Sunday, December 28, 2008 • 1:33:00 AM

kinda just came back an hour ago! went out to meet the Ginnas (Lemon, Flora and Jialing) and Kitty Ira.

walked arnd far east. i reached orchard first, meeting Ira. thn we both bought tubes. yep! i bought two tubes like mths ago and i love them. they dun slip off! so today i bought black and pink. maybe the next time, i shall buy brown, purple, orange, yellow. so vibrant colours!

and that was all i bought. met Lemon and Flora and walked arnd more. thn met Jialing and walked arnd. settled down at Breeks. ate dessert first cuz most of us were not hungry yet. ate brownie. shared with Ira.

thn ate main dish. finally at breeks i ordered something else. chicken patties thingy. ok lah. whipped potato and salad, and of course-the chic patty. yep. one patty.

was torn btw, chic patty, cajun chic, cajun fish, seafood pasta (cuz of the mussels!!!) and chic curry baked rice. i mean i dun eat baked rice so yea. but the illustration was tempting.

but NEVER trust the pictures in the menu. =)

and i act wanted to orer potato island. i feel in love with baked potato with skin since pizza hut. LONG LONG time ago thr was. i dunnoe y they scrape that out. rubbish.

thn exchanged gifts. act we ballot the names for thrice.

firstly cuz Lemon and Flora got each other's. and it's unfair since thye both knew what the other bought. (i got Ira's.)

secondly, Flora got her name. Jialing too. (i got Lemon's.)

and the 3rd, i got Flora's. and Lemon got mine.

so I rec gift from Flora and Lemon frm me.

and and!!!

guess what! i got the adidas perfume that i wanted!!! HAHA!!! was thinking n thinking hard whether to buy anot. and kept dragging and dragging. and in the end, i got it! HAHA!!! fate.

so happy! and a handphone holder too. wee!!!

so happy. thn walked somemore. thn walked to centrepoint's robinson. thn off we go. =(

so sad. i didn't feel time was passing. and was shocked whn i reach int after 12am. HAHA!!!

and the queue was long. how funny.

and and right now, i'm like so into hpnes. i noe i'm only getting a BRAND new one in april cuz that's whn my contract ends and my hp NOW is sucky.

so i'm like torn btw these 3.

1) Nokia 6600 slide.

it's small. internal memory of 20MB. sd slot up to 8 GB. camera is 3.2 megapix. radio. mp3. only 1 colour. black wif slight blue.

2) Nokia 7610 Supernova.

don't noe the size. as the shop do not hv the model. BUT! right now, w/o contract it's less thn $400. it sells by itself. no contract. but anyway, u imagine. by apr the price will/may drop? 64MB. up to 2 GB slot. 3.2 megapix. radio and mp3. and the colours? HAHA!!! i'm buying either PINK or dark purple. =)

3) Nokia 7100 Supernova.

don't noe the size too. it's either the shop do not hv the model or it's not been launched yet. 4MB and n expandable memory. that's the sad thing. but the thing is if i hv my seperate mp3, this is no issue! 1.3 megapix. i hv camera alrdy for godsake! mp3 and radio.

u c, rite now i alrdy hv my creative. and i find it quite a hassle to hv my hp and my mp3 seperately. so thinking whether i shd combine my mp3 and hp functions tgt. anyway, like most hp out thr hv mp3 functions. BUT! i'm worrying will this cause my hp to lag or something. cuz i've and AM alrdy experiencing the lagging problem with my current love. love? HAHA!!! pls!!!

so if i wan to get seperate mp3 and hp, thn the 3rd choice will be gd. less memory use. if not, thn i'm torn btw the 1st and 2nd.

but also feel like getting ipod. but the purple is not nice. SO HOW?! crappy!!!

maybe shall wait till april thn can say. i mean, collect all reviews first. maybe these phones hv problems? we'll c.

but i am itching to get a new phone.

oh! and and...next mth i AM NOT gg to spend on clothes. more to products. top up my make up and of course! must save! HELLO!!! i need money for feb! crap.

ok enough. updating my work blogging. 2 posts onie. it'the xmas wk! and i took off on mon. =)

i still can't believe that next wk is the LAST of 2008. sheesh! that's so fast!

