any longer. i don noe if i can. it's horrible. i just don noe...

like that electrico song (i loved that song!!!)...the one whr Jon sang, for that finals. SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO...i'm forcing myself to stay. i reallie am. with that mind, i chose that path. cuz u noe..if i go, i'll be scolded. i'll be despise by MANY PEOPLE. i'll lose everything that i hv for the past 18 yrs just like that. i'm being held responsible. i'm being nagged at. they say i'm mature alrdy. i've grown. i've to take care of things. but seriously, i don noe if i can. i've held out for too long. too long.

it's reallie too long.

ok. too depressing. early in the morn, talk abt depressing things.

anyway...Hady won.

someone must be elated out thr. =)

though i'm rooting for Jon, but i guess Hady deserves it lah. he's got more wide vocal range. his voice can fit into many genres. Jon can like do deep-voiced...whatever that is suppose to mean. but they r the winners. i'm glad wif the final 2. lucky it's them. no more SI 3. cuz sg no talents. *lol*

but i just hope Jon will be better thn Sly. he'll make a good album and be popular. he will. ok enough.

don noe lah. i just don noe what to do. all i can do noe is grit my teeth and bear with EVERYTHING. one day, i may just break down. i MAY. maybe i'm talking cheerfully to anyone and thn i'll just BREAK DOWN. just like that. it's scary for ppl if that ever happens. but what i'm going thru now...is much scarier. trust me.

i just hope this will end soon. i want my old life back. i reallie wan. i'll give up some yrs of my lives...i'll give up anything that i own to hv my old life back. i don care. i wan to live happily even if it's short. i don wan a long and torturous life.

give me back my old life. please.

Thank You

todae is the 23rd! and guess wad? it's my sis bdae. yea yea. i bought her a prezzie last mth alrdy. cuz she wanted that ring so much. she's the one who suggested it. so yea. though she's 12 now. but she either acts as a pampered 8 or a MINA 14. serious. till now, i'm hoping for her to change. and next yr she'll be in sec sch. like wth! she'd better nt change to those MINA kind. if nt...i don noe what will happen.

anyway,

HAPPY BDAE TO YOU SISTER!!!

wishing her whn she comes back or something. cuz my mum and her went to my aunt hse, don noe 4 wad. sleepover or something. @ 7.20am lor. that's why i'm WIDE AWAKE!!! my mum lah-every morn, SURE MUST SHOUT!!! like it's been fixed that in the morning she MUST RAISE HER VOICE. if nt, u tink i'll be here meh at this time? i'll be tossing arnd my bed, shutting off he alarm everytime it goes off and be late for an hr. *lol* lucky todae is LAST DAY. yep. but nd to pack, so maybe go hm late. but the thing is...

if i nv go off early, i can't go hm. i'll miss the last train and bus. but if i go hm earlier, i'll get less pay. so how? i've asked my dad yest to take me, he said ok. but that does nt mean it's OK. he can just msg me anytime and say 'you go hm urself lah'. -_-""and i'll be standing thr frowning like shit.

oh shit-the topic for yest. btw the 3 crazy ppl. Hafizah (shd be like that lah her name), Kailing and Amy. so crazy! well, Amy was nt reallie involved. suddenly DA PIAN comes out. and thn Kailing started talking abt the diff types. AND I WAS THE ONLY LEFT WHO HAS NT EATEN YET!!! sheesh!!!

so yea. and Joey didn't come. haiz...and i'm all alone to handle the MEN. haha...yep. i'm at the men's sect. but todae maybe i stand outside. halfday me, halfday Hafizah. i'm the only 18 down thr. thr's 20 and 17. though the 20s looked like at most 19. *lol*

and again i was told that i don't look 18. -_-" guess wad i look like. 14-15. MUAHAHA...i'm young!!!

so nada nada nada. that's work for u. usually we slack like SHIT whn Agnes nt thr. thn whn suddenly she appears, all rush to do work. *lol*

and since todae last day, we were told that she'll be thr frm open to close.

