Sunday, November 02, 2008 • 1:51:00 AM

whose Gerrard?

my BOYFRIEND!!!

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happy bdae to him!!!

so what hv i been up to?

Fri after work went back to SP. omg!!! tell u all, once i stepped into the campus, i DON'T feel like gg home!!! if Lala had not wanting to go off, (cuz she got date la katekan...) i wld hv forced her to stay on lor!!!

reallie missed man!

i want to go back to sch! i missed sch! i regret it all. wasted 3 yrs of my life. GRR!!!

yep, cannot turn back time so hv to move on. but WTH!!!

reallie, the feeling of regret was thr and it's DAMN deep!

almost wanted to cry lah can!

it was Ungu's concert too. if not wld hv gone lor. HAHA!

don't whether Kak Hosmah took photos anot. was reminding her to take photos of the, esp the bassist. the cute guy in the band. haha!

kk updates for this wk at work.

*sigh* reallie missed sch. regret i wasted 3 yrs of my life. grr...

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

First: I am SERIOUSLY BROKE NOW.

Second: I miss school. I regret not behaving like a student and taking the opportunity to change myself. To be rowdy. JADI GILE GILE…

That’s also my regret right now. Really. My regret.

So to all you youngsters out there, enjoy your youth pls. Don’t’ complain “so many homeworks lah” “no time to go out lah” “ no money lah”

Trust me-earning MORE money and getting more freedom is LESS thn being in school itself.

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just came back from lunch. Bought rice…lemon chic cutlets (ok lah, can taste the lemon)…and fishball soup…and rice. GUESS HOW MUCH? $3.50!!!

might as well I go lvl 5 ta pau…chicken/meat (BIG PIECE!!!), vege and side-sih like potato cake or egg or something. Same price lor…

GRR…

But nvm lah inside my stomach thn ok also..it’s ok I guess…

Thn also bought papaya and chiku…SO LONG NEVER EAT CHICKU LAH CAN!!!

Last time after sch, MUST BUY!!! And tat was…er…14 yrs ago? HAHA!!!

I miss my sch days lah..still mrb. Kindergarten. Pri. Sec. Poly (freshest!)…

I want to go back to sch can? go back to being 5 yrs old. Ok too much to ask for? Sec1 can? still too much? Aiyah but I tink sec 1 is a good time.

Oklah…year 1? Poly? THAT’S THE MOST GIVEAWAY I can give. Aiyah!!! PLEASE!!!

I seriously am missing my sch life. I don’t want to grow old YET. I still want to be a student.

Yep, ppl will say “thn go uni lah!”

My ass! Uni is different alrdy…uni anytime can go. But u can never go back to kindergarten, pri, sec…poly maybe can. like uni lor. Tat is why I can only make poly the ultimate choice if ever I can go back to the past.

DAMN IT! I don’t want to grow old!!!

This is scary!!!

12.36pm. lunchtime over alrdy btu what I care? I want to keep whining!!!

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!

Ok other things to worry about…I HECK THIS THING ALREADY! CAN JUST GO AND SIT AT HOME…grr…all is forgotten. I guess. Yep-I guess.

BUT WTH!!! I want to go back to school!!!

MUMMY!!! I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! DADDY!!!

AHHHHH…SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!!!

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

And what’s with this BSB songs, FIZA O?

HAHA BSB…pri 4…stll rmrbr lor! And I was pairing them up with spice girls.

Let’s c.

Nick-Emma (Baby)
Brian-Mel C (Sporty)
Howie-Victoria (Posh)
AJ-Mel B (Scary)
Kevin-I forgot her name but it’s Ginger…

HAHA!!!

Wait actually I kinda forget btw AJ and Kevin. Haha!!! As in pair up with who…it’s either way lah.

Thn thr was N*SYNC. To which, I find Justin DAMN UGLY with his curly hair. I like lance but he turned out to be a GAY. -_-

Thn thr was boyzone. Thn thr was 5ive, I like that guy who looked like Chinese. Haha!!! Thn B*Witched, Billie Piper…and many many. Grr…OH! The Corrs…

And The Mofafts! Yep so damn crazy over them. Even exchanged email addy with this girl who claimed to be Dave Moffatt’s GF. Haha! Thn towards the end of our exchanging emails, she said that she’s actually into Clint and he’s into her. And thr was Scott who is into her too. WTH!

And claimed that Clint and Scott were emailing me too…thn said coming to Japan. And that was the last I heard of her. HOW CRAPY.

But of course the naïve me believed her till months after she has disappeared from my email contacts. HAHA!!!

How convenient. Internet. 12.46pm. Gonna stop my lunch at 1pm.

Thn what else? Oh! Release of their last album-submodalities. And gone. No more of them. HAHA!!!

Listened to the CD till it got scratched. And bought a new one. But I don’t know what happen to the CD. I mean hello! At that time whr got mp3? Whr got download download?

Or have lah. It’s my cousin who intro me to Napster. Btu wth! No mp3 player. HAHA! Only had my FIRST handphone in sec 2. still rmrbed same model, same first 3 digits number with my ONLY pri sch friend whom I kept in touch OCASIONALLY-Zakiah.

Model? Nokia 3315. The green one. HAHA!!! That was the IN-THING.

