Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
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N5800
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Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

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Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
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Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
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THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




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changed my skin. the song decided nt to use iwebmusic cuz cant pause or stop the songs manually.

as commented by dear Widad and Lisha. =)

anyway...guess wad??

Yest went hm..first time since i started poly tat i went hm real late!!! the latest was 8+ frm sch. and yest???

went out of sch @ 10pm like tat. and reached hm 11.30pm! wahaha...

nice lah cept tat i nd to wake longer frm the bustop cuz the bus near my hse stopped operation @ 10pm. sucky.

anyway...met Lala lah.

i finished class @ 12pm. me Mra Sia at 11.40am for fyp. thn went off to Ubi wif Fieza (for fyp...) at abt 1pm cuz we were like waiting and debating for Fery and whr to eat. cuz her grp's turn wif Mr Ong haven yet. anyway, thn finally went off first and ate @ the sch KFC.

thn blah3x. reached Ubi arnd 1+ close to 2pm. and we were told to helped make calls for sponsorships. and also to help make the brochure for tourism. but in the end didn't lah. cuz the comp was not so-operating and thank god!

cuz Lala was waiting for me @ sch. she was waiting frm 3pm till 7pm. haha...thn again ate @ KFC. omg!!!

ate, talked, exchange songs, ice-creams, potato chips and watching boys skating. *lol*

making fun of ppl. blah3x...fun lah.

thn went hm cuz so late liao.

actually went hm late cuz of the exchanging of songs. my hp reallie man! i tink nd to go for servicing liao.

yest at JE my hp main screen..the inner screen suddenly went blank. like wth!!!

but if i send for servicing ltr...nd to wait and wait...crap u noe.

phobia alrdy...

so blah3x....

thn i was left with abt 6 songs so alighted at wdlands to cont. haha!!!

the bus so late still got SO MANY PPL!!! haiz....but lucky i get to sit.

after 5.30pm..always the bus will be packed. so sickening u noe...

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tml is the 4th dae. and i'm stress alrdy. haha!!!

first wk must stay back for projs liao. haiz...so sad.

mon go hm almost 7. went hm wif Lala. finished abt 5.20pm. cuz Mr Ong dragged. the calculations lah. i understood the beginning part. thn i got tired and it was gg to be 5 and so lose concentration.

thn once he done, i was like ok. skali..ppl arnd me all like keep asking this and that and nt wanting to feel left out, and feeling so stressed liao..don wan be slacker..so stayed back to ask to. cept tat i didn't ask Mr Ong. asked Jen. cuz my hp kept vibrating. this idiot frm e-fusion or something called again. and i found out it's abt getting a bank loan.

HUH???

and whn i explained to the person tat i'm a student and tat i didn't apply for any loan, she was like..giving me tat nt interested tone. wth!!!

they made mistake and gave me tat tone...

haiz...so nvm.

thn met Lala and went fdcrt 5 ate kfc. thn her cousin came. tot wan go hm and chat more wif her cuz long time nv meet but her cousin was thr so nvm. maybe next time. went hm. he lived boon lay. so at least got abt at least 30mins to tok to her. *lol*

tues...nth much.

oh! mon..got back mkting test. and i got 63. hrmph. so sad. but was delighted at my calculations!!! full marks sia...haha!!! but it's common lah. almost everyone got full marks i guess. but i happy can?

thn tue...Mrs Ti wan go thru ans. so got back again. she calculated my marks wrongly. suppose to get 64 but i got 63. ok 1 mark diff but hello? one mcq she marked wrong...so now i'll be getting 66 instead. don noe she will notice tat anot. or just give me 2marks. hmm..must ask.

ok..thn tues got back land planning. haha! my worst paper i guess...worst thn mbs. but nt whn i got back the paper. 65..wow! expecting like just pass. cuz Sing Yee and me came in late. so he had called me out earlier. didn't noe so i asked Mei Wen and she said yar. and so i went to get the paper at the frnt. and Jen had to sae..."Mr Richard Chang told me u did badly."

