Saturday, March 27, 2010 • 1:23:00 PM
Not gonna come back on Sat for at least the next 2 wks.
Thank You
Thursday, March 25, 2010 • 2:58:00 PM
You know, I'm too trusting and that is why I am stuck in this situation.
I trust ppl too much, too fast. Only to realise the fault later and regret my actions.
Cuz if my OVER FRIENDLINESS & OVER TRUSTWORTH for others, I can't seem to get away with this situation. It sux! I have to play along every single time. It's sad and tiring.
If I voice out, people will say me. Rude lah, change lah. WTH lah. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
*sigh*
How am I gg to survive tomorrow? Seriously. I feel like putting everything down and just go off. Never to turn back. But it's rude and sudden. How now?
Now, Ruzaina, what mess have you put yourself into?
Can I have this power whereby I can make my own reversible (should I want it go back) wishes come true.
OH GOODNESS. *slaps forehead*
Thank You
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 • 9:44:00 PM
It's barely a year. It's getting old and I was very sad.
It's kind of a love at first sight for the both of us. I still remember...
I was so depressed cuz I couldn't get the right companion for myself. Suddenly, it appears! WA-LA!
It has stayed with me for barely a year now and counting. But it seemed that I've to let it go. Don't let it suffer within my own hands. It's breaking down soon, I know it! It has endured great pains and frust and sadness. I know it. I can't bear to but I had to let it go.
(Ok, I'm stucked here, And I noe the above just sux big time. My eng is rotting I know. Or is it cuz I'm in a rush mode?)
But anyway, look at the beauty below! Itsn't it gorgeous?
BE GONE I-PHONE. I HATE YOU. PERIOD. You are like this rubbish trying to take over the world. It's not working cuz you WILL NOT have my support. Allegiance. Alliance. Crap. I only like your fren, Ipod Nano. Hrmph.
Thank You
Friday, March 19, 2010 • 1:15:00 PM
All is well, at least I hope. I mean we r toking but idk abt them. Is it back to normal, sincerely? Or just back to normal but deep inside they still harbour this evil tot.
Hmm...
Ok, whatever it is. Finally meeting Ira later. with all the delays due to conflict in schedule. n gonna dig juicy news frm her. hehe...
faster leh...i've done my output for the day. yepyep!
so I can slack if i wan to, serious!
eating tong sen ltr at bugis. Wee!!! So long since i last ate halal chi dish. Yepyep, minced chicken noodle i guess. Like what i ate tat dae. or tat dae was rushy, cuz it was lunch. But ltr is dinner, own time own target. So maybe i'll browse the menu more. But of course another thing, hope that there is space for us TWO. It's fri evening, hello!
Tat time we almost cldn't get a seat and it's lunch. Now it's dinner. WOAH WOAH WOAH!
Ok, what's up wif me? nth much. tml gonna go work.
da ditegur!
shit lah. unfair!
Thank You
Friday, March 12, 2010 • 10:15:00 PM
At work, I'm stressed up with 2 people, whom I reallie trusted. And now...only now, I've come to realised that they are self-centered people. When either one not here, they will find and talk to me often. When both are tgt, they don't care! Serious! And one of them even told me that I spoil market for her.
Why?
Last time, when my frens disagree with me, I won't be worked up. I'll be like..."Ok." But ever since get to know you, it changed. Cuz everytime you agree with me. Then when my frens disagree, I'll be PEK CHEK!
Fuck lah.
In this case, I should be the one to complain. Last time, I will just say "anything", cuz I don't wanna hurt ppl. But ever since I know you, I wil say it out and feel PEK CHEK when I disagree. Like vice versa, you know.
And you expect me to be nice to you 24/7. Joke with you. When yest, I didn't, I just said "Ok. I know. Bye". You are angry. Start saying I'm AP and whatever shit. WTH!
And ur dear BFF said, everyone also have their own problems mah. No need act like the whole world owns them. If you can think that way, then why can't you just accept my I-DON'T-WANNA-JOKE-TODAY mood? Aren't you contradicting urself?
If you're my fren, if you understand me, then you could just say "Oh ok. See you later. Bye..." Maybe w/o the SEE YOU LATER also will suffice.
But no, you're not. Cuz why? The day before, your BFF also did that to you and you complained to me. But you still spoke to her. But me? You didn't even look at my direction. So isn't it obvious that you don't treat me as your friend, genuinely? I'm only your fren when your BFF is not there with you.
Ok, enough. I don't wanna talk abt it. It sux! If you think I'm gonna start the ball rolling, you're wrong! I'm better off w/o PEOPLE like you in my life.
Goodbye!
Thank You
Friday, March 05, 2010 • 8:24:00 AM
Her fren comes and there she goes.
SHIT YOU LAH. *sigh*
I'm really starting to hate this place as time goes by. Cuz of the people. Only care abt yourself.
Thank You
• 8:17:00 AM
Let me say this ONE LAST TIME!
I am not your spare tire, ok? Your fren is not here, you talk to me and all. Go toilet also you ask me. Your fren is here, you don't care a shit of me.
Just get it straight okays! If in the first place, you dun treat me as your fren, thn don't!
Thank You
Thursday, March 04, 2010 • 1:10:00 PM
You noe, it's better to stick to ONE. Yes. Don't be greedy. One is enough!
Ok, why am I getting the feeling that these 2 ppl like against me alrdy? Just what did I do?
And one more thing. Don't be selfish can?! You think you're the only one affected here? Me too! Shit you lah!
*sigh*
Ok, gg to the toi. Thn back to work.
Thank You
Wednesday, March 03, 2010 • 8:02:00 AM
Cuz you're hot and you're cold. You're yes and you're no. You're in and you're out. You're up and you down. You're wrong and you're right. It's black and it's white. We fight we break up. We kiss we made up.
HAHA! I'm referring to the weather lah dey!
Hot & cold...dunnoe what is happening. Is the world coming to an end? With all the quakes? Hmm...scary thought. But no matter what, have to be prepared. If what scientists predicts is true, I STILL have less thn 3 yrs. aka 21.12.2012. Hmm...
I wanna watch 2012 again. again! hehehe...maybe get the vcd...
It's the 1st wed in march. So fast. And soon, it'll be april, may, june...dec! Thn back to jan. And my 3 yrs is up. LOL!
okok, not depressed or anything. just finding a topic to blog. an intro.
but actually, i don't know what to type abt. LOL! dun kill me.
I wanna go out but too tired alrdy. So this wkend, gonna spent my time in bed. Who wanna join me? HAHA! What are you thinking?! OMGoodnesS!
Tata!
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