OMG?

yep. that was everyone's reaction.

and guess wad? i missed my main reagistration for gems. i actually tot it was 10am. so thr i was dilly-dallying and msging Ira. thn 10am sharp log in, and i've missed it. SHIT?!

and thn otw to work, i was msging and calling. nah! msging mostly. and finally had someone to help me-Jialing!!!

though i didn't get the same gems as Ira, but same timing. but wth, it's in the morning. we don't meet each other in the morning. *lol* but nvm lah. it's interpersonal skills. something like that. cuz i told Jialing that i wanted arts and on thurs. thn she said she pick something simple for me. it looks simple and the class is 25. odd number. gosh!!! i'm hoping now that thr's no grp work. serious.

but is thr any SP student who is in that gems? come2x. tag me, email me. whatever. just tell me. =)

haiz. so long nv log in. and so long nv watch tv. the only show i can watch r after 11pm. like sheesh!

and guess wad? i'm having 2nd thoughts abt getting a new hp leh. cuz if i buy a hp, my $ will be gone just like that. so how ah? i calculated and at most i'll get 500+. haiz. and that goong dvd also. Amy said she has it, don noe can burn anot. haha!!! copyright.

i NEED to buy wallet, shoes (i saw a pair of pumps-cute. cuz last 2 days i pei Joey go off to buy pumps. she wanted. lucky her. has a good friend. transfer money wan!!! haiz.). jeans. tops. and i wanted to buy this bedlinen-solid colour and i was intending to mix and match. Grace said during warehouse sale, it's gonna be cheaper. =) but don noe leh.

haiz. money money come to me.

Thank You

yep! i've been working and nt esting...comp, tv, radio..anything!...since wed. *sigh* cuz workng mah!!! 10am-10pm. by the time reach hm, 11.30pm. crap! -_-"

verrie tired lah! first day is carry boxes to pack the clothes into the wagons. backahe and stuffs. crap! thn tml start the sales. legs cramp! as in the sole of my feet, till today...no! till NOW! *sigh* thn todae reallie angry man! that damn supervisor...BIASED SHIT!

now i finally understand why Liy kept telling me she's bias!

i folded pants, cuz it was in a mess and i sort it out by sizes. i was alone in my sect, which is the man! cuz Joey was sick. yep. so thr i was. i decided to do that and nt serving the customers cuz everytime i ask the customers whether they needed any help, all they said was "It's ok. Nvm. I help my self." or""Nvm. I'm just looking around." -_-" of course i leave them alone! u expect me to folow their butts?! well, i did that b4 last tme and evetytime time, they wld find me irritating and just walked off the store. that's y i don't do that anymore! sheesh! and she was thr, maybe to pissed off at me, told YY to tell me to stop folding clothes and attend to the customers. sheesh!!! and after that, she kept watching me like i'm some criminal. sheesh!

at the end of the day, she was pointing and maybe hinting to me that i'm no good. she said that the men's section is always the one with the most highest sales. but since day 1, nothing. as in...nt nothing NOTHING...but it didn't meet the expectations. -_-" how am i suppose to noe? it's them who wans to buy, nt me. besides, i've told her abt the customers nt wanting to be bothered by my presence...she said. NO, IT'S NOT THAT. -_-" sheesh! and thr's no fitting rooms and cannot change if thr's a mistake in sizes or something. like wth?! and some designs which many like no sizes. OF COURSE THEY WON'T BUY LAH!!! th put the blame on me for nt attending to the customers. like WTF?!

thn tml, i'll be doing the childrens'section cuz that's the highest sales. and cuz this new girl is experinenced and i will switch wif her so she can take over.

i tell u, if tml the children's sales dropped, and if that stoopid biased supervisor tick me off for that, i'm gonna say bye-bye! wad do i care? i torture myself, my feet for 12 hrs a day wif no absolute rest or any free time for 2 weeks and i get insulted and scolded at the end of the day??? does that make sense? i don tink so. yea. u guys may say it's work. but no! i'm still studying here. this is just part time and this supervisor is DAMN BIASED LAH!!!

and i just checked my results thru email. it's horrible!!!! though, i can cont in the course but thn it's horrible lah! nt gonna say much.

Thank You

muahaha...food gf? heheh...cuz u noe y? everytime we go out, sure EAT!!! *lol* heheh...so we went cwp banquet! yep, just like wad Kak Yah said, LOTZ of food! i didn't noe wad to choose. in the end, tom yum ban mian. hehe...nice lah though not hot as what tom yum shd be. but too me, hot alrdy ba...

anyway, so yea. Lisha ate fisball noodles. it looked nice. the noodles dry and the fishball wif soup in another bowl. gonna try that next time! =) Setay, as usual, ate her fried hokkien mee. issit? it looks nice lah and i've tasted it b4 the lst time. frm her plate. =) though, i forgot the taste but i tink it's nice. tryng it the next time too. =) glutton.

