Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




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WHAT THE HELL?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU NOW?! WHY KEEP GIVING ME ERRORS?! IDIOT! BAKA! BODOH! STUPID! BABO!!!

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4get it. i'm gonna sleep.

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yep. the econs tut 6. i TOTALLY gone! cuz that time while the cher was lecturing, i was nt listening.

someone shd noe. at least one. =) naughty ah all of us. *lol*

anyway, yep. though the qn was like give 4 reasons but i couldn't find the ans! cuz i'm totally blank on that topic.

and tests is coming in 3 wks. tml i had better start studying. and I HAD BETTER! i always say, but thn ltr to a nearer date, i'll be whining here that i haven't touch anything. sheesh! kick me! i nd to pass! i don wan to repeat. i don wan to re-test. *sigh*

so the econs i'm asking ppl tml. i MUST!

and auditions, i'm alrdy lvl 5! wee! my skills r getting better everytime i play. i can coordinate aldy. i'm able to. so happy! and todae, i kept getting 1st and 2nd places! =)

muahaha...i wanna change my hair. and the clothes. but hair first cuz i just changed yest using dens. yep. now hv 5000+. =)

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nt gonna play it again till sat. or earliest fri. i wan to focus on sch frm mon-fri. i wanna be a gd girl. nt gonna log in. be a gd girl.

cept maybe blogging. blogging, blog in sch. =) blogging nvm. it's a way of relieving stress! =)

but nt playing audition. nt surfing. i got no more songs to upload anyway. until i buy. but nt gonna be anytime soon.

song currently in my head: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

u noe y? *lol*

a first, i didn't quite like the song. until jon sang it wif his DEEP VOICE. so soothing. =)

thn i started listening. and i started reading into the lyrics. though i don tink i quite know it, but it's nice. at first so slow. thn come to a point whr it just fasten! haha...fasten. it sounded weird. but anyway, yeppers!

just like that mandarin song...by huang yida. ai qing...his first song i tink. that long title. kinda long.

ok. 11.41pm liao. better sleep. though tml it's 10am class.

and i don noe y the blog's time and my comp time is different.

hmm...

Thank You

yep. shd i? yep. i shd.

SETAY HAD TO SAY IT! grr...

yep. the skin i'm using now...apparantly MANY OTHERS are using it as well. well, of course lah. almost everyone is crazy over this show. *lol*

so shd i change it? Setay said her friend changed it after she told her that i'm using it. haha...i don tink i'm changing it now. gonna wait till i finish watching the whole dvd set. =)

so heck care lah. it's nice btw...

anyway...just finished watching till dvd 4-which is epi 12 i tink. hmm...the last scene was shin came to the teddy museum afterall. and chaegyum was like...ignoring him. erm...nvm. it's that museum part anyway.

kinda ahead compared wif chn u. cuz i tink next mon, it's showing the part whr chaegyum got upset after she found that box of momentos frm hyorin. momentos? is that the word? nvm.

yep. chaegyum was upset.

and now also uploading songs into my yahoo email acc. it's the 2nd acc cuz the first one is full liao. =) and excuse me. it's PAID SONGS. my cousin helped me purchase cuz he got debit card. =)

and i'm gonna but it too. but first, ask him help me to top-up. thn after that maybe i go sign up debit card. =) so no nd to ma fan him anymore.

hmm...

i still haven touch my hws. yep suddenly this wk got so many!

econs. (by mon)
structures (by tue. supposedly hand it alrdy but i pon last wed.)
mbw (i didn't finish my tut 5. and u noe wad? i go and hand in wrong answer script. last wed, we did this mock test. and i mixed up. my not-complete tut 5 i go and hand it in. and the mock test one i didn't. and i realise it on thurs night, while packing my bag. -_-" and now i can't do tut 5. haiz...)
bmt (this another grp work. haiz. bmt suddenly like so many things to do every wk!)

yep, though only 4 but the content needed to do is much more. ok. nvm. gonna get it done tml.

haiz.

7 more songs to upload. thn i'm playing audition. =) still at lvl 4. sheesh!

maple? wad happen to it? i noe i got kicked out frm the guild. haha! i tink almost 1 mth i didn't play liao. haha! nvm. after 'a's, Setay gonna play for me. =)

i'm counting on you!

