Saturday, July 19, 2008 • 9:03:00 PM

yap, all cuz i forgot to 'bring' hm my entries at work.

so what i've been up to? nth much.

on tue ate secret recipe @ novena square 2. yikes! not nice...only the cheesecake lor.

ate beef lasagne...not nice. the serving also small. dun noe. maybe it's onie THAT outlet.

tml gg flyer for the FIRST time. of course!

and we gg out at 10am so hope the queue not long.

all right now, nth in my mind to blog abt.

so let's go read what i've blogged at work. =)

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Monday, June 30, 2008

One by one entering the Director’s room t get the letter of bonus pay. Haha! Fat hope I’ll get much lah. Just joined 3 months.

Ok. The bus today sux. Don’t know whether I was late or the bus was late. But got the usual faces from my bustop leh.

Nvm. Tml onwards shall go out a bit earlier. Then maybe can…

Shut up you freak!

Ok. So here I am. Waiting for my turn to enter the room. Because I’m those kind don’t interrupt-me-when-I’m-doing-something. Once interrupted, that’s it! I’ll lose all my enthusiasm.

This is killing me. Can I know the real thing? * Sigh*

Shut up lah FREAKO!

Ok. Sounds like I have some evil twin. Spilt personality here. Don’t mind me. =)

Admit it lah!

Why should I? It’s not me! It’s YOU!

Don’t know why but my heart thumping like mad. Like cannot breathe.

Ruzaina, it’s nothing. Nothing much that you’ll get. Haiyoh! Don’t scare yourself!

Ok. At the BACK of my mind, still thinking and hoping and wishing for my S$1400.

Anyone?

Everyone’s so happy with their envelope.

But I’m always looking forward leh.

Ok enough!!!

Going to be 11am. Lunch eating ban mian I guess. =) Tom yum ban mian to be exact.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Hihi! Blogging again. Lunch at 12pm, because Belinda dot dot dot. Can’t be bothered to explain. And there’s 6 mins left so I’m stopping my work for this period. Will continue after lunch.

Eatin long john later for lunch. Really don’t know what to eat everyday! If only there’s people to cook for me everyday or deliver the food. So sianz already you know.

My S$1400 still in my mind. It will not away. Ok maybe now the enthusiasm is not here but come weekend, when I’m in front of the computer at home, there it will appear.

I think I MUST open my eyes BIG BIG and start to look around. And also smile. And stop looking out of the window already for god sakes! Look at people!

Tomorrow maybe going bowling with them-Rahmah, Sheryl, Maybeline and Belinda. Belinda’s decision is still pending because she will be busy organising her boyfriend’s birthday party. Think it’s this Sunday.

And I also like lazy. Why? It’s still the weekdays babe!

Remember? My going out days with FRIENDS and whoever is purely Friday nights and Saturdays!!!

Sunday shall reserved for my family. Or maybe Saturday.

So sad. Yes. That is work life.

So you KIDS out there, don’t start whining about how you will DIE wanting to be an adult. Don’t think adulthood is freedom.

It comes with a price.

Nothing’s perfect. Nothing’s ever perfect! Tell me if you know of something or someone.

My childhood is spent at Pasir Ris beach, overnights beside the barbeque pits and what have you.

Yes, without fail! Every weekends…Pasir Ris beach we go!

How nice…I want go back the year of 1998. not because that’s a happy year. Because it’s when my life changed. There’s a turning point there. The major one.

Happy years? Maybe before I am in primary 1. Haha!!!

But then maybe not. Never mind. Only god knows why.
12.06pm already. Where’s Belinda???

Ok. Kak Hosmah saw me blogging. Before this, only Belinda lor.

But never mind. She is very sporting wan!

Where on earth is Belinda?!!!

BELINDA!!!

Friday, July 04, 2008

I am so sleepy now! Actually this whole week, I’ve been falling asleep while doing my work.

Later watching ‘wanted’ with Setay. Then eat Swenson I guess. All at the comfort of my neigbourhood. Er…town? Whatever, all in yishun. Aim not to go home late. Because tomorrow going to causeway point watch my sis perform. And it’s morning too! Gosh!

And yesterday, slept at 10pm but still damn sleepy can!

Haha! Belinda so expert now. She knows when I’m blogging. Because apparently, I typed very loud.

Radio no nice catchy songs, maybe. Ok. Now this is one catchy song though I don’t know what it’s called. Neither it’s sang by who.