anyway, ate and ate. we 3 drank BANDUNG. muahaha...Setay wanted that FIRST. thn me and Lisha went and i told Lisha i wanted bandung cuz got no other nice non-gassy drinks. thn Lisha also. and Lisha had the discount card!!! boohoo...10%. shd i get it too? nt that i always eat at banquet. but thn again, whenever eat out or nd to buy myself fd, i wld go vista's banquet leh. hmm...shd ask Lisha how she get it. the fee and stuffs.

so thn. we ate. and finished, WE TALK!!! wahaha...

saw a 3/8 or 3/9 girl. last time our class beside the girl's class and always talk. nt that i'm close to her but...and she and her bf!!! i saw her and him @ the lib the last time. haha...they said, the guy really is pitiful. *lol* hv to agree lah but no further comments. LOVE IS BLIND. =)

thn tok abt teacher's day celebration @ wrss. i tot Mrs Whelan had resigned. but she was still teaching thr. haha...but i tink, even if i go back, no cher wld recognise me lah. i'm nt those loud or good student anyway.

thn got something out after Setay said something abt... *lol*

ok. ok. won't say it here. =) but who knows? so watch whatcha doing ya? ; )

so...yep. and to Lisha.

find out!!! thn tell me. i wanna noe who's the lucky person. or issit the unlucky person. heheh...

haha!!! had fun lah. Setay was late for like 1.5 hrs. she was supposed to meet her friend at je lib. study cuz ijc students having prelims starting next wk.

GOOD LUCK INNOVANS!! ... aka innova junior college students.

so yep. thn went hm. and my auntie, my cousin and another auntie came. haiz.

and guess what?!!! my hp...the keypad..spoilt!!! CRAP!!! the 'zero' button and that top right button..spoilt! CRAP LAH!!! i die die must work le to get money!!! if nt, no hp for me. can't contact me like the last time after my 3200 DROWNED!!! sheesh. i had to use PUBLIC PHONE. and i was so..like...JAKUN!!! like so...erm..surprise? when i bought the phonecard. it's no more that colourful thinner wif that black back surface. got that lotz! got scooby-doo. and don noe what. it's in a pencil case. i tink ti was my dad who started collecting it. lotz lor! i think worth more thn $200! don noe. but it's damn MANY!!!

haiz. so nd to buy hp. nt gonna say what hp i wan first. collect money first lah!

Thank You

yep. i didn't go out just now. actually tot of catching the 5.15pm show. that prada thing. the anne hathway and...haiz. nvm. the funny show. msged Liy abt it. and thn i was watching Bright Girl's Success. a korean drama starring jang hyuk and jang nara. yep. it's a funny show too. the guy 29 le. the girl only 20. haha...but nice lah. farnie!!! but it's a dvd and the damn dvd player got prob!!! haiz. stuck everytime. sheesh! thn arnd 3.30pm, gave up and watched She's All That. =)

starring freddie prinze jr and rachel leigh cook. u noe. wad attracted me to buy that show at first was cuz of freddie. yep. he's cute man! but he's taken..and no i'm not jealous cuz the girl is sarah michelle gellar. =) buffy!!! wakaka...

and also rachel. she's CUTE man!!! wahaha..i always link her wif sarah and jennifer love hewitt. u noe y? cuz these 3 actresses are young and they have 3 names. *lol* whatever lah...and they r pretty too! omg...i sound like a desperate guy. a pervert. sheesh!!!

so yea. i tink that's the first movie that has like 2 good looking main ppl in a show. and of course, at that time high-school stories r a hip! i tink that was in 1999 or something. i was in pri sch.

so yep. but i watched the first disc only. cuz it was like 4pm and i needed to make wanton b4 going out. thn at the same time, while cooking the meat, i was thinking. my mum is sick. if i go out like verrie what like that though my mum said ok. so thr i was-thinking and driving myself crazy wif the 2 choices. to go or not to go.

thn Liy msged me. she said she can't make it. don noe y. maybe lazy. =)

and yep. i also decided not to go lah. in fact, i was abt to msged her whn i received her msg. hehe...

so didn't go and stayed at home. helped my mum cook. nah. i've always help her. i'm a good girl. in fact, i can proudly declare i prefer cooking thn doing housework work. but of course, i must have idea on what to cook lah.

so tml my sis nt playing and so i got freedom. but don noe wanna play anot. cuz apparantly...some problems. hmm...c first lah.

so now do what? hm..i wanna maple but scared too carried away. cuz at 9pm got da nan ren xiao nan ren. 3rd last epi le. yest didn't watch the last 10mins. sheesh.

and now watching sg idol. haha. yep. i've been following up on it. cept rahimah and mathilda's last show. yep. last performance. cuz had something on. hmm...come let's give my thoughts on this. *lol* i wanna blog long long. =)

norman was out first. yep. i agree wif that cuz he was the weakest thr.

thn...erm. forgot. *lol* wait wait.

oh! 2nd: gayle. yep. well, she...erm. though she's nt the best in thr, but she shd nt be voted out that week. someone else was supposed to go out alrdy.

