Saturday, October 31, 2009 • 10:50:00 PM
saje nk blog on the last day of october 2009. AKA HALLOWEEN!
*lol*
so what've i been up to? is tat english correct? *lol*
itching to go shopping but totally broke. (always broke by end of mth) SADDED!
and can't wait to start my exercise regime. reallie! i need to!
what else eh?
oh to disappoint everything now, i'm hungry. WTH!
oh and my
langit2x IS BURNT. =(
frm the 1st mouth of mee soto. @ AMK. yep @ hady mirza's fam stall. haha!!!
still pain and it's irritating lah!
and tml is flash forward. and ltr is the exorcist thing. but not the one with the girl. the pre-thing.
and i wanna watch 2012.
ok
, bnyk kau nk buat eh ruzaina.but important now.
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!
Thank You
Monday, October 26, 2009 • 12:52:00 PM
hey all!!! I'm back! Missed me?
anyway, i've kinda let go off it. let everyone see what i'm gg thru. not gathering sympathys and all but just that i've had enough of hiding and keeping it all to myself. suffering...
enough is enough. i dun care alrdy. see thn see lor! like thn like. dun like thn get lost!
it's not that i want it. =)
so it's like a brand new life for me now. brand new day, brand new week. HAHA!!! reborn? MAYBE. yea...reborn.
i've cut my hair. chopped not once but twice. and kinda regret the 2nd. shouldn't hv cut my fringe.
ni pompan korea tu nye pasal lah!LOL! but thn...new life. so new hair.
my rebonded $ all gone. HAHA!!! now to shape my face? nah! get rid of these pimples or dunnoe what. irritating leh!
i wan my pri sch skin!
PLS!!! come back!
and i'm broke. promised not to, but no choice mah.
ok this shall be the last.
supposed to go lunch but i was full. cuz ate the ham & cheese croissant frm delifrance this morn. so full. but now the hunger starts.
i need to go learn the skills of making MESSY HAIR! youtube it...haha!!!
wokay, gonna do my work. audit on wed. i'm dead!
oh whn to go out? i'm itching to go out. though...i'll get scolded.
"DA BAIK SIKIT, KLUAR LAGIK! KENE LAGIK, MENGAMOK!"
haiz...no life leh. so be gone everything. leave me alone here.
i'll just take things one step at a time. patience is all i need now.
slowly making progress. S-L-O-W-L-Y.
very slow.
CYA!
Thank You
Monday, October 12, 2009 • 3:21:00 PM
I must get by this year LATEST!
1) The mini bucket side bag purple from Princessess.livejournal, 23.
2) The camel pringle of scotland inspired hobo bag from Soearlyslp, 48
3) Coffer bag from Soearlyslp, 49.
4) Black spy bag from Soearlyslp, 49.
5) Blue/Green Ipod Nano 4GB, 228.
6) Laptop with 4GB RAM + non-integrated video card, <1500. href="http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=15751425">
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Thursday, October 08, 2009 • 3:54:00 PM
Saying is always easy, but doing is hard. I've experienced that for a long time now. Twenty-one and counting (as of now) of my life.
However, I don't have the courage still. I'm really sad and disappointed with myself. Is this the life that I'm supposed to live as? I know it's all pre-destined. People said, "Don't give up!"
I'm to have strong faith that everything will turn from bad to good. Maybe in my case, suffer first then enjoy. Unfortunately, I can't stand it already. "All good things will come to an end." It's true. I know it myself. You can never enjoy goodness forever. That is also how the phrase "No one's perfect" came about.
As I thought I can enjoy, I can go out and enjoy, it has to come AGAIN to dampen everything single hope and relieve I have. I'm really sick of this.
If it's indeed true what was said before, HOW DARE YOU is all I can say. Maybe what was said as, is right. If I knew about it in detail, I would react violently and all.
Maybe I will. I think I will. I will.
Why me? Yes, that's the question I've been trying to break my brain for the answer.
Overall, I'm tired with this nonsense already. I really am.
Maybe it's time I say goodbye. Goodbye all, I'll return after I've straightened out my thinking.
It's to be a promise but I don't know whether I can promise that. I'll try ok. Pray for me.
Thank You
Friday, October 02, 2009 • 8:05:00 AM
i've really decided to just HECK EVERYTHING.
i dun care alrdy.
whatever you said, i'll just nod my head w/o even a single thing gg in mind.
now i'm learning how to push you away.
i think i'll just ROAR!
Thank You
Thursday, October 01, 2009 • 9:56:00 AM
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO IRA!!! OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GOING STRONG SINCE MAY 2005!!!ape korang pikir ni? relationship is everything okies. aku pon ade relationship ngan ko readers! =)Thank You
• 9:46:00 AM
I've had enough lah!This is to EVERYONE out thr!!!I dun care if you felt the stab anot!And I noe, many are reading this BUT nv tag. So I don't care!My blog is not for fun or anything, whatever I've typed in here (including my profile!) are true ok!When I sae I loathe, dislike, hate...I mean it.Get it dammit! Bitches and Bastards!ARGH DAMN YOU LAH!!! *angry****
haiz...
i need to go walk walk. like last time. hang out will late.
jln2x ngan ma frens...
tapi mcm mane? bile?
haiz...whn whn whn?! and i dun tink i can. every fri alrdy i cannot go out. sat? ramai ah!!!
u noe...last time i used to find my life boring. only interesting thing is work. gg to work. *winks*
but now...i tink work is boring. i nd more rest!
and right now (at the very moment!) i find everything boring!!!
Thank You