But think it’s indon song by that ratu lead girl.

Forget it. Ok. Irin getting ok. Maybe continue blogging later.

Anyway, I’m going out of the office at about 7pm. Wait that Setay lah! Her dancing classes!

Monday, July 07, 2008

Hey there ppl!!! So there’s a new perfume spree…and I’m getting the Nina Ricci’s apple thing. $39.90 or $49.90, anyway, payment is next next wed. So ok lah. Payday this fri night babe!

Ok, the tops that I’ve ordered. I realized something. 2 weeks for it to reach Singapore! Not my doorstep! Geram je…

So I think it’s 2 weeks already. Maybe next week or next next week, then can get.

Now that it had happened, don’t know whether I can go out. Is it with some refrain and nags? I don’t know…honestly.

Ok. Lunch time in a minute. Think stop here for now.

Now onwards, always chiong when doing work. KPI thingy.

And just now, did the weekly report, gosh! Cekik darah!

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This is scary! The song kept playing everywhere…oh my god! Please! If it’s of no significant…please don’t remind me. *sigh*

I can die if this goes on…shoosh!

Ok…work is piling up. But I very no mood to stay back. Unless there’s a free transport. My dad take me or something. But no reply from him leh.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Again I forgot to forward my blogging entries. Haha!!!

Nvm shall TRY to remember this Friday. If can!

Ok. I transferred the money over and the spree cap has busted. Crap! Forever 21…wanna buy two tops. And I’m very sad. Why? Because forever 21 pants…*sigh*

Gojane also closed. Been eyeing the gladiator sandals since May can! so if ever I want to order, narrow shoes, 8.5 for me. Round toe 8 for me. ZE ME DAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 minutes to bye bye. I want get out from this place. So boring…

Actually this Friday want go out, shopping at town. But because I cannot go home late, then I guess, there’s only 3 choices:

1) Either DINNER or SHOPPING. STRICTLY NO BOTH. And by 9pm, better get the hell out of wherever I am an go home!
2) Don’t go out at all.

So sad. Why? I don’t know. I’m sick. Haha!!! Yes I’m sick. Ok, take that as a joke? Really a joke.

3 minutes.

I tried to forget but it will come back. It will return. Especially in the morning.

And just now, don’t have lor. Sad. Even thougb I believed that in I took the right…forget it!

Ok. 2 more minutes. Better get ready!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I have 5 packets of choco in my drawer. 1 crunchy, 2 picnic, 2 boost. Of which picnic just tried before lunch and…guess not my taste. Maybe eat once in a while ok lah. but won’t list it in my fave list.

Rmrbr how I was saying I want to blog in full correct spellings for each word? Forget it!

It’s 4.16pm. Tml till Fri, Mdm Lim won’t be in the office.

And and…my fav with high heels has re-appeared. Just now was pei-ING Jaslyn to buy sandals cuz her feet were aching from the new shoes. Then saw many heels. *sigh*

When can I wear them? Maybe tml…er...tml I’m wearing skirt so cannot. Maybe wait till I buy the toeless stockings.

Maybe next week lor. Or Thurs. But Thurs going gym.

Maroon 5-not too sure of the song title. But it goes like this the chorus:

It’s not over tonight. Give me one more chance to make it right…

The acoustic version.

But the favourite song that will lift up my mood is Natasha Beddingfield’s Pocketful of Sunshine. =)

And and…*sigh*

Never mind.

Take me away, a secret place, a sweet escape take me awayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BWAHAHA…siao char bo!

Ok lah. 4.22pm le. Maybe do more WI. Haiyoh ruzaina, have target already still play play???!!!

Wan die ah?!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Very slack le. Now doing testing and the person keep never copy over the sasaran that I want fully. This is the 2nd time I’m telling about it. I think he also SIANZ.

WHY THIS GIRL ALWAYS GOT PROBLEM ONE? I WORK WITH OTHERS DON HV LEH.

Provided he’s not new. =)

Can’t find his face in inex.

Ate BK breakfast just now. Haha! Tell my mum and she will think I SIAO CHAR BO!

Haha…

So lunch time at 12pm I’ll be very full and will just buy some sandwiches or anything then can eat at about 3pm or 4pm.

Belinda told me that there’s F21 spree. And now I’m tempted. Why? Cuz yest night I was looking through on what to wear this Friday (not going out also) then realized that I don’t have that many clothes.

So how? Should I buy? Then my sandals drag next month.

