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27th may 2007-8th june 2007.

i will be very busy!!!

the wk starting tml is revision week for me. i reallie nd to study though thr r other things. but seriously, i hv to fnd the time.

so don't bother asking me out on these dates.

besides, on thurs (31st may) i'm moving out of wdlnds le. yep. confirm!!! and i'm so proud of my rm colour! real nice, at least to me lah. took pix alrdy. and it's the wallpaper for my mini screen. hp lah. =)

thn 2nd june till 3rd june, having fam chalet at aloha loyang. *lol* u will tink WTH is wrong wif me??? tests coming but still got chalet. haha! well, this chalet was being planned since march le. i tink. or was it feb? haha...anyway, it's to celebrate the may babies. my fam got 7 ppl celebrating their bdaes in may, including me. it's the most popular mth for my fam lah. i'm the 3rd. *lol* and me, my mum and my cousin-in-law...exactly 1 week apart frm each other. yepyep!!!

so sunday night thn go hm. maybe can make notes anfd bring to chalet. besides it's chalet mah. haiz...

thn the mon-fri (4th june-8th june) tests all the way. the only gd thing is tat all tests start late. first test however is 11am. thn the rest till thurs, 3.30pm. or was it 3pm? nvm..thn the last test thn in the morn. 8.30am i tink. haiz...reallie nd to study this time. can't afford to fail or anything.

ok. gg now.

bb!!!

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i started at abt 3.30am till 6.55am! and i'm done wif it. costing really took a lot of time. *lol*

all the quizzes i got 100/100!!! muahaha...

so done cept for...

1) Marketing quction assignment. (tp be done by 1/06/07)

2) Costing tut 4 (to be done by this weekend. cuz nd to pass it to Sing Yee.)

hmm..is tat all? am i sure?

OH OF COURSE NOT!!! study for tests. next wk revision le. but...haiz. thurs moving out. thn sat fam chalet. haiz...

thn ltr nd to follow my mum AGAIN to the new hse. haiz..

i'm so sleepy lah. but not tat sleepy.

i can sleep, yes. but my eyes not drooping. weird.

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for once in my life in poly, i'm tinking this way. it's thurs alrdy and i haven successfully complete one.

left one more day. nah! more like either at night or tml early morning. and tat's it if i haven do. i'm gone.

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*sigh* 2nd day of the wk and i still haven touch anything on sch. nope, haven do e-learning. tot wan do now but too slow alrdy! yep, shd hv known better of it.

i tink at nite ltr better do, cant wait for tml morn again. ltr wake up late how? besides, tml gg to the BCA building for the e-learning. don noe do wad. Flora said got qns nd to ans. so tml meeting her and Sing Yee at tanjong pagar at 11am. haiz. thn thurs meeting Sing Yee at bukit batok mac at 2pm. do the costing. cuz yest she overslept.

i feel tat my fever's gone but my mum kept saying it's thr. yep. my head still hurts and my throat cannot make it le.

haiz. and still haven study for anything. and tests is coming in two wks. sheesh!!! wan fail again issit?

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tat wad i was last sat, in frnt of the fam members!!! serious!!!

tats y i hate it whn i'm sick!

my head was spinning. my dad wan watch soccer. but i wanted to go hm. i had told my mum earlier. i tot my dad was being told by my mum. so after tat pocong 2 story finished, i was getting ready to leave but no. my dad wan watch soccer. i gave him tat look but finally gave in, but no!

and the whole fam members were like looking at me like i'm some kind of this whiny bitch. sheesh!!!

it was disgracing man!!!

i hate it whn i'm sick!!! i'm a bitch whn i'm sick. can't think properly.

ok. so now gg out. go buy fd thn meet my parents. call them first. skali they abt to go hm how?

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y must it always be a one-sided thing again? haiz...expectations to high? i tink so. better don't hope for anything more.

anyway, the whole thing boils down to I AM STILL SICK. fever's abit gone i guess. but the throat very irritating u noe. *sigh*

one-sided...one-sided...*sigh* can't it be two-sided? nicer mah? haiz...hope too much liao.

ok. sick tat is. i am still sick even if it's one or two or three or infinity.