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I think it’s me. Haiz…I dunnoe.

Gg out later with Liy. Intially wanted to watch movie but thn changed plans. But before that, meet Jialing to pass her perfumes.

Ok, my stomach’s not good. I feel like vomiting. Feel bloated too. I ate breakfast what!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Went out with Liy for awhile. She wanted to shop for xmas prezzies. And was telling me to remind her NOT to do LAST min xmas shopping. HAHA!!!

Left the soon-to-be-happening place at 4+. Haha!!!

Wanted to eat lunch but thn, her fren woke up alrdy. Didn’t want him to wait for us eat, so I told her next time. And reached home, Wak and Caca were there.

They went off at abt 8.30pm. Raining heavily man! I mean the whole day, and so cold!!!

I woke up at 3pm yest. HAHA!!! Of course, that’s cuz my mum was squealing away!

Oh, Marks & Spencer’s cookies are nice. Tempted to buy but…

As of end of this week, my bank will be frozen. Sampai lah next pay.

Enough spending. Right now, am thinking of NOT to shop for clothes next mth.

Just ate BK omelet sandwich. And boy-am I FULL.

I’ve small stomach space now but HUGE and WILD cravings.

I can be craving for MEAT this moment and cakes the next. Rubbish!

Tapi makan tak habis.

Ok, loking forward to the wkends. Nice events lining up!

Tml meeting Lemon, Jialing, Flora and Ira. Wee!!!

Sunday, meeting my WHOLE family to makan2x.

Booked the place and food alrdy! Haha!!!

Oh, I’m going home 7.30pm sharp today! Want to clear more work (yeah right!) and why 7.30? can go off later, thn can clear more work right? But! Cuz I wanna watch THE LITTLE NYONYA! Wee!!!

Ok enough blogging. Bye bye ppl!!!

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and i hate my right side of my face! idiot pimples. idiot acne. whatever you are! i hate you!!!

i act wanted to sae something but forgot.

Thank You

Monday, December 22, 2008 • 6:16:00 PM

kinda just woke up frm sleep.

just now went to Zac's factory to buy discounted meat. HAHA!!!

spent another BOMB. haha!!!

ok drank coke frm mac this noon for breakfast+lunch, stomach pain. and it's VERY pain.

so i slept for awhile. HAHA! awhile eh. BANYAK KAU NYE WHILE.

so this wk, kinda gonna be bz.

tml if Dad's ok, gonna go out buy xmas prezzies. hers hers, mine mine. what is that?!

thn wed. having lunch wif my colleagues. xmas exchange. thn meeting Liy.

thn thurs is xmas itself. dunnoe do what!

fri, maybe if i still haven get my xmas gift for the next day, can go lah. and the thing is I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET. *thinking thinking*

sat, another xmas exchange gifts! wee!!! meeting the 3 ginnas and Kitty Ira. =)

thn sun, gg out with the WHOLE fam. =) so those who read this, this sun, we r gonna meet as a family and EAT!!!

woah! bzbz...

tml gg back to work. i seriously am worrying abt this. what has happened. Belinda replied in her msg like it's something serious.

ok enough. my stomach is STILL hurting. and i'm yawning out loud. =)

Thank You

• 12:48:00 AM

...what is gg through her mind!

Reallie pissed off!!!

You see TODAY she behaves this way. Thn next time when it's MY TURN, wldn't they pay us with our OWN coins?!

Rubbish you noe!

Selfish-only think of herself. Angry.

Don't bother asking. You noe who i'm referring to, thn just keep it to yourself.

Reallie pissed off! She cleverly sayd the bad htings abt others and all. Then herself?

It's the SAME characteristics okay! I mean hello! They're related. like DUH.

I am seriously pissed off. And I"m not going to delete this!!!

I don't know. I am reallie pissed, that's all!