WAAH PIANG! RUZAINA GO AND SLEEP LAH YOU!!!

Haha…

Haiz…can I have a pay rise? Rise by 500 at least? Or…maybe a minimum S$400 shopping voucher? Like all the shopping malls have voucher EXCLUSIVELY for me? And and…my size too!!! Bwahaha!!!

My body is not proportionate lor! If torso can, hand cannot. Vice versa. Like they never coordinate one. And it’s ALWAYS ONLY ONE part that is the odd one out. FED UP SIA!

But have to always think of what Tyra Banks & Hayden Panettiere (whatever her surname is. Her bf another GUN. Milo Ventimiglia…(what the hell lah!)

Oh they said “LOVE YOUR BODY. EVERYONE IS UNIQUE!”

True but apparently, the designers and PE teachers are the contradictors. Already one of the well-known ex supermodel made such a big declaration and they still design clothes meant for NEGATIVE SIZES.

Ok lah. Maybe since testing cannot make it. Then I do my NORMAL work. Output babe!!!

Oh-oh…and aiyah! Forgot, the clock ruined my memory. So shocked that I’ve slacked till 11.14am. Haha!!! Cool or what?!

Kk…shall blog later, if I’m not busy. =)

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I am bored now. Actually Mdm Lim told me yest that if ever I need approval for my work, I can just approach Mrs Yan (Manager). But I don’t want! Skali I do wrongly then die.

Haha! Exchanging emails with Fieza. Kept telling me to go get a BOYFRIEND. *lol*

We’ll c how…

And can someone remind me please remind me not to eat in the morning? Especially BK???

All because I ate the S$1.95 meal and I couldn’t eat my lunch. I ate yoghurt. The one which I bought with Jaslyn since last week. Crazy!!! Then I just finished my 2nd sandwich from 7-11. And feel bloated le.

You hands around my waist…just let the music play…we’re hand in hand…chest to chest…now we’re face to faceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

*LOL*

Haha! I’ve only realized something. The pace that I walk, follows the beat of the songs that I’m listening to. And especially this song, I walked really fast. Haha!!! SIAO!

I am very bloated you know. But later nothing comes out. Bad stomach!

Very active in the morning. Then slows down after that.

I want watch Dark Knight. Maybe…actually I’m not into comic heroes wan. But it looks nice. And the reviews are the same-GOOD!!!

Last movie was Wanted. Ok. Recent huh? But let me tell u, the in between to my next movie will drag so long!!!

I want watch many many. But it’s my schedule, or others, or budget. It’s always these THREE.

So if nothing goes wrong, this Sunday going flyer. Woohoo!!!

I really don’t know what to blog about anymore. Hurry 5.30pm can!!! I don’t want to stay here any longer.

Tml is gym day. Wonder what’s the fruit for tml.

You see, every Thursdays we have FREE fruit.

Today going home alone. Cuz Belinda staying back. Wait her boyfriend or something.

But I don’t care what they say…I’m in love with you…bleeding loveeeeeeeeeeee!!!

What the hell??? Nah!!! Just typing the lyrics. Now it’s a Chris Brown’s song I think. It’s nice though.

Rihanna and Chris Brown? He’s younger right? Like what? 3 years? I don’t know honestly. Maybe I should date younger guys too. Rihanna can why can’t I? She’s same age mah, even older than me lor!!!

I think tml I’ll be doing many calls. Have actually put aside all the work that needs calling. Tml is shall be.

Woah! Old song, when I’m 10 years old. Haha!!!

It’s just…a little crush…I don’t know! I only know the video is the singer in a dress playing the swing and there’s a red car. Haha!!! Blue if I’m not wrong…the dress I mean.

Seems to me, power 98 plays the songs mainly of mainstream. And of those that I’m more familiar with. Perfect 10 plays new songs and more upbeat, though also mainstream.

Used to LOVE perfect 10. Why??? Jean Danker lah!!!

And I was so excited when I found out that Daniel Ong and her dated. But he’s now with Jaime Yeo-married too. And Jean is with this DJ, last I heard.

Ok some techno song. Sounds familiar. But wouldn’t care a hoot!

Power 98…playing what you want to hear…

But this song is not what I want to hear.

Ok the song goes.

It’s my life…it’s my life…it’s my life…it’s my life. Nope, not Bon Jovi lah!

Ruzaina, you very bo liao leh!!!

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haha! it's THAT long enough? ok...bye bye!

Thank You