Ruzaina
21 and FOREVER 18
Working + Slacking

You build me up
Crime Novels (eg. Micheal Connelly, Paul Johnston, J.D. Robb)
Shopping & Never Drops
HUGE Stuffed Toys
N5800
Asus K401N
Listening Ghost Stories
Watching Scary/Gory Shows While Closing Eyes
Black/Hot Pink/Purple/Brown
Mocha

You break me down
Princesses
Self-Centered
Sore Losers
Lies
Ignored
Interrupted
Scolded
Pests
Ya-ya PapayaS
K-POsss!

Ain't got no money in ma pocket
Coach Wristlet
THAT C & K Wallet
Blue Label Burberry Black with Pink Stripes Hobo
Ipod Nano (Pink/Green/Blue/Orange)
Micheal Connelly's Harry Bosch Whole Collection
Unlimited Money




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i am still in the office, waiting for my dad.

yes. and frm 5.30pm till now...i didnt do a single work. why? cuz i totally hv no mood.

just now thr was an announcement of re-organisation/reshuffling. i dunnoe why but i felt weird abt it.

i reallie do. i tink thr's a BAD reason behind it.

i mean it.

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very scary now. after the stories i heard frm ___.

whr's my dad lah!

shd hv gone hm first rite? haiz. but too lazy lah to travel on my own.

cld hv done...many work just now, but simply no mood.

anyway, todae's office is like BLUESSSSS!!!

WHERE IS MY DAD!!!

i wanna go home.

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robert pattison is NOT handsome at all. he looks like forest! i'm serious. idk why girls r so crazy over him. it's not him.

it's edward cullen, geddit!

Thank You

hey all. todae's topic will be shoes.

but firstly, went town to see the xmas lights with my 3 aunties and 3 cousins. hehehe, though one auntie went hm halfway.

this yr-->NOT NICE!

ok so let's move on to shoes.

i wanna get my hands on these:

frm gojane. Nice right?! It's suede though. I saw the leather-kind but lazy to save the pics. But the above are nice!

these too!!! Oxford booties!!!

i noe it's weird. i noe it's unhealthy. i noe it's fattening.

BUT I AM STUFFING MYSELF WITH CHOCOLATE!!!

IDK WHY BUT SINCE YEST. I DON' EAT THAT MANY CHOCOLATES!!!

WHAT TEH HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?!

I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP!!!

Thank You

had that for lunch. hmm...

i tried the rosemary chicken, croissant.

er...not nice?

YEA, NOT NICE!

so next time whn we r gg thr, any of u. pls! remind me not to eat that. eww!!!

now my stomach feels weird. i dun taste any sauce lah can!

eeewww...

Thank You

i ALWAYS dream abt something unrelated. reallie!

it's scary.

no relation to me AT ALL. or yes thr is, but the thing is! the situation is totally OFF!!! no relation whatsoever.

like i'm toking to A & B was thr. (god-knows what the topic was abt!) and we were at a beach.

like HELLO!

and yest i dreamed abt H__________A. LIKE WTH! i'm not even a fan! pls lah!

and the plot? it's so unrelated. cuz this grp of hooligans were running after me. and this H____________A was my hero. LIKE HARLOW!!!

oh gosh!

what is happening?

and i used to dream abt japanese soldiers. yes. WORLD WAR II.

duh.

and my fren was telling me "in ur past live, you were in the WORLD WAR II."

i dun believe in reincarnation, my dear.

not supposed to.

but whatever it is, yea. i dun believe in it.

nope, my dreams so far have not come true. dunnoe will it be or won't.

i understand if i'm obsessed with the person. (but for the record, i'm NEVER obsessed with anyone. thx!)

Thank You

can i dun write the title? so tired of thinking for a new one everyday. and if u notice, my titles kept repeating. HAHA!!!

ok stupid qn cuz this is MY blog. but u c, my kind of person everything must be filled in, if can. i dun like blanks. i will feel incomplete. yep, insecure. tat is me. i'm insecure. =)

anyway, the random fact frm yest. some addition. LOL!

megan fox is my inspiration. but jessica alba is my ULTIMATE inspiration. and she is reallie cuz she said all her family members (EXCEPT HERSELF!) are overweight. WTH!

and yes, gonna hv maple syrup waffle for lunch todae.

and someone pang seh-ing me eh for lunch todae eh?

kaes, will blog if i've something to, laterz!

Thank You

i'm back.

anything to blog?

1) ok little sis wanna watch 2012, tapi mcm malas. HAHA!!! cuz it JUST started & sure many ppl. and it doesn't help that...i will 'club' inside with so many ppl arnd.

but we'll c.

2) i'm broke alrdy. yes u read it. i am broke. ruzaina is broke.

3) i want dec to come fast! but thn it'll pause once it has reached, cuz i dun wan 2009 to end YET.