Very pissed off with her! Crap!!!

Thank You

Sunday, December 21, 2008 • 10:14:00 PM

She got married just now!!!

Pretty pretty!

Yep, very pretty!

But kinda pissed off with...my mum. Reallie. I almost wanted to blurt out but held back.

Sheesh!!!

Ok forget it.

Whn's my turn? Hmm...let us see.

Calon belum ade cik kak. Duit pon tkde cik kak. Mcm mane? Tunggu je lah diam2x ye. Enjoy dulu!!!

Ok, these rashes/pimples/acne...WTF! They're very irritating! How the hell am i suppose to get rid of it?! Grr...

Kinda hungry now.

Ok. I need to get two stuffs. Two xmas gifts to be exact. But what!

Date due 24th and 27th. HAHA!!! Tml gg out, maybe can go buy. I only know I MUST go to More Than Words. Np hv anot? Lazy ah wan to go cwp. But that's mini toons rite? HAHA!!!

As for the other one, i seriously dunnoe what to get. GRR!!!

See how tml. And on Thurs, gg out with Liy. =)

Maybe can get the 27th xmas gift on that day. As for the 24th, get it tml. Le't's c now.

Oh! Did i tell you that i'm broke?! Yikes! I mean, my spending limit has BUSTED. I'm like eating into MY savings.

Thank You

• 10:02:00 PM

before i blogged for TODAY, gonna post my blogs since 1st dec. Hees!

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Monday, December 01, 2008

Tengok??? Timbul lagi!

And I can’t seem to forget about it AFTERALL.

Killing me, killing me!

But anyway, actually yest wanted to watch DEAR LALA performing. But first went to sitex cuz Setay wanted to buy things. And then, still early and hungry, so went airport. At first we went to T3. Went toilet and hopping to find food. Didn’t noe popeye is downstairs with the foodcourt!

Then went t2. Finding also. Don’t have! In the end, ate Swenson! How crap!

EVERYTHING IS CRAP. AND IT’S THE AIRPORT! IT’S NOT EVEN FULL HOUSE! Serving dessert, thn few mins serve main dish??? HELLO!!!

But nvm. Thn took us another one hour to go off from the airport TO THE BUS.

It’s been more thn1 yr since I last went airport and take 858. So were kinda lost. I mean, my intention was to get on the bus from one terminal so we can sit whn the ppl alight at the next terminal. But forgot which terminal comes first! at first we were right-t1. But saw many ppl in the bus so we headed back to t2. And in the end, had to STAND all the way to woodlands!

How crap.

But anyway, reached woodlands lib abt 6.15pm like tat…HAHA!!!

So just talked with Lala AWHILE. And I reallie mean AWHILE. Cuz she had to rush back to keep the props.

Haiz.

Thn going home, appeared!!! Right in front!!!

HAHA…was so happy back thn. But now come to think of it, it’s killing me. =(

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Ok. I’ve deleted whatever I’ve typed just now. Cuz I realized something. I think.

But anyway, it hurts like SHIT!

DAMN LAH…

Feel like gg home now. Thn since tml, I dun tink I’m gg out, so I tot wan to stay back. But so long nv walk home. HAHA!!!

So I tot tml dun wan to stay back. How ah?

But there’s lotz of work! GOSH!!!

Friday, December 05, 2008

I tot it’s not obvious. I mean I can feel it but it’s to my own feelings. But thn, whn the rest mentioned. Thn I’m like “FINE!”

Act frm the beginning, my impression is alrdy bad. Not my taste. So that’s why I heck.

But now, it’s so obvious!

So pissed-think they so big issit?

Ok forget it. It’s all over. I don’t want to tink of another stress…

For now, I’m only thinking…shd I stay or not? I dun feel like staying but thn if nv clear my work, thn gone. Finish! Ltr next wk, so many things again. Though it’s gg to be work all the way.
Don’t think thr’s any event.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

I am very sad right now. Cuz of the weather? Haha! Don’t think so. But anyway, it’s cuz of other things. Actually it’s more to pissed off.

