Sunday, December 21, 2008 • 10:02:00 PM

before i blogged for TODAY, gonna post my blogs since 1st dec. Hees!

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Monday, December 01, 2008

Tengok??? Timbul lagi!

And I can’t seem to forget about it AFTERALL.

Killing me, killing me!

But anyway, actually yest wanted to watch DEAR LALA performing. But first went to sitex cuz Setay wanted to buy things. And then, still early and hungry, so went airport. At first we went to T3. Went toilet and hopping to find food. Didn’t noe popeye is downstairs with the foodcourt!

Then went t2. Finding also. Don’t have! In the end, ate Swenson! How crap!

EVERYTHING IS CRAP. AND IT’S THE AIRPORT! IT’S NOT EVEN FULL HOUSE! Serving dessert, thn few mins serve main dish??? HELLO!!!

But nvm. Thn took us another one hour to go off from the airport TO THE BUS.

It’s been more thn1 yr since I last went airport and take 858. So were kinda lost. I mean, my intention was to get on the bus from one terminal so we can sit whn the ppl alight at the next terminal. But forgot which terminal comes first! at first we were right-t1. But saw many ppl in the bus so we headed back to t2. And in the end, had to STAND all the way to woodlands!

How crap.

But anyway, reached woodlands lib abt 6.15pm like tat…HAHA!!!

So just talked with Lala AWHILE. And I reallie mean AWHILE. Cuz she had to rush back to keep the props.

Haiz.

Thn going home, appeared!!! Right in front!!!

HAHA…was so happy back thn. But now come to think of it, it’s killing me. =(

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Ok. I’ve deleted whatever I’ve typed just now. Cuz I realized something. I think.

But anyway, it hurts like SHIT!

DAMN LAH…

Feel like gg home now. Thn since tml, I dun tink I’m gg out, so I tot wan to stay back. But so long nv walk home. HAHA!!!

So I tot tml dun wan to stay back. How ah?

But there’s lotz of work! GOSH!!!

Friday, December 05, 2008

I tot it’s not obvious. I mean I can feel it but it’s to my own feelings. But thn, whn the rest mentioned. Thn I’m like “FINE!”

Act frm the beginning, my impression is alrdy bad. Not my taste. So that’s why I heck.

But now, it’s so obvious!

So pissed-think they so big issit?

Ok forget it. It’s all over. I don’t want to tink of another stress…

For now, I’m only thinking…shd I stay or not? I dun feel like staying but thn if nv clear my work, thn gone. Finish! Ltr next wk, so many things again. Though it’s gg to be work all the way.
Don’t think thr’s any event.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

I am very sad right now. Cuz of the weather? Haha! Don’t think so. But anyway, it’s cuz of other things. Actually it’s more to pissed off.

No respect issit? Even if you dun noe, can just reply and ask who right?

I reallie can’t be bothered already.

So pissed. Grr…

Anyway, you noe, it may hv reappeared! Haha!!! But I was TOO FAST.

But whatever it is, I don’t feel like gg this sat. the bowling. Reallie,I’ve no mood to come face to face. Reallie pissed.

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I am MOODLESS. Seriously. Issit cuz of the weather? Or cuz of THIS? I seriously don’t know. Bu I am moodless.

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I must learn how to say NO. Can’t be selfless alrdy. It’s killing me.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Haha! Like what I’ve told Fieza, it’s becoming plainly boring. Nth much to lookout for and be happy about.

WHO ARE YOU? INTRUDER? INTERRUPT-ER? TWIN?

*sigh*

Nvm, can’t be bothered anyway. Ok the system DAMN slow. It’s always like that. Whn I hv the enthu feeling to work, SURE got something ruining everything.

OH! And much to Setay’s dismay, I am going to buy all four books of the twilight series. =)

YES SETAY!!! I AM GOING TO BUY!!!

And I DON’T MIND WATCHING IT AGAIN-watched it online.

Anyone wanna go and watch?

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Killing me, killing me. Is that you? Is that you?

Ok enough. Work work work it shall be

Oh! When can I go take my degree in creative writing for media? Or rather whn wld it appear? Only SP has it. And it’s diploma.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!

And no Setay. I am not poisoned. It’s a simple teenage love story!!!

I mean hello??? Whn was the last time a perfect simple love story has been shown? It’s ALWAYS a love triangle. And that’s so typical.

In addition, this is like so fantasy-vampire and human!!! So classic and all…

I WANT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!

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This song very cute. From beginning to start,

“I just wanna say I love you.”

How sweet. Haha!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

*sigh*

C what my life has become?

So sad.

And I reallie think I’m like this TYRANT in public-when I’m alone.

Scary you noe!

SMILE!

Ok ltr, maybe gg to visit Bee Eng. If nv happens, thn I dunnoe le. Maybe can ask Jialing, got any seats anot for the movie? But thn…weird leh.

Ok nvm. As usual. Stay back!!! This is like my 2nd home. And I reallie mean it. My 24 hours a day is spilt into half. Home/Office.

I wanna go out.

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Seriously, I shd go around smiling. Be happy. =)

But anyway, my eyes r hurting now. Cuz my moisturizer got into my eyes. And it doesn’t help that it’s garnier’s light. Hello? Lemon??? Lemon and eyes don’t go together you noe.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Amek kesempatan je tau!

That’s what Fieza told me. Grr…how dare she! She shall die! =)

Calves are hurting like shit. ESPECIALLY IF I GO DOWN THE STAIRS.