Thank You

yep. i didn't go for structures yest. and the cher was teaching a new section and revising back MOMENTS. omg!!! i died right after Zhen An said that during mbw. haiz...can die le.

and the new thingy has something to do wif MOMENTS. *sigh* that's it lah. it's gonna be like physics. u noe y? cuz...i started disliking physics and nt following after i got stuck at chap 5-which i tink it was heat.

haiz. that's y i don like to pon.

haiz.

wad to do? wad to do?

i nd to find a way. i nd to get MOMENTS into my head. sheesh!!!

anyway, just now for gems, we nd to make paper aeroplanes and fly it. at first, i don noe wad the hell i was folding. and of course. it went like...-_-

but thn the cher gave us a 2nd chance. well, it's a motivating ourselves topic. so yea.

and i quickly asked Swee Peng to show me how to do it. *lol* and whn i threw it, it didn't disappoint me. it stopped right in frnt of the cher's table. haha!!!

so yep.

*sigh*

and for ct...we had to do tut 2-2. at first the cher was like re-explaining the first topic or something. and i didn't listen, OF COURSE! even after i told myself to study hard. term tests is in 3 wks time. i had better start NOW. but no. looks like this sundae will be my last no-study day.

next wk nd to start alrdy. if nt, sure die AGAIN.

haiz. so wad am i doing now? i wanted to play audition but the game server is fucked up. haiz. i'm still @ lvl 4. looks like i can only watch goong now. =)

thought wanted to upload songs into my ipod. but thn, if i upload, thn i'll nd to re-play the songs again cuz the songs will be shuffelled. (is that how to spell it? somehow i tink it's wrong.) anyway...

so goong for now.

i'm gonna watch finish and nt watching it again. if nt, i'll be bored. but nt finish all todae lah. i'm @ disc 4 alrdy. and only the first 10mins of chap 10. 1010. *lol* go buy 4D!!!

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GOONG 2 CHARACTER INFO


Seven - Lee Hoo aka Manderella
A carefree, laid-back protagonist who is ignorant of his pedigree family background and all that. He works as the Chinese food delivery man. His hobby is watching chinese martial art flicks. He finally learns of his pedigree worth when he gets summoned by the emperor.

Heo Ee-jae - Yang Soon-hui
A headstrong young lady who is really fond of her twin sister Yang Min-hui. She and Lee Hoo grew up together since early childhood. When Lee Hoo gets summoned to the palace, she accompanies him and embarks on a new palace life with him.

Kangdoo - Lee Jun
He has been groomed since childhood to become the emperor. He gets a lot of support from the royalists. When Lee Shin and Lee Yul gave up the throne, and Hae-myung became the emperess, he became the possible sucessor for the dragon throne... but when Lee Hoo appears... OH NOZ HE MIGHT BECOME #2 instead of #1!!!!

Park Shin-hae - Shin Sae-ryung
Rich, ambitious, and pretty as a model, she wants to become the queen and will not be stopped no matter what! But when Lee Hoo appears... O_O is this the kind of hubby she wants?

got it frm mediacorp forum. =)

so the cast how? haha! the 2nd guy looks old. ewww...basically more to those late twenties. haiz...but i just hope it's nice. anyway, now obssessing myself wif PRINCESS HOURS! =)

maybe i'm gonna change the skin. =)

Thank You

in sch now. lib proj rm 4-3. slacking. nothing to do. tml is hari raya. =) hols!

anyway, i kinda..nvm. maybe ltr in the morn or something, i'll load up the casts of PRINCE HOURS. let u guys c. =)

like anyone wld wan to c it. -_-"

yep. and ltr i'm so gonna wake up early. maybe stay up wif my mum, she's cooking LONTONG!!! =) long time nv taste her lontong. thn i'll watch goong! the dvd on my comp. cuz i'm still on the 2nd disc and i'm only left with at least 10mins to complete it. and that means, i'm done wif chap 6! wahaha...

thn cont wif dvd 3 (chap 7-9). haha!

maybe i shd complete disc 3 so as to be in par with channel U. =) but chn U...hmm...nvm.

goong! my current obssesion. wakaka...

so now...transferring songs frm Ira's 6280 to my yahoo email which i've stored for songs.

i still don noe abt my ipod. i just use the itunes to import music. that's it.

hmm...12.48pm liao. so bored. nothing to do.

tat means, go hm i MUST do my structural and mbw. ct still got wed. bs2 still got wed and thurs. haha! naughty...drag only.

haiz. but shd i come tml? if i'm tired, maybe no nd. but like...i've been a gd girl. and structural, possibility the cher may be going thru the moments, to which i didn't understand. hmm...how ah?

haiz... wad to do. wad to do.

wed onwards can eat le during lunch. can follow the rest to go eat during breaks. muahaha...bad girl. eat onie.

anyway,

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Kepada semua. Saya minta maaf atas apa-apa tersilap kata....

erm...don noe wad to say out. hehe...

