Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




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seriously. yest night had a more wider idea of wad was gg on. and todae..abit more. though i still hv the feeling tat thr r more and tat the crucial part has not been revealed YET.

seriously wth...y did this had to happen?

8 years and it happens again?

i reallie so sway meh?

and no one telling me wad exactly is gg on. *sigh*

i don noe lah.

seriously, if i did something wrong thn just tell me. if i ought to apologise thn tell me.

i don wan to ignore this. i wan it to be solved like 8 yrs ago.

i don wan this to be a burden and i'm gonna carry it arnd w/o knowing wad the hell is gg on.

nt happy, tell me in the face. no nd go ONE BIG ROUND.

haiz...serious lah.

i cannot sleep peacefully. cannot do anything peacefully.

i go out also feel paisey and esp whn i face him/her.

cuz thr's something wrong but i don noe and hv to act like thr's nth wrong.

maybe it's better if i don noe.

maybe it's better if this thing didn't reach my ears.

maybe it's better if i be a selfish idiot in the first place.

yes. i shd be selfish. for my own good. i MUST be selfish.

like wad someone sae. sometimes nd to be selfish.

sometimes nd to be selfish...

i must be selfish...

i must be selfish...

I MUST BE SELFISH.

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haha...i've been listening here and thr...and it's gg to be a turning pt for me.

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yep! i'm reallie getting fed up wif tat event company tat i'm 'attached' to for my fyp.

reallie crappy!

they r like using us!

i mean yes. we hv said tat we will help them if we can.

but nt to the extent of interfering wif our sch work lor!

thr's this competition for schs whereby we nd call ALL SCHOOLS IN SG...1st sch in pri sch to last sch of tertiary. nd to call to get reply lah. a verbal reply as to whether they wan to participate anot. cuz nd to prepare the prizes mah.

thn on tat fri we cldn't call finish.

and tat guy told us to cont on mon. cuz the dateline is now extended to 3/8/07. and we told him tat on mon we finish at 5pm. by the time we reach thr, it wld be like...6+ earliest!

and the teachers wld hv gone hm lor.

thn he insisted tat it's our responsibility and we by hook or by crook nd to call. well hello???

we r nt promised to be paid or anything thn wan us do THIER work??

FUCK LOR.

seriously it's reallie sickening.

serious. i'm reallie fed up lah!

i hate fyp. maybe shdn't hv choose this topic.

haiz...so tired. whenever go thr, go hm late. very tiring u noe. and tests and exams coming up.

i seriously don noe how it's gonna work out.

but importantly i seriously don noe how i'm gonna handle my schedule!

and this coming 4/8/07, my cousin's wedding. and since 3/8/07 is the deadline...i hv a feeling tat he's gonna make us come back to count the form or something. HELL NO!

i'm nt going! told Fieza alrdy.

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i seriously am sad!

got so many movies i wan watch!!! u noe..my LAST movie was Charlotte's Web. haha!!! so pathetic u noe!!!

and thr's so many movies i wan watch tat it's over liao. so NOW gonna list out all the movies i wan watch tat r still showing! hrmph!

1. Transformers
2. Invisible Target
3. Vacancy (the review was tat it sux. but i still wan watch unless more ppl convince me not to watch)
4. Black Sheep (same review & same response)
5. The Condemned

the rest all i can just go buy vcd to watch. like my wife is a gangster 3. and harry porter. wan watch but cuz i didn't watch the 4th one so nvm. besides ALL said tat it's only the last 20mins tats interesting so no nd rush. haha!!!

so i wan watch 5 movies!!! anyone wan go movie marathon wif me???

or AT LEAST go watch a movie wif me???

PLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

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idiotic! the song kept saying file error. in my blog lah! haiz..

i don care! gonna change to web music.

was doing fyp report but only managed to edit the content page. haha!!! my files of pm1 notes and fyp r all in frnt of me. ready to edit.

i wan a laptop!