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my cough is getting worse! my voice...*lol* sounds terrible.

in the comp lab now, freezing to death. i didn't bring my jacket cuz my bag was too heavy and full. but now tat the lib books hv been returned, it's ok le. haiz.

i really wan to cough it all out but my throat hurts!!!

haiz...really cannot make it lah.

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yest morn when i woke up for sch, my fever has subsided and i felt ok cept for my throat. thn in sch, my voice kinda...er...kept coughing. *lol*

so fine. i tot no fever so nvm. just the throat prob.

thn stayed back to do the report of the land planning presentation cuz we totally forgot abt it! in the comp lab, i felt kinda drowsy. but i cld still hold on. ok fine.

in the train, on my way back hm, abit worser thn in the comp lab. but i cld still hold on.

thn at night, my fam eat outside. and my voice totally cannot make it sia!!! throat hurts, and my fever has came back. and whn it was time to sleep, i really cldn't...haiz. my fever has shoot up to 38++!!! ok fine. so i tot whn i wakes up, it's gonna be all right just like the morn b4.

BUT NO!!!

here i am. the fever like...i can still make it. though i tink i still hv it. but my head not tat bad maybe cuz i just bathe. no, it's getting heavier as i typed this. and my throat really cannot make it!!! kept coughing!!! and my nose..like tap sia!!! well, now it's like i nd to like hold back so it's nt tat bad. yest after the dinner, was flowing and flowing!!! sheesh!!!

i don wan go doctor cuz i find it stupid lah. just eat the medicine once, and the next day i'm ok. maybe ltr go buy panadol!!!

tot wan pon or just take mc or wadever. BUT..

todae is the last day of sch. next wk is e-learning wk. and somemore todae nd to meet Mrs Sia for the fyp. the guy refused to help us!!! haiz...we've wasted like 1+mth. we nv really start. haiz..how ah?

haiz. i'm sick. yep. i rmrbed i typed in my msn nick tat i wan be sick. and it happens!!! boy!!!

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i would like to thanked my yr1 & yr2 classmates-22!!!

yep. they rmrbed my bdae and they bought a nice choco cake for me!!!

THANKS!!!

and thx to Ira for eating lunch wif me, buying me my fave cartoon char plushie (hold u to ur words ah!!! a bigger one! *lol*) and of course wishing me happie bdae. THANKS!!! MUACKX!

and thx to Sing Yee too for buying me that necklace. it's nice really!!! i wore it to sch todae but u didn't come. haiz...but nvm. it's eally nice!!! THANKS!!! MUACKX!

and thanks to both Widad and Lisha. thx for the speaker. though hv probs adjusting the channels for the radio but it's real cute. a speaker!!! wahaha...THANKS!!! MUACKX!

and just now had lunch wif Liy. to celebrate my bdae at deli. though it seemed kinda rushed and that we were both full, but still. it's nice! serious! THANKS!!! MUACKX!

basically thank you to all u out thr lah!!!

but the thing is for now...i'm sick. my headaches so bad. temp was 38.25 degrees. hmm..reduced by 0.1 frm the first time i checked. *lol*

haiz. tot wan pon todae. but...gems for skit. haiz. and tml too. BUT...got presentation and mbs tut which marks r taken into consideration.

and i haven really studied.

just now both Shanez and Fery asked me, and i noe tat i didn't really teach them gd. don tink they understand. haiz..sry yar guys!

haiz. thn left fri to pon. but no! got costing tut. and after tat staying back wif Fieza to do fyp. haiz..so busy.

and i haven typed out the costing tut. sry Sing Yee. i'll do it tml.

haiz.

tink tats it for now. headaches getting badder and nd to study for the test.

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my lovely handphone is back with me!!!

i am so happy!!!

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*lol* back to the basics-black + pink.

wahaha!!! chosen my future rm wall colours.

ok.

and i reallie nd to sae this.