No respect issit? Even if you dun noe, can just reply and ask who right?

I reallie can’t be bothered already.

So pissed. Grr…

Anyway, you noe, it may hv reappeared! Haha!!! But I was TOO FAST.

But whatever it is, I don’t feel like gg this sat. the bowling. Reallie,I’ve no mood to come face to face. Reallie pissed.

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I am MOODLESS. Seriously. Issit cuz of the weather? Or cuz of THIS? I seriously don’t know. Bu I am moodless.

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I must learn how to say NO. Can’t be selfless alrdy. It’s killing me.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Haha! Like what I’ve told Fieza, it’s becoming plainly boring. Nth much to lookout for and be happy about.

WHO ARE YOU? INTRUDER? INTERRUPT-ER? TWIN?

*sigh*

Nvm, can’t be bothered anyway. Ok the system DAMN slow. It’s always like that. Whn I hv the enthu feeling to work, SURE got something ruining everything.

OH! And much to Setay’s dismay, I am going to buy all four books of the twilight series. =)

YES SETAY!!! I AM GOING TO BUY!!!

And I DON’T MIND WATCHING IT AGAIN-watched it online.

Anyone wanna go and watch?

***

Killing me, killing me. Is that you? Is that you?

Ok enough. Work work work it shall be

Oh! When can I go take my degree in creative writing for media? Or rather whn wld it appear? Only SP has it. And it’s diploma.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!

And no Setay. I am not poisoned. It’s a simple teenage love story!!!

I mean hello??? Whn was the last time a perfect simple love story has been shown? It’s ALWAYS a love triangle. And that’s so typical.

In addition, this is like so fantasy-vampire and human!!! So classic and all…

I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!

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This song very cute. From beginning to start,

“I just wanna say I love you.”

How sweet. Haha!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

*sigh*

C what my life has become?

So sad.

And I reallie think I’m like this TYRANT in public-when I’m alone.

Scary you noe!

SMILE!

Ok ltr, maybe gg to visit Bee Eng. If nv happens, thn I dunnoe le. Maybe can ask Jialing, got any seats anot for the movie? But thn…weird leh.

Ok nvm. As usual. Stay back!!! This is like my 2nd home. And I reallie mean it. My 24 hours a day is spilt into half. Home/Office.

I wanna go out.

***

Seriously, I shd go around smiling. Be happy. =)

But anyway, my eyes r hurting now. Cuz my moisturizer got into my eyes. And it doesn’t help that it’s garnier’s light. Hello? Lemon??? Lemon and eyes don’t go together you noe.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Amek kesempatan je tau!

That’s what Fieza told me. Grr…how dare she! She shall die! =)

Calves are hurting like shit. ESPECIALLY IF I GO DOWN THE STAIRS.

Ape tak? Friday, thr was fire drill. Went down the stairs-from 21st storey mind you! Well, actually if only this I think should be ok ABIT. But after that, went shopping abit. After visiting Bee Eng. Spent a bomb at Dorothy Perkins!

Then, on Sat, after my appointment, went This Fashion at Dhoby Ghaut. Shop again!!! Spent another BOMB!

Then went Vivo. Hoping to find black pants and white & pink belt. But dun hv. Act saw this nice black pant at topshop. BUT WTH!!!

That pants ALONE, is equivalent to 3 of my items bought.

Oh-oh! Before vivo, went to buy two shoes. saw two nice heels. BUT WTH! Dream on lah ruzaina! But damn nice!!!

And the day before, went online and bought my wishlists. =)

So enough shopping for this month, and think my ipod will hv to wait. *sigh*

But who knows, maybe can leh. C how first lah. =)

Ok back to work. If not, Mdm Lim will come breathing down my neck! Grr!!!

And AGAIN! Forgot to bring home my posts for the last two weeks. Hees.

And can I announce something?

I HATE JIALING, IRA & WIDAD!!! Roar!!!

