Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




Xinyi
Flora
Khalisah
Sarah
Nadia
Adillah
Widad
Helen
Hafiz
Dharina
Shuling
Suharti
Iswan
Joelyn
Farhana
Karim
Hazmi
Izzat
Yanling
Fariz
Saidah
Kak Yati
Filzah
Frana


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let's tok abt the GOOD things first kaes.

1) I wan a laptop with 10GB broadband speed. =)

2) I wan an ipod mini. =)

3) I wan that colour pallettes (blushers, eyeshadows and hightlighters) from Coastal Sands. =)

4) I wan a big bag..enough space for my gym days. =)

5) I wan to go on a shopping spree without limitations. =)

6) I wan to go overseas. Holiday lah. =)

7) I wan a new phone. Desperately. Nokia 5800 red pls. =)

8) I wan...i wan...i wan!!!

Okies, 3, 4 and 7 are what I will make sure I have!

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Ok for the bad thing...

But before that, this gonna get so bad. So if you don't wanna read thn just stop for today. Just get out frm this blog. This is something...personal I wld say? Haha! No, nope. Not gonna do something bad. Not gonna kill myself or anything foolish. No, no, no. I'm still me okies. I'm gg to still be existing. No, I'm not gg to be depressed or anything. You meet me, I'm still me. Hees...Maybe stop here lah. Okies, look forward to my NEXT post.

Entah bile sak!!!

I'm tired of all this shit alrdy. Why must i always give in?! To everyone-and i mean EVERYONE! I've had enough. Seriously. When I say I don't like means I DON'T LIKE.

2 things actually happened which trigger this.

Anyway, the conclusion is. I think I'm gonna stay away. Think I'm enjoying this?! Tink I'm enjoying sulking everytime? I don't care if you are lashing at me in your PRETTY PINK BLOG. I just don't care! You did that before right? And I believe that's not the first nor only. Maybe tml when you had the chance you're gonna do it again rite? Maybe with your friends. ALREADY.

Fine, I don't care. With this in mind, it's over. I'm so gonna make a decision. You can enjoy all you want! I will stop sulking already! You can stop seeing me sulk already.

Dammit! I don't care anymore! It's enough. I'm tired alrdy. They say be nice to you. Yea rite. Whn I did, what happen? Whn I gave you chances, what happen? Whn I tell you something, what happen? Did you do it? No...you dragged it till I'm so fed up and my blood just boils. Thn you made a fuss and all this.

Fine, da besar kan?! Fine. Enough okays. Enough.

Thank You