Thn my hp became 3200. thn 6610i. Thn 7390. and next yr april it shall be..I DON’T KNOW. Cuz hp now all looks the same. I mean the functions I dun really use. It’s more of the looks that I’m looking for. Alrdy hv a mp3 player. And gonna buy a new one soon. Cuz this is like YEARS AGO model and…it’s just time to change lah! And camera? Just bought last may.

So we shall c.

Currently now am torn btw N85, N96, Samsung…the slide phone. Ok basically slide phones. =)

Cuz I’ve tried block, flip. So now want slide. Actually last time whn Ira bought her slide phone…I was so totally against it. HAHA!!!

Klakar lah kau ruzaina. Dah cash-strapped pon nk fikir fikir beli ape.

HAHA!!!

Sedih sungguh.

12.54pm. 6 mins.

12.55pm. 5 mins.

Ok…hmm…I just want to go back to school. Yes-I am still with my school thing. I am so sad lah can! I wan to go back to school!!!

Maybe if I had lead a diff life, all will be so different. Maybe I don’t even have a blog. Cuz can’t be bothered. Terlalu enjoy sngt kat luar. HAHA!!!

NUS is damn huge!!!

Ok lah. enough I guess for today. Am looking forward to 5.30pm. And pls! No calls for me pls!!!

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‘Breathless’ by Shane Wayrd is the perfect song to describe how I would to feel. Haha!!!

And and..LAGU MENTEL NI LAGI!!!

Haha!!! Baru aku nk lupe…teringat lagi! Mak kau!!!

Nope, it’s not the song. It’s the voice. Mcm suit gitu…

K lah…mepek pulak minah ni!

Oh my current craze for song is Katy Perry’s Hot n Cold.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Haha! Like what I told Fieza, da penat lah menunggu and mengharapkan.

Haha!!!

Nanti bile I da ok, timbul pulak…HAHA! Gatal nye minah!

kk…after eating two of the sardines sandwich, my stomach like something wrong leh…like weird weird. Feel like vomiting. Haha! Hope nothing goes wrong.

Ok left with less than an hour, thn I’m going for the Infocomm course. Will be back at 11.30am. but by that time. Lunch time.

Then at 3pm another course technology and U. to which I dun noe what it’s about.

Ok shall at least do 3 work before I go off…can anot?

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Hmm abt thr lah. met my KPI. Like a target. How many work we nd to do each working day.

Yap-and hv decided to just forget it. Come what may. Haha!!!

Thursday, 30 October 2008

Tup tup…da Khamis.

So fast lah can!!!

And yep, I think that’s it. Case closed. Finish.

Da malas. =)

Hope tml can go out lor…as in no LAST minute changes.

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I just love that Crush song by David Ar…that AI boy. Haha!!!

Natahsa's Angel is not bad too…Ina’s Fall too. And of course! Katy Perry’s Hot n Cold. I initially tot it was Pink’s song.

Friday, October 31, 2008

See? I told you peeps! It has appeared AGAIN! Crap…

But thn I okok lah. not MUCH effect. Maybe the ‘Wow! You has appeared!”

But WTH!

Anyway, Lala!!! You had better make it kaes! Aku da MENDAK ah!!!

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Okay! Lala said Ok. That was at 9+am. Haha!

But think shd be ok lah.

Anyway…

I HAVE THESE TWO IRRITATING PIMPLES ON MY FACE!!!

One below the right nose, and beside it too. CRAP!!! Pain lah. beside the nose is like jutting out! I tell you, I kept touching and wanting to just peel it away! BUT HELLO!!!

I’m not at home, later start bleeding like nobody’s business how?!

And it’s gonna hurt…and and! SCAR!!!

Angry…but it’s been quite a long time since I last had this kind of pimples. Used to have those jerawat batu!

My right cheek got scar because of that what!

Left abit but cuz never squeeze so still ok. Not so obvious…

HAIZ! And I tink my right profile is best! WTH! Don’t noe leh…cuz I think the right side of my face look…smaller. I mean can see the jaws. The shape. The…ARGH! Whatever…

Ate half of my breakfast for lunch. HAHA!!!

Bought omelette sandwich from BK. The queue was DAMN long, don’t know today got what. Hmm…Halloween so MUST eat BK?

Haha!!!

Wow…lagu classic babe! Ella!!! Used to sing this song with my ‘microphone’. That was…er…15 yrs ago? HAHA!!!

Yap, 15 yrs ago, I was a singer. =)

Not nursery rhymes okay? Lagu melayu babe! MELAYU ROX! Haha…

Only 4 yrs later I became an ang moh singer. Then went to Jap, Chi and Korean.

NOW-multi racial but not as ACTIVE as more thn a decade ago. =)

And I was a teacher too…=)

Ok enough. Whr was I?

Oh yar! Ate half of the hashbrown alrdy full. Thn drank coffee. HAHA! Then struggling to eat HALF of the sandwich. I think it took me 2 hours to eat half of it.

Thn just now FORCED myself to swallow the last half. =) And now DAMN FULL!!!

Ok…continue with work.

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ok tml gg AMK hub..ntuc...grocery shopping. haha!

so gg off now.

btw, Gerrard is NOT my bf lah! he's my cousin's son. haha! 1 yr old...nak mampos aku nk stead wif 1 yr old boy? HAHA!!!

anyway, HAPPIE ADVANCE BDAE TO GERRARD!!!