Thursday, November 20, 2008 • 10:25:00 PM

i'm here cuz not i wanna surf. tml work dok!

cuz my family at Wak Dol's hse. thn since they were thr, wanna help wif the email of the photos. cuz i've sent before but he nv rec.

anyway, here r my updates of blogging at work.

it's been SO LONG since i LAST touch this keyboard and it feels different!

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Monday, November 03, 2008

SO EMBARASSING LAH CAN!!!

Wore skirt today…thn whn I reached the office lift, MAK KAU!!!

Senget like shit lor..instead of the pockets being by my sides, they’re like front and back!

OMG!!!

So malu!!!

I want to go out. Anyone wan to go marina square next fri? I want to buy cardigan or something for DnD. And accessories too…and and shoes. Or vivo? ANYONE???

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MALU SAK!!! OMG!!!

Todae is just NOT my day!!!

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Rubbish shit!

Haha…u noe how old ppl say if ur brows or eyes twitch then u wanna meet SOMEONE?

Crap lor!!! My brows kept twitching since last wk or so…but MEET NO ONE. Haha!!!

Everytime tell my mum, she will say that but no lor. Whr got?

If it’s really true, I would have meet MANY someoneS alrdy…haha!!!

Thn thr r some who say left side, bad omen. Right side, good omen. Hmm…haha!!!

Nvm…don’t reallie believe lah but just respect lor. Respect can mah! No nd make a big fuss. I noe of SOMEONE who make a HUGE FUSS like he/she WILL die…

Ok enough. My left…leg pain. The…aiyah! Cuz new shoe thn tight…sianz.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Had Melt’s for lunch…now DAMN FULL. But still craving for cakes.

Bought yest but nv eat so still in the fridge…

Anyway, yep I noe I said forget abt it. But JUST NOW I hv this feeling that it’s just the location. OK NEVERMIND.

Think it’s over…I mean myself. It’s over. So it’s gonna be a LONG TIME before the next one. Hope the next one is TRUE.

Haha! Wth…

Anyway, I am still scratching my head what to wear for DnD. It’s next sat. and on fri, tinking of buying…but like no one’s free leh…

I only need a top and accessories. Shoes can just get on sat itself…or maybe fri also. But shoes…aiyah! Shoes not much of a hassle…

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This love has taken its toll on me…She said goodbye…too many times before…

I want S$5000 NOW. Pls. Thank you. Muackx!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Though it’s NOT INTENSE but thn…*sigh*

Anyway, I wanna go out!!!

I want to go out lah can!!! I’m bored…

Todae is the black and grey combi!!! HAHA!!! 4 of us…

Belinda wore grey dress with some black details.

Jaslyn wore the opposite…black dress with grey details.

Joshua wore grey top and black pants.

And I wore black top and grey pants.

Haha!!! Then Belinda said later MUST take photo…so CUN lor…

Like what Belinda said, black is common so it’s ok. But the combi…with grey…now that’s superb.

So we 4 are like one big family…HAHA!!! Jln raya…maybe Christmas. Cuz not baju kurung…HAHA.

Ok rubbish.

Continue with work.

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If I do work now till 5.30pm like just now, wld have meet the target alrdy!!!

But anyway, ate rice. Now craving for cakes..but I scared TOO FULL!!!

So nvm shall wait…

I still hv my chocolate and mango cakes in the fridge…from the royals. To which, I don’t know why ppl say no taste…GOT TASTE WHAT!!!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Nth much to blog abt these days…

Boring life lor!

Hmm…cept that this sat thr’s a BBQ. My cousin’s bdae.

At pasir ris. Don’t noe torn thr anot…

Is that how u spell it?

Today my KPI sux…I only did 1 work for the WHOLE morning…

So…

Now chiong ah!!! If not tml hv to stay back to something…

If not, thn the following weeks also have to chiong. And it doesn’t help that thr WILL be days whr I slack.

Like frm mon-wed, yest I chiong to complete more work to cover up…

Kk..sleepy…

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My eyes DAMN heavy!!!

And thr’s a pimple on my face!!!

Actually this appeared tgt with the one on my cheek. Then last Friday, Lala was laughing at it. Thn ok le…

Thn now the one under the nose…and it’s the same! Friday is tml…but guess not meeting anyone so NEVERMIND.

Haha!!! But it’s irritating lah can!!!

And hurry 5.30pm. I wan to sleep!

Maybe board my dad’s lorry, thn sleep.

But later sure gatal! 5pm thn not sleepy liao!!!

Friday, November 07, 2008

Today is Friday and I am bored. I wanna go out.

Ok this wk has been mundane for me cept maybe for Wed (to which I don’t noe why. Actually, it’s normal just that I feel wed is more…special?)

But anyway, haha! It has acted up again. the disappearing act and whatnot. So crappy lah can.

But I can also feel myself more…NO HOPE. GIVE UP.

Haha! Which is…very good I guess. In a way.

The only thing is it’s gonna take a LONGER TIME to catch a new one.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MINAH?

Haha…I noe SOMEONE will say that.

But nvm lah you MINAH!

Ok enough of minah.

I have NOT finish my breakfast and I’m already thinking what to eat for lunch.

BK??? I want fastfood. Thn go home walk and eat ice-cream.

And my paddle pop rainbow (bought by my sis on…haha! Forgot.) is still sleeping in the freezer. Rotting away. That’s me. I buy and I like to keep it LONG LONG.

So buying things for me need expiry date that is like EONS later…yep!

Maybe that’s why I used to love notebooks in the bookstores. Cuz can keep as long as I want till the paper rot.