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Hmm, actually I’m stressed at work cuz…I HAVE SO MANY WORK. And one by one, the phone team came to me and said to expedite the work. Haiz. But how???!!! So many. I stay back everyday also no use. Crap!

Ok, like what the doctor said, maybe I’m stressed. Just that cuz I’m used to bottling up my feelings and so no one can tell that much. And that’s why I reacted this way. That’s how I let out my stress. That’s how I show it. Ok I’m beginning to believe everything now. Ok NOW I MUST learn how to relax.

RELAX AND SMILE.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I must learn NOT to hope for too much. Not to be happy at the slightest thing.

But not TOO pessimistic too. HAHA! WTH toking you sia?!

Ok, work is piling up. But I’m clearing, slowly. Yest stayed back till 8.40pm. My dad fetched me. Todae staying too I guess. Eat dinner with Belinda. Then 7.30pm, she will go off, I will go off too. I mean, she will go to her lessons and I’ll go back office. But since I’m outside then very sianz hor.

See how today my target. Did I reach? As for yest, yep. BUT! cannot cover for last week.

Sucky sucky.

What’s with me and Malay-songs? HAHA!!!

Aku dah jadi melayu!!!

(Ngada2x sak ini pompan!!! Abis selama ni bukan melayu ah?! Menyampah!)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Good morning! It’s 8.12am right now…(reminds me of Volcano-the movie.)

Rihanna’s Disturbia playing now. Getting abit sianz of the song. I wanna change my ringtone.

Saturday I guess. Friday, gg out.

But Sat? Got time meh? Maybe mon. HAHA!!!

OK Mon, I’m on leave.

Work work work. Last time, I used to look forward to the journey to work. Once I’ve reached office, will settle down. But now, there’s nothing. I DREAD going to work.

Gg to the lib today. Later. The lib closes at 9pm. Maybe I shall go off frm my office at 8pm. I already noe what books to borrow. So it’ll be just finding them.

Sleepy. Yest overslept by 10 mins. Today, ok lah. Woke up. Managed to.

Ok back to work. Gonna clear those pending. I c them on my desk, I feel like just throwing them away.

My kind of person:

Get it over and done with. I don’t like to drag.

Ok sleepy. For breakfast, eating fruits. Cherries and small oranges. =)

But don’t feel like eating. My stomach’s growling like HELL.

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Actually my mood is normal. Then just now made a call to query. And she just hang up! FUCK HER LAH!!!

They only know how NOT TO BE HAPPY!!! Damn pissed at these kind of people!!!

Yes-I know. I won’t be seeing your face. I don’t even know who the FUCK you are. BUT HELLO!!! RESPECT!!!

Got scolded the 2nd time. YOU KNOW. I’m reallie pissed at all these people. If I reallie cannot take it, I’m so gonna quit.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Did I mention yest that I got scolded AGAIN?!

Damn pissed lah. And todae no mood to work. My mum woke me up just now. If not, I’ll over sleep AGAIN.

Damn sleepy. Todae going home ON TIME. Meet my mum at NP. Then maybe reach home, eat dinner then sleep. DAMN SLEEPY.

I’ve applied leave for Mon. But it has not been approved. Hope by today or tml. Maybe if tml still haven approve, I’ll ask Mdm Lim.

Gosh sleepy!!!

Took the 7.07am train. Not much ppl, don’t know why.

Reached office like 10 mins earlier. When I was at Braddell, it was 7.23am I think. The time whn I USUALLY will be just reaching Khatib.

Ok lah. I’ll stop here…for now. I can just cont and cont typing.

Reallie sleepy.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Later meeting Ira-FINALLY!!! I’m going out!!!

So happy. Anyway, was rushing like hell just now. Cuz I missed the 6.58am bus. Then reach np at abt 7.11am. Then must rush to the mrt before 7.20am. My train!

Ok nth much to blog about. Just that I feel guilty about the number of work under my queue.

And it’s not helping cuz the system is laggy right now. Shucks.

Ok, dunnoe what to eat for lunch. But I guess I’m staying away from noodles.