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muahaha...i queued 1hr 45mins..almost 2 hrs..and finally got to buy 12!!! muahaha...

its either blogger or radio blog tat has prob. haiz...can't play the song in my blog. so sianz. very lazy to edit template so i'm just gonna leave it.

seriously..i feel like smashing the somp u noe. VERY SLOW.

ok. so just now went to my...er...cousins's wedding..cousin? hmm..let's just say my late grandma younger sis's grandson. his wedding. it's been so long since i went to a wedding..thingy. almost one yr.

haha! the girl pretty lah. nt malay. but still pretty. frm far looks like jacklyn victor. haha!!! tats wad Kak Yah said.

and my feet r aching. so long nv wear high heels mah.

nt the back part but the frnt part.

tml go sch..wear..wad ah? slipper?

hmm...c lah.

ok now waiting for canadian pizza to come. it's been almost 1 hr le. busy cuz the first try i did..it was telling me to call back. and the person was like rushing whn i was making my order.

hmm...all lazy to cook ah?

was raining just now. so cool! rain lah at night. can sleep..gd gd. i mean nice weather to sleep. tml...hmm...if i wear pumps don rain. haha!!! maybe windy. i wan wind.

and my face suddenly become to smooth. not smooth SMOOTH. but like...compare to last time..so nice...hmm..nd to wear make-up often ah?

ok lah. back to mapling. afk since 8.30pm le...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIEZA!!! known each other since itp...12th feb...haha! only this yr..and she's suppose to be younger thn me but she's alrdy reaching thr. haha!!!

anyway wish u the best of luck in everything!!!

ok i'm horrible at wishing ppl.

*lol*

paisey paisey...

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just now at expo...was surrounded by Suria celebritied for..half an hr!!! haha..Fieza and me just slipped our way to the centre to sit. empty mah..and we finding Kak Ida tats y.

and she kinda raised her voice cuz we were supposed not to noe each other. haha!!!

still felt guilty.

but nvm...all's done.

so just now was surrounded. yepyep.

i was sitting thr. thn i realised the guy in frnt of Fieza was wearing all white with a hat and his belt was gold. and whn he turned abit to tok, his face like make-up like tat. like not normally wad u wld c guys.

thn i was like...celebrity ah?

until...

Fieza msged me saying tat Kak Ida said yes.

haha!!! and the vedeo shown was this mini-drama. and thr's Alfarahiza Awangit or something...and i realised two seats in frnt of me..i was the 3rd...thr she was!!! haha..nt like i've nv seen her b4. got...once at cwp. and another on my way back frm sch at admiralty. she lived either semb or admiralty. don noe...or i got it all wrong! nt tat i'm gonna stalk her or anything lah...

thn loked again to my right front...rahimah rahim. wearing pink i tink. haha!!! the old one lah...

thn looked again to my right front this time, thr's Din frm suria segar. haha!!!

and b4 tat signed up for this facial wif an ex-suria artiste who acted in gelora as doctor suriani or something. called her Kak Tina. and i saw azhar noor lesta or wadever his name was.

and 10mins after tat, realised tat they were cousins. haha!!! a joint busines...*lol*

Fieza told me.

ok..so other thn kinda making a mess thr...nth else.

we went off frm the hall at abt 10pm and i reached hm nearing 12am. omg!!!

and did costing. qn 2 and 4 i honestly blur!!!

lucky Sing Yee did some. actually tot of waking up tml to do so go sch later..maybe 11pm reach. but thn decided aiyah! tml can sleep till 8.30am le...haha!!! or even...9am! muaha...reallie sleepy.

YES!!! tml go hm early...12pm..wow!

ok lah. sleepy. tok again next time.

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i am SERIOUSLY bored of gg hm so late!!!

this wk...only fri can go hm early-12pm the earliest cuz don hv fyp mah.

fyp shifted to yest and tml. and we nd to do work. get involve mah...but i was really nt preparing to do so. haha!!! and on thurs go expo to be undercover..give out brochures to exhibitors. haha!!! better don sae so much...

so right now in sch lib, comp lab. r9. anyone one come find me?

hehe...

anyway, now waiting for my dad to pick me up in the GRANDEST vehicle!!! haha...

just now was doing mbs ppt and editing the report. wan print and get it done over with but my acc nt enough $ to print and the idiot machine nt working for me to top up. haiz...so print at hm lor.

if reallie wan save, print coloured pages at hm thn tml come sch print the black and white pages. or now...hm...

let's see.

ok so now very sianz. and i wan watch transformers but everyday go hm late how? wan to pay the wkdays price...don noe fri issit the price? if yes, maybe this fri or something lah. tagged Lisha but haven reply.

haiz..tml only wed. thn after sch go ubi. thn thurs after sch go expo.

and i seriously hv a feeling tat i shd hv given up hope since first day of sch and nt wait till b4 test wk. haiz...nvm lah.

okok...crapping here.

nth to tok abt but i wan to blog.

oh! still nd to do costing tut but seriously no mood can!!!

aiyoh!

i really hope after this wk can relax le. just reserve the staying back time for fyp and nth else.

haiz...

blah blah blah.