3rd: emilee. *lol* my dad kept asking her to go out cuz she's not suited for singing. her style all wrong. don noe lah what he means. i tink during that wk also, she shd nt be voted out yet.

4th: jay. haha!!! erm...he was voted i tink cuz he was totally out of his own style. erm..he sang a fast number and so didn't reallie suit him. but i tot it was kinda ok. but nvm lah.

5th: rahimah. haha! nt what lah. though her slang reallie OFF...but. haiz. she shd nt be voted out YET!!! 2 ppl who r still in thr shd be out alrdy.

6th: mathilda. she's nt the "2 ppl'' that i've mentioned above.

7th: nurul. hmm...shd be voted out b4 rahimah. but her voice nice lah.

8th: joakim. yea. that boyish look. cute lah. and he's half korean. but wth. only NOW? and if u can read btw these lines, u noe he is in my which category. =)

9th: i'm betting on jasmine. we'll c tml.

10th: paul. though...can't reallie say. but i tink so.

so issit hady or jon? somehow, i tink it's hady. yep. he's gonna be the 2nd sg idol. come on lah! he always receive the LOUDEST, SHRIEKING screams. but don noe lah. to be frank, i like jon's deep voice. =) hehe...i'm always the opposite. period.

so here i am. 1 more min to da nan ren xiao nan ren. todae gen will be blowing his top. he'll burst after being torn btw his mum and wife for TOO LONG le. if i were him, i wld hv died alrdy. haha. no. i wld hv burst a long time ago. can't stand the mother and the wife also. too demanding.

but nah! nd to miss abt 5 mins. lucky 5 mins. cuz now jon's performing and he's the last. so thr u go. i guess nt mapling le. or am i? don noe leh...i nd to find 900 mateon's tentacles for a quest. sheesh!!!

Thank You

FORGET IT.

duh.

something's wrong wif the comp and this stoopid blogger. haiz. can't be bothered. i'll upload my OWN FACE better!! =)

so what am i gonna do now? maple lah! what else. that's what the comp is for. haha...

anyway, tml going out wif Liy. i hope. she said okay at first thn after that asked me whether can be todae anot. cuz tml her bro nt at hm and she wans to hog the comp to watch anime. *lol* but tml i'll be bored thn cuz my sis will hog the comp. =(

hmm..sometimes in life, you have to give and take. and...SACRIFICE.

yep. sacrifice.

but sorry. not todae Liy.

so...this sat my fam got bbq. yay!!! out of the house again!! and it's a overnight somemore. i tink so. i HOPE so. bbq chicken..PRAWNS. my current obsession. serious! i've been pestering my mum to cook prawns. *lol* she just rolled her eyes.

and sting ray. i also love sting ray. told my mum tonite for dinner, baked sting ray. erm...bake? burnt? *lol* burnt...hmm. in malay we say 'bakar', which practically mean 'burn'. *lol* but we don BURN STING RAY. anyway...she said..."aiyoh". so i just told her to cook it wif sambal or something. in the pan. on the stove. so no nd to 'burn' it in the oven. *lol* burn. yea. burn.

so thr u go. hmm..overnight. who am i gonna hang out wif. apprantly, all the girls are married. yep. in my fam, now only 5 girls lor. 2 are married wif KIDS somemore. thn me. thn my sis. thn our most youngest cousin who is only 2 yrs old. but we also got 2 other female step cousins. the elder one don quite mix wif us. as in for any gatherings, she won't go. thn the middle one...one yr older thn me. last time i hang out wif her after my another cousin (always sticks with her. when we were small, me and her are like inseparable! *lol*) got married in July or was it June? nvm...and her first son was born just 2 weeks ago. yep. so now, i'm kinda like left wif the guys. hmm..guys...we do talk lah. but not talk TALK. just disturb here and thr and crapping. haha! girls and guys...what can they talk about?