Ape tak? Friday, thr was fire drill. Went down the stairs-from 21st storey mind you! Well, actually if only this I think should be ok ABIT. But after that, went shopping abit. After visiting Bee Eng. Spent a bomb at Dorothy Perkins!

Then, on Sat, after my appointment, went This Fashion at Dhoby Ghaut. Shop again!!! Spent another BOMB!

Then went Vivo. Hoping to find black pants and white & pink belt. But dun hv. Act saw this nice black pant at topshop. BUT WTH!!!

That pants ALONE, is equivalent to 3 of my items bought.

Oh-oh! Before vivo, went to buy two shoes. saw two nice heels. BUT WTH! Dream on lah ruzaina! But damn nice!!!

And the day before, went online and bought my wishlists. =)

So enough shopping for this month, and think my ipod will hv to wait. *sigh*

But who knows, maybe can leh. C how first lah. =)

Ok back to work. If not, Mdm Lim will come breathing down my neck! Grr!!!

And AGAIN! Forgot to bring home my posts for the last two weeks. Hees.

And can I announce something?

I HATE JIALING, IRA & WIDAD!!! Roar!!!

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Hmm, actually I’m stressed at work cuz…I HAVE SO MANY WORK. And one by one, the phone team came to me and said to expedite the work. Haiz. But how???!!! So many. I stay back everyday also no use. Crap!

Ok, like what the doctor said, maybe I’m stressed. Just that cuz I’m used to bottling up my feelings and so no one can tell that much. And that’s why I reacted this way. That’s how I let out my stress. That’s how I show it. Ok I’m beginning to believe everything now. Ok NOW I MUST learn how to relax.

RELAX AND SMILE.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I must learn NOT to hope for too much. Not to be happy at the slightest thing.

But not TOO pessimistic too. HAHA! WTH toking you sia?!

Ok, work is piling up. But I’m clearing, slowly. Yest stayed back till 8.40pm. My dad fetched me. Todae staying too I guess. Eat dinner with Belinda. Then 7.30pm, she will go off, I will go off too. I mean, she will go to her lessons and I’ll go back office. But since I’m outside then very sianz hor.

See how today my target. Did I reach? As for yest, yep. BUT! cannot cover for last week.

Sucky sucky.

What’s with me and Malay-songs? HAHA!!!

Aku dah jadi melayu!!!

(Ngada2x sak ini pompan!!! Abis selama ni bukan melayu ah?! Menyampah!)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Good morning! It’s 8.12am right now…(reminds me of Volcano-the movie.)

Rihanna’s Disturbia playing now. Getting abit sianz of the song. I wanna change my ringtone.

Saturday I guess. Friday, gg out.

But Sat? Got time meh? Maybe mon. HAHA!!!

OK Mon, I’m on leave.

Work work work. Last time, I used to look forward to the journey to work. Once I’ve reached office, will settle down. But now, there’s nothing. I DREAD going to work.

Gg to the lib today. Later. The lib closes at 9pm. Maybe I shall go off frm my office at 8pm. I already noe what books to borrow. So it’ll be just finding them.

Sleepy. Yest overslept by 10 mins. Today, ok lah. Woke up. Managed to.

Ok back to work. Gonna clear those pending. I c them on my desk, I feel like just throwing them away.

My kind of person:

Get it over and done with. I don’t like to drag.

Ok sleepy. For breakfast, eating fruits. Cherries and small oranges. =)

But don’t feel like eating. My stomach’s growling like HELL.

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Actually my mood is normal. Then just now made a call to query. And she just hang up! FUCK HER LAH!!!

They only know how NOT TO BE HAPPY!!! Damn pissed at these kind of people!!!

Yes-I know. I won’t be seeing your face. I don’t even know who the FUCK you are. BUT HELLO!!! RESPECT!!!

Got scolded the 2nd time. YOU KNOW. I’m reallie pissed at all these people. If I reallie cannot take it, I’m so gonna quit.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Did I mention yest that I got scolded AGAIN?!

Damn pissed lah. And todae no mood to work. My mum woke me up just now. If not, I’ll over sleep AGAIN.

Damn sleepy. Todae going home ON TIME. Meet my mum at NP. Then maybe reach home, eat dinner then sleep. DAMN SLEEPY.

I’ve applied leave for Mon. But it has not been approved. Hope by today or tml. Maybe if tml still haven approve, I’ll ask Mdm Lim.

Gosh sleepy!!!

Took the 7.07am train. Not much ppl, don’t know why.

Reached office like 10 mins earlier. When I was at Braddell, it was 7.23am I think. The time whn I USUALLY will be just reaching Khatib.

Ok lah. I’ll stop here…for now. I can just cont and cont typing.

Reallie sleepy.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Later meeting Ira-FINALLY!!! I’m going out!!!

So happy. Anyway, was rushing like hell just now. Cuz I missed the 6.58am bus. Then reach np at abt 7.11am. Then must rush to the mrt before 7.20am. My train!

Ok nth much to blog about. Just that I feel guilty about the number of work under my queue.

And it’s not helping cuz the system is laggy right now. Shucks.

Ok, dunnoe what to eat for lunch. But I guess I’m staying away from noodles.

Ok. I shall transfer my blog posts for update tml, I guess.

Oh! Mdm Lim still have not approve of my leave on Mon. Sheesh!

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Ok. I’ve not transferred. But anyway, this week I am DAMN tired! Sleepy…and I am NOW.

After one, comes another. But this is not work-related. It’s more of people. Internal.

Gosh!!! Fan fan fan!!!

I am not feeling hungry. Just my stomach kept growling. Feel like vomiting also!!!

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