OMG!!!!

was so shocked lah!!! i didn't wan to fail..thn i tink my face went pale or something and she was like..."joking lah." sheesh!!! really caught me thr...

thn todae got back IT. i came late. *lol* so every wed, nd to go out 6.45am. haiz...

and i got 84!!! and she wrote thr gd work..cool!!! one more mark to A. haha!!! but nevertheless...was happy.

maybe tml get back mbs. scared. Mr Ng said tat my class and buddy...05/06...only 2 failures. better thn the other grp: 07/08. so ok. 2 falures but i cld be one of them lah...scary u noe...haiz...building services..w512 lessons..phobia liao!!! cuz i failed badly last yr for bs2. haiz...

tml stay back again. nd to find Mrs Sia for fyp and thn do mbs. mbs though no nd preesentation but nd to do report and ppt. haiz...so stress..and land planning still got mini proj. tml briefing. omg!!!

PROJECT PROJECT PROJECT...can die u noe!!!

haiz..fyp nt enough meh??

and...napha test-COMPULSORY!!! crap...i was tinking nt to go. it's just absent on the cert. if i go, SURE FAIL! cuz the test in aug and i've nt exercised for like wad...3+ yrs? 4yrs?? sure FAIL lor!!! better absent thn fail rite?

hmm...

ok. go sleep now. yay! my parents on air-con!!!

so hot!!!

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yest went seoul garden. ate ate ate...money gone gone gone. *lol*






and she tot i'm taking another of her wedding photo.




finally a NORMAL photo of Liy and Widad.

i seriously don noe why it's orangy. i didn't change any mode.

i rmrbed i took one pic wif Lisha but it's gone...haiz....

looks so nice...

this is who we call Lisha.

and this is Widad, whn she is doing NOTHING.

finally she's back to normal. yes. N-O-R-M-A-L.

last pic last pic...featuring...

*deng deng deng*

WACKI & WACKO...muahaha...

ok so done. hmm yea. 3 mega pixel and is the photos suppose to be of this quality??? i c their hp...2 mega and they's better. i mean it's their screen. so gd...so clear. mine like smoky. sickening.

ok..so tml start sch. hmm...not really looking forward t first lesson cuz it's mbs. don wan noe my marks YET.

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so you don't give a hoot anymore huh? just do wad u wish to do? carry on with this war? fine, if tats wad u wan. i can't be bothered anymore. just tat if ever u get urself into any trouble, i'll LAUGH at u.

the only ppl i sympathise now r my parents for witnessing this. yep. the only thing tats holding me back frm really exploding is my parents. yep. no matter wad i do, it's always wif my parents in mind. but sometimes it's hard to hold back.

so really sorry to my parents. don't worry, i'll find a way to end it. let me be stable financially thn everything's gonna be all right. once i'm stable, thn the rest is up to u guys. all i noe is i've had enough. it's wearing me out. for almost 13 yrs been holding back. so i tink the time is near. ok stop crapping here. like any1 will understand. *lol* whn the time comes, thn everyone will understand.

ok so tml gg out, meeting Widad, Lisha and maybe Shar.

told Widad tat i wan eat seoul garden. don noe they wan anot. but the bottomline is i'm gg out anyway. so ok.

Lisha said at lunch at banquet thn hang out at starbucks or coffee bean. but thn i decided on seould garden cuz they wan to budget. but don noe lah. it all boils down to Shar and Widad i suppose.

thn mon sch le. haiz..start wif all the projs and wad hv u. but being at hm is..boring. *lol* now just wad do i wan? home or sch? *lol*

nono..i tink i wan money. yep. wif money u can do ALMOST ANYTHING in this world. but too bad. pocket can't hold out too much.

hmm..Fieza said got costing tut 5. but i don hv. hmm...or is it just me? but Jen and Flora also said don hv. hmm...nvm lah. fri wad tut. *lol*

bad bad...

so we nd to immediately do mbs and land planning.

mbs die2x nd to do in sch cuz the tennis court. land planning...hmm..nd go URA webbie and get info. how crappy. i went just now..can't be bothered to find anymore.