so left wif this sec 3 cousin. haha! yep. so now hangs out wif him lor. that is IF he comes. *sigh*

or the step cousin whom i hang out with, though it was a short period..but nvm. thn now she's either working or...no. last time she also got work. but now she like go PAK TOH. *lol* but heard that...nvm. nt my prob. anyway, don noe whether she comes anot. so whatever it is. NVM. just mind my own business. gonna start pestering ppl to msg me. haha!!! but in the end, it always stuck thr. like after a msg or two, thn OUT. gone. disappear. *sigh*

so here i am. typing don noe what. and i guess i'm done with online stuffs. go maple now b4 my mum's wakes up and ask me go help her. it's 1.45pm. =) signing off.

Thank You

i have typed a LONG post..thn cuz i wanted to upload an image...a new window pops up and the IE windows closed.

FUCK.

*sigh* this comp reallie getting on my nerves.

haiz.

nope. can't be bothered to write but nvm. we'll c. so here i am. new skin. don wan to repeat what i've just said.

anyway, nice?

yep. so apprantly after i changed the skin, that goong pic can't be seens. don noe it's the webbie or the skin itself. yep. so that's why. anyway. gonna maple now. bye.

hmm..shd i try to post the pic? maybe i post this first thn post the pic. better be saved thn sorry.

Thank You

i've just found a new skin! YAY!!! want to change now but i wanna sleep so tml i guess. =)

i'm sleepy.

nitez.

Thank You

*lol* nope, nope. nt runing away frm home or anything. =)

tml decided to go out to lib and chill, read..wif Liy. told her alrdy and she said OKAE. thn told my mum. she said ok at first. but thn after we got hm frm sheng siong, she said she wanted to wash clothes. and yep. MUST help her mah. she can't do everything by herself. haiz. and tml nd go market buy ingredients for yong tau foo. cooking it tml. =)

anyway, yep. i'm growing FATTER!!! yest just ate kfc-i ate zinger meal. thn todae ate again. and don noe y todae my mum appetite huge. *lol* firstly, i wanted to eat the chicken chop. thn my mum and ESP sis said wanna try too. so i assume that if my sis wanna TRY...well... her try=eat. as in try abit=eat the whole thing. yep. that's her all right.

so i bought shroom's burger. just the burger. and yep. she ate like almost half. considering the chicken is nt that huge as shown on tv, and my mum like 1/4 of it. yep. so ate the shroom's. and i kinda felt full. i've started to eat until i'm 3/4 full thn stop. so just was like...that. felt that way. and tot after that go sheng siong. SKALI...my mum wanted to eat chicken. -_-"

so shared a chicken wif my mum. thn the drumstick, my sis left like 1/4 of it and my mum ate it. and now FULL. and do you know?

at first, each of us got one cup of pepsi. i only drank mine 1/4. no! 1/5. or maybe 1/6. my mum and sis...gone! omg! thn they even took mine. haiz.

thn tonite just fry fry. rice, fried prawns and fried baby kailan. the prawn, i'm intending to put lime and pepper or something. add some taste. i tend to EXPERIMENT whenever i cook. yep. i'm cooking. cuz my mum tired le. she can't hold out for long. she tires easily. so tonite, the fam's stomach is in my hands! *lol* whatever that's suppose to mean. -_-

and...my 2nd right ear piercing almost close le. cuz i didn't wear any studs or earrings for a week le. thn just now...a bit bleeding. thn it's like only halfway thru. i had to twist here and poke thr. HURTS!!! in the end, i poke thru behind. hurts also lah. haiz.

omg! so fast almost 6.30pm! i hv to cook rice. haiz. no! i have to cook! omg! i wanted to maple. oh! i'm in omega sector le!!! did couple of quests. and i died twice. haiz. cuz the aliens were flying here and thr. anyway, so i died. if nt, i tink my exp wld be 35%. abt thr. or more! still lvl 49. pathetic! haiz.

downloaded the new game auditions le. wanted to try yest, thn the clothes so pathetic. the hair also. i tot cuz just downloaded so nt properly..erm..nvm. thn wanted to play just now, can't! cuz patching or something. maintenance. aiyah! whatever, looks like i can only try on sunday. haiz.

all right now. i want money! goong dvd came out le. haiz. $53.90. GOSH!!!

i wanna buy.

i wanna work. i wan money. hope on the 15th can start work le.

*prays hard*

Thank You