I think I still have…OH! A1? Rmrbr that time their debut album thn it came with a phonebook?

I have NOT used it even once. I think I molested it like…twice? And A1 is like…hmm…8 yrs ago? HAHA!!!

Hmm actually wanted to say something else but I forgot.

So nvm…it’s 8.24am. shall finish my last bread and do work.

I am NOT working in an office but a FISH MARKET!!!

Damn noisy lah can!!!

Cuz of the phone team lor!!!

Now it’s peak period so LOTZ of calls coming in and it’s very noisy!!!

*sigh*

I can’t even hear my ALREADY-LOUD radio. I mean not LOUD LOUD lah. But it’s considered for office alrdy…though thr’s someone else that is LOUDER…

SHUT UP ALREADY!!!

Damn noisy! Wan to hear my ipod but…it’s charging…HURRY CHARGE!!!

Lunch today is at 1pm. Cuz Belinda going down till 1pm. But nvm.

Thn 3 hours of work. Then bye bye.

And today I am NOT gg out. So sianz. I wanna go out!!!

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and I’m listening to my ipod..but batt gonna DIE SOON.

But nvm…I’ll charge till 5pm.

And and now listening to Alicia Keys’ No one. And and..it reminded me…OMG!!!

This sux…why is this song associated with it?

Mullo-so!!!

Is that you spell it?

Ok nvm…59 mins to lunch…=)

If they are ta pau-ing back I’m buying either BK and LJS. But the thing is I don’t noe which. Then still got what meal to buy…HAHA!!!

Monday, November 10, 2008

Like what I told Fieza…”kembar kot?”

Cuz it’s reallie different! Haha…

Ok lah finish. End it here…

Lunchtime coming soon…Belinda is DAMN BUSY! Nv reply my IM…poor her lor.

Thn now thinking what to eat. I noe I am hungry…I am VERY HUNGRY!!!

But I dunnoe what to eat..i guess if they all ta pau back, I buy lvl 5 lah. I tink shd be ta pau back cuz the weather’s not good…

Oh! Why am I so fussy above? Cuz…same place, same item…same..cept the face and the fashion abit OFF…and the…the…what’s tat called? The…attitude. Very weird. Like totally different but same condition. How funny. There you are. The things in life.

Kk..lunch coming soon. Rihanna will be here!!! It’s freaking this Thursday!!!

Crap.

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I am gg to create a NEW blog whr all my REAL feels will be thr…and the names…I tink…

But thn this blog shall NOT be updated on a DAILY BASIS!!!

It’s like once in a yellow moon??!!??!!

Only if there’s something NEW in my life…grr…

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Like what I told Fieza.

Tak puas! Tk puas! Nk tau jugak nk tau jugak!!!

And what’s with Natasha bedingfield’s song and this situation???

At first it was Pocketful of Sunshine and NOW Angel.

Ok POS is the meeting. Angel is more of…passing by…HAHA?

And it sux cuz…of yest. SUDDENLY all hopes dashed. Haha!

Never expected it lor. Like mak nenek sak!

Kk, ltr at 10am like tat hv to go down meet this TP. Just to pass some docs, whn I’m not even the one whom he is supposed to pass. And the freaking fire drill! Winston, don’t be busy pls!!!

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SHIT! Can I just do my OWN work? No nd bother?

Haiz…

Now I’m in a big mess. IF the TP complains or anything…

*sigh*

What did u get urself into lah ruzaina? Die lah you!

Haiz…ok I can feel the stress coming in…I just don’t like this feeling lor…

And JUST, I felt that feeling creeping in. NO! PLS NO!

Ok all the more I’m feeling DAMN GUILTY. Very what lor! Sianz lah!!! I just dun like this!!!

If no one knew, thn I can just do it safely…

Ok good thing is I’ve learnt my lesson. I’ve learnt something.

Ok tink heck lah…worst come to worst…QUIT LOR.

But thn…

Ok this just sux big time. This is damn sucky.

Crap!!!

I wanna go back to sch!

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why do I keep running from the truth. All I ever think about is you. You got me hynotised, so mesmerized and I just got to know…

Nice song lor…david..archutela? arcu…whatever his name is!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Hmm…now in the office we using Microsoft 2007. Which sux cuz I'M LOST.

Haha!!!

Anyway, like what I’ve told Fieza, I’m back to normal me. Appear jiu appear. Disappear jiu disappear.

Haha! But ltr once appear, thn I’ll be so OVER THE MOON. Thn disappear and I’ll be so DAMN DISAPPOINTED.

Crap.

I’ve been a bad girl since last last wk. Been eating fastfd like 3 times a week. But there’s reallie nth to eat.

Maybe I keep eating fastfood thn one day will be sianz. Thn nv eat alrdy.

How convenient!

Okies, back to work. =)

Oh one more thing.

I MUST LEARN HOW TO SMILE AT LEAST 16 HOURS DAILY. I don’t like my expression whn I’m alone. Haha! I think everyone’s afraid of me lor. Cuz I never smile whn I’m alone. =)

And that makes candid photos of myself just sucky. =)

So smile, ruzaina SMILE!

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I don’t noe why this lagu MIANG just kept reminding me of it…which sux. No it’s NOTHING to do with the lyrics or anything…it’s the voice.

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c? c? c?

the last post was using th new microsoft and it sux. i hv to MANUALLY 'enter'.

nvm...shall c peeps on wkends! i hope.

oh..tml i'm NOT gg out. anyone wan date me? hees...

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