ok so just now the ex-owner's bro came to get the letters and he kept knocking. but i didn't open it cuz yest apparrantly like got burglar or something next door. don noe lah. my mum said the wife was shouting but i heard a child crying. haha!!! so didn't dare to open. thn after he knocked lke thrice or 4 times, he called his bro or something. spoke in mandarin but i don't care. tot it was the tv next door. haha! very negligent since living here. i don care abt the surroundng alrdy.

thn he knocked again and spoke. yes, he spoke..something like he's getting the letters. thn it occurred to me that it's the ex-owner. haha!!!

well, can't blame me mah for nt opening the door. the pathetic door don hv the peephole or wadever u call it. used to hv ot last time so it's easier. and this door don hv tat...er...chain. haiz...how how?

hmm...10.51pm and my parents nt back. they went to buy household stuffs. if i noe i follow. so bored. online nth to do. haiz...

maple? hah!!! and i saw audition. see see? doing things on her own alrdy. last time so guai.

*spit*

ok fine thn. tink stop here. thn tml's outing thn post more. but don noe y i like lazy to blog everytime go out. lazy to report. lazy to type. maybe go record thn post here. haha...ok.

so meeting them at 12 pm at cwp. thn don noe go whr.

hmm...if i off the comp, thn really nth to do alrdy. the dvd player my dad haven plug in yet so cant watch dvds or vcds or wadever it is. so boring. sleep???

slept just now...thirsty. yea thirsty.

ok lah. tats all for TODAE.

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haha!!! just now received calls frm this lady frm e-fusion. something like tat. e-fusion. and she tot i'm a staff frm a bank. *lol*

i was shocked lah so didn't quite get wad she was saying. so i paused for awhile and asked again who she was.

she kinda got irritated and she asked "are you working or schooling?"

"schooling"

ok. thanks.

haiz...so rude. she called me wrongly. she got the wrong number. and didnt even apologise.

people these days.

so my mum wan go tampines ikea, giant and courts. no-no. i tink ikea and giant onie. but my sis so slow bathe. crap.

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2nd official day of hols. and it's boring! haha!!!

slept almost 12 hrs le. haiz...

tml gg out for class gathering. thn fri gg to sch lib. fnding some things for fyp.

thn bam! stuck at hm again.

no! nd to meet up wif Fieza for fyp itself but whn? maybe next wk so i'll hv the info to do something. maybe msg her or something.

but if drag to next wk won't it be like too late?

but i'm lazy to go out. u noe. yea stay at hm nth to do. but LAZY. geddit? lazy!!!

haiz. internet also nth to do cept maple. Setay introducing me this game but don noe whr to download cuz the webbie said something like a trial. i don wan trials.

maybe get back to maple. i'm 83%. haha! been at lvl 53 for like HOW MANY MTHS LE.

hmm..ok thn.

i wan paddle-pop rainbow.

any1 caring enough to buy for me and send to me here? hees...

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which is nicer? haha...nth better to do. hmm..i realised tat my blog like lack of life u noe. nvm. next time i go out, take pix thn post here. muahaha...

so which is nicer?

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yay!!! the hols r here. tests..*lol*

i can just summarise. don wan to recall back. it's over. well...i just hope i can pass. though i tink land planning, mbs...i don noe. esp land planning!!! can die man!!!

15 marks each for last qn? got 2 parts. omg! like writing an essay!!! and thr's no retest for this. haiz...don noe can survive anot.

anyway...

this wed , 4/2 having a gathering. @ Mr Roy's hse. arnd 3pm. meeting Lala..cuz she wan go.

i wan go also, but like lazy. but thn Lala wan go, so go lor.

Setay nt gg though. don noe y. hard to contact here now cuz her hp bill...don noe lah. she said her msg quota exceeded le. she actually keep track. haha!! i used to, until i lost count.

haiz. tests over but still nd to do fyp and tat IT thing. mbs we decided to do whn sch reopens.

haiz.

tot can rest without a CARE!

haiz.

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WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE??? I'M SUPPOSED TO GO READ UP ON MY NOTES!!! TESTS R COMING IN 3 DAYS!!! OMG!!!

SOMEONE SPANK ME! BEAT ME!!! WAKE ME UP!!!

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