Ok. I shall transfer my blog posts for update tml, I guess.

Oh! Mdm Lim still have not approve of my leave on Mon. Sheesh!

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Ok. I’ve not transferred. But anyway, this week I am DAMN tired! Sleepy…and I am NOW.

After one, comes another. But this is not work-related. It’s more of people. Internal.

Gosh!!! Fan fan fan!!!

I am not feeling hungry. Just my stomach kept growling. Feel like vomiting also!!!

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Next post-TODAY'S.

Thank You

Sunday, December 07, 2008 • 3:44:00 AM

yep.

it's 3.44am!!!

oh, just went facebook earlier. ok tried two applications.

save the planet and vampires. HAHA!!! vampires?

yea vampire, kinda got stuck thr.

but i'll get over it soon.

not gonna post a video on youtube though.

maybe i will. and i'll be screaming "I WANNA MARRY A VAMPIRE!!!"

haha...slay me if it does happen. once i reallie do become a vampire, thn it'll be very difficult you noe.

ok enough.

better go to sleep. i'm gonna wake up tml like some BIG MADAM!

right after i reached home just now, i slept till 5pm. HAHA!!!

and i shall wakeS up at ...at least 11am???

AT LEAST.

ok enough talking. go to sleep already!

Thank You

• 2:23:00 AM

ok watched twilight online.

hmm...

ok lah i guess.

but one thing, edward. hmm...he's ok for the looks i guess. i mean vampires, so long as the make-up is thick enough and the face r chiselled, that shd make the cut.

as for bella, she looks fierce. HAHA!!! the actress shd be someone with sweet face. sweet innocent face. that actress looks kinda fierce. maybe someone like rachel leigh cook?

but anyway, due to my unpatience, read the plot summary till book 4. the whole storyline is plain and typical, whr everyone gets what they want.

but nvm. for entertainment. gonna be a gd girl and not hantam the author.

yea i guess. i tink i noe why people will start to harbour hopes of being in love with a vampire.

but for myself, it didnt start with this. it started since YEARS ago...so yea.

but hello? reality. but it's ok to harbour some hopes.

but wth.

wake up ppl!

not to the extend of putting a video on youtube!

Setay shd noe. *winks*

ok shit. it's 2.28am. and i actually want to sleep, BUT!

i heard noises frm the kitchen. the teapot. so i guess, no kitchen for me. i shall straight go to bed.

Thank You

Saturday, December 06, 2008 • 12:12:00 AM

ok so the busy period is over! my NORMAL life is back...

my throat is hurting. am i gonna be sick?

oh well...

so JUST NOW i realised that it's not only me. it's so obvious that the rest mentioned it IN MY FACE. grr...

yepyep. it's irri but wth! act my 1st impression was alrdy true. but i didn't care cuz maybe it's ONLY ME. but no. it has turned out to be something more obvious, which sux!

so now, frm the thought-it-will-grow-bigger-and-bigger has spilt.

i dunnoe why. and this just sux. ok i am NOT the glue but it has come to this so nvm i tell myself. just let it be.

anyway, this is reallie pissing me off.

so THE DEGREE tat i wantS, can u pls appear alrdy???

dun tink i can wait any longer. it's killing me.

anywayz,

spent my hours online 'shopping'. yap, window shopping. hv compiled a list of the things i want. from levi, f21, david & goliath, and old navy. and perfume!

and this window shopping has cost me S$555.90 EXCLUSIVE extra charges like shipping and stuffs.

how nice the figure!!!

i cant be bothered to reduce NOW as...i am damn sleepy. tml waking up early to meet Setay.

was busy admiring what was in front of me, when she called. and started getting all worried. spoil. grr...

but nvm. hees. =)

so tml meeting her. told her cannot be late, if not the queue will be DAMN LONG!

ok eyes getting heavier by the seconds!

u noe, my blog posts at work r still in my work comp. grr..kept forgetting. we'll c on tue.

OH! Fieza, da dpt ke lum? haha!!!

Thank You