I CAN'T STAND THE GIRL WHO IS MY SISTER ANYMORE!!! seemed to hate her as days go by. serious, looking at her face makes me puke. sometimes, whn she just woken up frm sleep and just got back frm somewhr, i wld really wish that she won't appear soon. serious.

i noe this is bad. unhealthy. but seriously. can't stand her face anymore.

maybe i shd really grow up and go move out or something. i just can't stand her face lah. thr's something abt that.

ok, ppl will say it's just a sibling rivalry thing. but let me tell u. seriously it's frustrating loking at her face.

u noe y sometimes i don intend to go hm? cuz of her. serious i'm nt kidding.

yea yea. blood is thicker thn water and wadever thr r.

haiz. maybe shdn't ask my parents for a sibling back thn, whn i was k2? but too late right?

haiz...i seriously don noe.

this is really getting on my nerves. ruzaina, forget abt it.

ok. so tml nt meeting Fieza to discuss tat damn fyp thing. i mean just now whn i met Mrs Sia, she was really wanting us to start off with the report. the contents pg.

so after this, gonna read up on the 3 bks tat i've borrowed frm the sch lib. read up till finish.

meeting Fieza at 10am. she's coming over to wdlnds lib. haiz. she's sick. asked her whether she can anot and she just brushed it off. haiz.

all right. it's 12.05am le. so better stop here for now.

i'm sick. sick? yes sick. sick of looking at tat girl's face.

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what the hell am i doing here whn it's only 8.17am??? *lol*

todae nd to go sch extra early to meet dear Mrs Sia for the fyp.

haiz..fyp. dread hearing the sound of it. so stressed up!

anyway, i'm all ready and waiting for the clock to strike 8.35am. haha!!!

yay! tml gg out!!! finally!!!

so wad time guys??? msg me. msg me. =)

and u noe, i've decided to revamp my whole blogsite maybe ltr at night.

gonna edit everything. but the thing is i don noe wad skin to use. no nice skin so far. searching at blogskin now.

haiz.

and u noe, i've just recently realised tat ppl take u for granted. yep. and so called it's NOW whn u learn who r ur true friends. like someone mentioned last wk or so. yep yep.

and i hv really found one like since beginning of the sch term. but thn..nah! more like last yr or so. now, she alrdy showed signs of it but i chose to ignore. but thn really...it gets on my nerves u noe.

seeing me everytime, as though nv c me for years!!! haiz....yea. don meet up EVERYDAY but hello??? it's so obvious lor.

ok. nt gonna get emo here. *lol*

all right. back to blogskin.

ltr got costing. really gonna ask Mr Ong wad is "instruction" and "direction".

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I WANT MY HANDPHONE BACK!!!

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*sigh* right now, my stress is on the fyp. final year project. haiz.

up till NOW we still haven decide on what to do. as in, we havent really get the company to be attached with and thrfore can't really do anything.

supposedly to hand in our plan for the fyp by tml but thn...haiz.

really man. fyp...haiz. and thsi is only the first stage. in fact, haven even start. it's just planning and finding wad to do. what if we're actually doing it? haiz...

so tml gotta go sch earlier to meet Mrs Sia. cuz she can't make it after 12pm since she nd to brief on the new staffs coming in.

so gotta reach sch @ 9.30am like tat.

and i seriously hope that tml won't be raining or anything, like todae. the weather's getting humid by the day. maybe it's just me but thn...haiz. all sticky and stuff. i mean i change envorinment. frm a freezing cold air-con rm thn go out and it's raining but sticky. eeww...i noe. and i wan wear slippers. sick of covering my up feet. haiz...

and just now for the mbs prac, sheesh! tot must climb those tall ladders to the lift motor rm. skali it's just like abt 1m ladder. haha! but my leg was shaking lah. don noe. whn i get nervous or something.

but i like the gg down part. so calm. *lol*

but for normal climbing, i prefer gg up. serious.

haiz. ok. prison break. my dad's watching. so gotta stop this.

blog next time. bb!!!

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