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yep. i kinda browse thru for skins and saw lotz of GOONG skins. and todae's skin of the day is this goong skin. it's nice but thr's no tagboard link. and i'm very lazy to edit here and thr. maybe next time ba...

haiz. GOONG...PRINCESS HOURS.

coming out wif part 2 by jan 07. and it's nt call princess hours part 2 or something. it's PRINCE HOURS.

*lol*

and the cast. omg! totally diff. hmm...basically. the main guy is this guy played by seve7...erm...yep. er...i forgot how to spell it anyway so don care. anyway..yea. the 2nd guy looks kinda old. erm...somehow he reminds me of that guy frm goong...erm..the one who played that bespectacled guy who came to chaegyum's hse abt the proposal. he was wif another man. erm..nvm. the girls look ok i guess. though they don seems young as eun-hye. yep. the girl who played chaegyum. so wadever it is...i hope the story's nice. =)

but for now, it's goong! wahaha!!! my lovely shin-goon & yul-goon! =)

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is the day that is coming what i was waiting for? *sigh* i don noe. cuz i don't really feel the excitement thr. maybe i did, maybe i don't. i've been feeling really down for the last wk. no! make it for the last 2-3 wks. i didn't really talk to my fam members. i'm like totally diff whn i'm outside. i look normal. i sound normal. i don think anyone can c the difference. thn once i reach the doorste of my hse, thr u go! i totally like...lost all my mood. now so far, it's been ok since yest. cuz we went out yest to that mph sale at expo. i bought...erm...it was 3 for $10! for those bks that was sold @ $5. yep. so it's a buy2-get-1-free. =)

and i bought...erm...i spent $50. but my sis got 1 bk. so..erm...

so i overspent. i'm now like $40 overbudget. haiz. nt gonna spent anymore. that's it. no more atm for me till my next allowance. =(

erm...

14 bks for me. =) though i didn't get any of the authors that i want, but the storyline i tink kinda nice. and yep. i'm into crime/mystery/suspense novels. mostly crimes. u noe something like those csi, detectives thingy. =)

so yep.

hmm...

so that was my day on sat. todae went out again to accompany my parents go tekka, buy food. erm...for hari raya. yea. hmm...my sis didn't go. lazybum. comp lah! wad else.

and yep. i'm on talking terms wif her now. that's y i said i'm back to the norm.

it started wif my dad. thn it kinda got ok ABIT. thn it went on to her. and it dragged till i had no mood whn i'm at hm. thn on fri, my mum scolded me and all. and thn on sat, we went out. and thr. we r back to the happy fam. =)

how glad. i'm tired of pulling a long face. bwahaha...

haiz.

i just hope this is the LAST. now preparation for hari raya. though my fam like nt really celebrating it. not NOT celebrating at all, but like...no new clothes and stuffs. but wth. i'm just gonna enjoy myself. =)

haiz.

nothing more i guess.

i'm left wif:

mbw tut (by wed)
struct tut (by wed)
ct toilet proj (by thurs)

is that all? hmm...i don noe. i hv this feeling that i still hv.

OH!

bs2 (by fri)

tat one nd to call. yea. like CALL the contractor on the cost and all. imagine, u calling and thn asking for the price and reccomendation. thn finally said, "thx for your time." which means that the contractor is wasting his time on me. no deal. haiz...thn whn i really go into the working field and happen to call him or her again, can u imagine how that person will react. sheesh.

*lol*

and i somehow got it wrong. that person was nt referring to me. he or she was referring to another person. so i'm like...PHEW. =)

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muahaha...haha!

HAIZ. like what Zhen An said just now, might as well don't come sch today. and yep. it's as though, i only came for gems. cuz u ppl noe y?!