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just finsihed mbs. well, did wad i cld. thn sent to Jen so she can compile. thn frm thr we c wad infos that is nt thr yet.

now doing gems. nd to hand in by tml. i totally forgot! only rmrbed abt 2am just now while uploading songs.

oh..only 1 email acc done. left 2 more. and the uploading into my emails. wow! only 1 email acc and frm my hp made up of nearing 200 le..wow!!!

ok enough. ltr thn tok abt ipod.

so i was tinking of typing the gems thn send to the rest for editing. skali so late thn rmrb. so i tink i just type and send to the teacher lah. no nd for them to edit.

ok. ok. done done.

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seriously feeling so dumb right now!!! i go and delete all the songs in my ipod and seriously fed-up. sheesh!!!

so right now, i'm like uploading the songs frm my e-mails into my ipod. and thr's some in my hp and my thumbdrive. so confused!!! reallie gonna arrange all my songs.

1) upload all songs frm thumbdrive and hp into the comp.
2) upload all songs frm emails into comp.
3) thn throw all songs in comp into ipod.

thn...arnd step 2, while waiting...thn can upload the songs frm thumbdrive and hp into email. haiz..gonna be so LONG!!!

reallie fed up le. and it doesn't help tat the freakin comp is SO SLOW!!!

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FINALLY!!!

Linkin Park-What I've Done..haha!!!

and mike shinoda was speaking in jap just now..cool!

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and i tot after this wk, can go hm earlier! but no...seriously...i'm gonna sae...'fark' and 'crap'.

seriously sickening..i don wan yr 3 anymore!!!

this coming wk, mon and wed go hm late cuz why??? fyp..and i still nd to give the Mr Rani the tv ad. the script lah...Fieza doing for radio. i'm doing for tv.

so mon and wed confirm go hm late cuz we will go off frm sch after 5pm. haiz...

thn tue stay back also for mbs! and IT. and considering tat i don hv the freaking ppt at hm so nd to stay back if my part cannot finish by thn. wed pass up. gd rite? wed pass up. tues thn do. haiz...

i reallie am tired of gg hm so late alrdy. last time...as early as 2pm can go hm liao. now??? hah!!! now? earliest 6pm...haiz..reallie so sad.

and...shall nt sae here. but seriously i tink almost everyone noe liao how i feel. maybe exaggerating my actions but seriously? ok fine fine.

and i've missed jia you geum soon for how many eapisodes le! two wks le...so sad u noe. yea yea sch more impt...but wth! and the nice parts r showing now. haiz...reallie sad u noe!

Live Earth concert is showing now. managed to catch linkin park!!! woohoo!!!

but they nv sing the new song. don noe y...

but nt so sad lah cuz they've performed. so satisfied. can c my chester can liao..haha!!!

ok..going mapling lah. so long nv play. skali kicked out how?

AND BLOGGER IS MAKING PROBLEMS AGAIN!!!

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in sch lib now. R12. in frnt of comp. waiting till 5pm cuz dear Jen gonna sing! haha...she was practising since yest while we were waiting for the stupid tennis crt to be empty. yep. and i went hm @ 11pm. reached i mean. ok so it's like 30mins earlier.

so we cant complete the proj. and wed must hand in. as in next wed!

reallie felt disappointed ya noe. while we were measuring and marking the points whr we were supposed to take the light measurement, the tennis crt lights SUDDENLY went...pomp!

yep! and thr we were standing in the dark. it came w/o warning lah!!! stress sia.

and so we had to collect out belongings, which we used for the markings, in the dark. so crappy!!!

thn doing on thurs. the tennis crt if wan to book supposedly must pay! but tink yest the auntie closed one eye cuz it was at night le.

lucky Sing Yee's frend lived in condo and got tennis crt. but it's a first come first serve basis. hmm...i just hope we can do in peace.

thn left with IT proj. supposedly on thurs. don noe still on anot cuz we nd to go to the tennis crt real fast lor.

haiz...

thn fri fyp. go Ubi.

now waiting for the singing competition to start. lucky Jen is arnd number 6th. yest Flora's voice was powerful man!!! Kaitai sang too but we came late so didn't hear him sing but he went in. Jialing sang too but we went off le. haiz...

so only managed to catch Flora.

sang...Tiankong by Jolin Tsai.

ltr Jen will sing Rainie Yang's...er...don noe the title lah. but it's a nice song frm her 2nd album i tink. slow song. hmm...the first word for the chorus is "Hao"...hao xiang zhi dao...don noe lah. but nice song!

go toilet le...urgent. haha!

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