Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




Xinyi
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Karim
Hazmi
Izzat
Yanling
Fariz
Saidah
Kak Yati
Filzah
Frana


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seriously. yest night had a more wider idea of wad was gg on. and todae..abit more. though i still hv the feeling tat thr r more and tat the crucial part has not been revealed YET.

seriously wth...y did this had to happen?

8 years and it happens again?

i reallie so sway meh?

and no one telling me wad exactly is gg on. *sigh*

i don noe lah.

seriously, if i did something wrong thn just tell me. if i ought to apologise thn tell me.

i don wan to ignore this. i wan it to be solved like 8 yrs ago.

i don wan this to be a burden and i'm gonna carry it arnd w/o knowing wad the hell is gg on.

nt happy, tell me in the face. no nd go ONE BIG ROUND.

haiz...serious lah.

i cannot sleep peacefully. cannot do anything peacefully.

i go out also feel paisey and esp whn i face him/her.

cuz thr's something wrong but i don noe and hv to act like thr's nth wrong.

maybe it's better if i don noe.

maybe it's better if this thing didn't reach my ears.

maybe it's better if i be a selfish idiot in the first place.

yes. i shd be selfish. for my own good. i MUST be selfish.

like wad someone sae. sometimes nd to be selfish.

sometimes nd to be selfish...

i must be selfish...

i must be selfish...

I MUST BE SELFISH.

Thank You