CUZ...

ct was like nothing. cept that nd to take photos and stuffs. and that was like only an hr. so our break was extended to 2 hrs. 1100-1300. haiz. and wad did we do?

we slacked in the QUIET ZONE!!! haha...and ppl wanting to go inside ended up nt going cuz we were making a huge...erm...wads tat 'R' word. rackus? nvm...we were laughing and stuffs. and it's was at that time, i found out that Flora LOVES making fun of ppl. haha! the bus driver, some ppl who asked whether they can sit and many more lah. and she's racking her brains on how to make the bus driver gets really mad and show THAT finger to her. wakaka...

wish u luck! =)

and she even said that she WATCHED some lovey-dovey GAY couple in the train. HAHA!!! pity she didn't record it. i'm nt making fun of them lah. they can do whatever they want but don't hurt others can already. polygamy...blah3x. full-stop.

so that was it. and while they were speaking in mandarin, Ira and me were like...well..more like me wanting songs and listing them down-frm her hp that is. =)

and she wanted frm my ipod too, but the thing is...

i don noe how to transfer frm ipod to comp. =(

actually nd to install this iTunes, which i did thru msn wif the help of Fariz.

thx. =)

but also got this another thing in the cd that was given. but since the cd drive is spoilt, so i didn't. and maybe that's why i miss some things. hmm...

so now i'm like...wad to do? yep. i've saved in the special email acc, most of the songs which r like old songs and shd be Ira has it alrdy. haiz...blur.

so..yep. haiz. still struggling wif the iTunes. the ipod itself i know alrdy!!! =) i still can put like 920+ songs in it. =) woah! wad songs ah? anyone can recommend some to me? please...

so yep. back to the sch day. hmm..so after the 2 hr break, had BS2. and guess wad? ended early AGAIN!!! arnd 2.08pm like that. omg!!! haiz. and the lecture...it's like..u can sleep lah. cuz the cher just explain everything in the notes. i kind of dozed off for awhile.

and now...hmm.

SOMEONE TOLD ME THAT HE/SHE WANTS TO TALK TO ME. and this person sounded serious. scary. cuz pri 5 it happened. and it's NOT a gd talk. haiz.

u noe who u r. u shdn't hv tell me lah. suspend leh. haiz. hope it's nothing BAD. but if it's anything bad, i apologise first. sry.

so wad to do now? i don noe wad songs to transfer so shall stop at it. watch goong? hmm...i'm on the 2nd disc. close to the ending of epi 5. dvd version, nt tv! nvm. i watch it tml morning after sahur.

now it's...audition. maple stop playing for awhile now. cuz i don noe wad to do. that stoopid drum quest lah! made me sick.

and did i ever mention it in here that i'm not talking to my sis? it's been 2 days. as usual, she pissed me off. -_-"

wad do u expect from my life? it's always the USUAL TYPICAL BORING things.

*sigh*

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harlow. =) long time yea. cuz lazy to blog. lazy to type. and didn't log in for like so...LONG. -_-"

so here i am. hmm...had my ct re-test! it was damn straight-forward lah!!! so i'm hoping to pass. seriously.

hmm..wad else? this Eddie guy suddenly msg me. nt gonna elaborate. just that i didn't reply him after i went to sleep. despo. hmm...

thn...

aiyah! so sianz. anyway, mph sale this sat. gonna ask ym dad whether he's sending me anot. if nt, thn i'll go myself and i'm going in the morn. no ppl! muahaha...and! i'm nt gonna buy wallet. so thr u r! more money to buy books! =) and...

tada!

i'm finally getting my mini pink iPod this thurs! yay!!! thx to Abang Ali! yay!!!

*smiles*

and to a someone. whom i tink and hope that this will be read by the person.

sry that i didn't reallie help much. just lend u my ears. haiz. in the end, u also can't decide wad to do. sry yar. me no exp so yea.

and!!! final! I GOT MY IPOD MINI ALRDY!!! OMG!!!

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slacking in proj rm here. and it's the 1st time we r using the rm at the comp lab. and the walls r made of glass. and everyone can c us. omg! so paisey!

and Jiang Yao, Jen and Jocelyn went to the courtyard to eat cuz of the transparent walls. so here me and Ira slacking. listening to this gothic metal. first time for me. nice leh. haha!! shd ask Ira to reccommend me more. =) hope she sees this.

thn just now for structures, we had to learn ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS!!! trigo to be specific. omg!!! haiz...thn tml retest. nd to study the whole day le, though tml got like 3hrs free b4 the test. but still!!! that's y i fail i guess.

hmm...

a-maths! trigo. y must u come back to haunt me?!!! i tot after 'o's and ur gone!

WHY?!

