Sunday, March 22, 2009 • 3:05:00 AM
seriously, i reallie dun feel at ease whn i'm here. i'm serious!
especially now!
in fact, this is what i've been feeling since last wk.
seriously.
i tink this feeling is alrdy too much. i'm more at ease whn i'm not here.
ok, i noe my post these days have been very emotional and scary. but wth. this is my blog. whr i let out my feelings...seriously, i tink EVERYDAY i'm looking forward NOT to be here. it's only NOW i tink i'm embracing work. i mean, i'm embracing the feeling of not being here...i'm very tired of all these.
i dunnoe whether that previous posts hv been read anot. in fact, maybe it is. and it's being commented.
good if u get my message. if not, thn you'll continue to drive me to my grave eh?
fine thn.
haiz. i seriously feel like just...
nvm. i'm so looking forward to tml.
yes Setay, i'll accompany u tml and come early yea.*sigh*
i nd to get out. i nd to block all feelings. i've regretted my decision YEARS ago. i shd hv thrown tantrum. i shdn't even asked for it.
now i'm regretting. i'm seriously regretting.
i tink i'll stop here.
i dun wanna think anymore. i dun wan.
i dun wan to think abt this and it.
i've had enough.
conclusion: i tink the patience is over. i just dun feel comfortable anymore. used to looking forward to just be here but not anymore. i nd air. the air i'm breathing now is TOXIN.ok done. enough. stop. dun tink.
nitez ppl!!! morning i mean...hees...
Thank You