4) i reallie wanna get those boot-like heels. i reallie wan. but c & k like not selling the design i've been eyeing since sept 09.

5) my work is GROWING. if only my money GROWS like tat too.

6) the korean drama at 7pm every wkdays is ending tml. sadded! nth to laugh at alrdy cuz the following show seems like a scary one. serious i mean.

7) i wan that burberry bag but it's only at japan. and dun tink i can afford it by this yr. i tink. cuz i alrdy hv another BIGGER plan.

8) jason derulo's "whatcha say" keeps playing in my head after little boot's "remedy" and jay sean's "down". these 3 songs rocks my world NOW.

9) i wanna be in transformers with robots all day. HAHA. -_-"

10) megan fox is my inspiration.

11) i wanna go DANCING not jogging. tats boring. URGH!

12) i wan to go back to schdays. serious. somehow i miss the sch days.

13) i feel like eating maple butter waffle. but i stopped myself n sae "THAT'S FOR TML'S LUNCH".

14) are points 11 & 13 battiling each other?

15) if i cannot go back to sch, can i restart my work life?

16) if i can choose further, i wanna go back to pri. 4.

ok 16 very random facts abt me as of 17th Nov 2009, (Tuesday).

Thank You

not even 1 wk yet.

baru nk relek. da lagik satu dtg. irritating u noe!

lagik leh suruh sendiri control. bagos! skarang sape control mane ni?

who decide for it to happen?

CONCLUSION: I NEED A BREATHER. PERIOD.

Thank You

why do i feel so heavy when i've decided to make the 1st move?

shd i? but seriously, i dun tink it's my fault entirely. or shd i just make the 1st move?

but whatever it is, it's not gonna be the same agn.

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ok i've did it. now up to her lor.

we shall c what's her reply.

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ok, she's back at her seat. let's c. ok i heard her typing...will she reply. ok she replied.

and it seemed she mistook my meaning. *LOL*

so everything ok? i guess so but like what i said....not like in the past alrdy. reallie. she'll keep away cuz dun wan to joke alrdy. thn i'll be so sianz. thn will drift apart.

mampos! aku bual mcm matair gitu!

yar, so tats abt it.

Thank You

siape yg terase, rase lah kau.

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Who felt it, feel it lor.

I dun care alrdy. You can't keep everything to urself. I'm a living eg. See what happens to me alrdy? Suppress so long alrdy and now become like this. So I'd better start letting it all out. If I'm not happy, don't blame me for being petty or what. It simply means I've had enough.

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Ok this choco energy bar...eww!!! HAHA!!! And i'm full, how all those sports ppl eat it? I ate like 1/10 of it & I'm full.

LOL!

Can't wait to sign up lah. Who wans to join me go dancing? Hip-hop kind not slow-mo lah! Who wans? Who wans? Raise up ur hand pls!

Thank You

can thr be 1 day whr i am not pissed at even A thing?

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yes, todae i am pissed at someone alrdy. yes someone. YES SOMEONE. dun ask further cuz i tink this is cuz i've suppressed it too long alrdy and todae happens to be the day i let it all out in just two sentence.

"What?"
"Waah...early in the morning attitude alrdy!"
"I'm doing my report."

And less thn 20mins ltr, IM-med her and you know what? Till now no reply. WTH! So now showing me attitude alrdy? Great! Very great! Just great!

Thank you so much for giving me back the attitude. And don't bullshit that you didn't see my IM. And don't start accusing me that I 'abandon' each & every one of u. Cuz it was not started by me.

Don't think that I kept quiet cuz I don't mind your Shits & Bitch & Whatever-else. I kept quiet cuz I didn't want to spoil everything. But you left me with no choice. You left me with no choice but to just ROAR (in ur context). And see, I just ROAR once and thr you go. Giving me that shit. Yes, shit. See whr I learnt it frm? Frm u lah! And still dare sae "Don't say I teach you hor!" Yea rite.

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Ok enough. Stop rambling alrdy. This is not gonna help me at all. Not gonna help me recover.

Ok, so looking forward to Wednesday! Wee!!! =)

Thank You

1st-ly, *sigh*

2nd-ly, shd hv done tat long time ago. thn i'll be a more happier person i guess. shiok tengok diorng ber-hAppy happy mcm gitu. noe they''ve been tgt-gether since like longer thn me. but thn, it doesn't hurt to join rite? morever i WAS part of them too. hees!

will do will do...soon!

ok, looking forward to next wk!

Thank You

I am tired, both physically and mentally.

Help me!

Thank You

tired of everything alrdy. i wanna rest.

Thank You

One by one...

They're off my list. What list? I shan't say. =)

And now I understand what was the issue back in sch. Really regret and felt stupid that I was on their side.

If only I could go back in time...and re-live the past periodS.

Thank You