*sigh*

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haiz. it's like...been a long time since i last used this comp. haiz. why? cuz i've nt been logging in for so long. usually it's almost everyday, now it's like once a wk. why? i don noe. cuz it's just nt the right moment.

and i'm beginning to become very lazy to blog. why? cuz i noe. whenever i blog, i tend to be very long-winded! haha...and i find that tiring. why? cuz everytime i'm done, the window will close and tada! all my long posts will be gone. cannot retrieve back anyway. haiz. why? cuz whenever it closes down, i'll be like STUNNED. yep.

why?

cuz that's me. full-stop.

haiz. nothing much to report cept that thurs was my bad day. Setay shd noe. and Ira too. but nvm. why it's my bad day? hmm...

ppl! in the morn which is the first thing in the morning, don't give me that LOOK! or make me angry or pissed. cuz that will just ruin my day no matter what. thn whatever i do afterwards, it's gonna be BAD. haiz. and it doesn't help that i'm paranoid! haiz.

that auntie is reallie gonna pay for that soon. think she so pretty. think her damn bag so pretty. i don care man! i just don't.

anyway, went bugis with Ira and Sing Yee to buy Ira's belated prezzie. we bought her this nice jeans and this cute t-shirt. and she was like...NO NEED LAH. haha! typical her. but in the end yea.

sry for the BELATED AND LATE PRESENT YAR?! btw...HAPPIE BELATED 18TH BDAE! can watch M18 alrdy!!! =)

and i saw many clothes too, for me. haha! and nice shoes. hmm...gonna buy them. but nt now though i've gotten my pay alrdy. nd to save. but gonna spend on this iPods mini that my cousin has helped auction for. =)

yay! and it seems that i'm on the winning path! yay! $120. that's cool right? and i saw this goong dvd for $20+. gonna ask him to help me. =) at least it's better thn $50+ selling at shops. thn i can just keep my mouth shut. haha! i'm still crazy for that drama! my N6131 will hv to wait till next yr or maybe by the end of the yr. nt gonna elaborate till it has been confirmed. i've been whining abt buying new hp since like EONS ago. hrmph.

so wad else now?

hmm...after i spend money on these auction things, gonna buy a wallet. yep. cheap ones. wallet shop. thn on a pair of pumps. the one i just bought...haiz. stoopid me. i forgot abt my left foot being bigger thn the right. and now it hurts. don noe, tml wear wad alrdy. sneakers again? boohoo.

maybe i shd just stick to slippers, as in SLIPPERS. haiz. but that will wait. clothes..hm..maybe that wait too. or if got cheap or if i can spare money to buy just one piece, thn ok. oh shit!

next next sat and sun got mph sale! gonna buy 10bks!!! each $5 mah. yep. so clothes will just wait lah till my next allowance. =) cuz i still nd to pay my hp bill. 2 mths. yay! last mth i didn't used so much. in fact, my msgs were so little! but don noe this mth how much. well, nd to pay 2 mths cuz i missed the due date for last mth. my dad lah! he got the bill, thn didn't tell me. sheesh! but nvm.

so...my list.

1) iPod mini + goong dvd (if possible!) =$150.
2) wallet= $24.
3) pumps/ shoes/slippers= $28.
4) mph sales= $50.
5) 2 mths of hp bill= $36 + $...at most 45???. total= $81.

yep. thn the rest in the bank!!! so i shd be left wif AT LEAST...OMG!!!! $100+ onie?! sheesh...hm...maybe...mph sales...erm...$30. 6 bks onie. cuz end of yr shd be still got ba...hmm...$200+. all right. erm. anyway, the above r just estimation to the max so shd be all right. =) i'm nt gonna be left wif below $200. i'll scream!

so yea. maybe wallet, i'll find those $19.90. besides i bought my last wallet at that price i tink. thn the pumps also. nt even $25. mph...$30 at most!!! thn the hp bill who noes...it's nt gonna be $45? it's gonna be like $40? yea. so above was just a rough estimation. =) don scare urself!

haiz.

tml lecture all the way! haiz...which is gd lah. no nd write for tuts. =) but got many hws. mbw and that ct report. haiz. and i nd to study for my re-test. and nd to file in all the notes. nd to commit myself with schwork. =)

AJA!!! =)

so yep. that's it. after i'm done wif telling my cousin to auction for me that dvd, thn i'm gone. and that ipod is gonna end soon. =) i wan it!!! it's PINK somemore! =)

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i lied to myself.

i always lie to myself.

LIAR!

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