Friday, March 12, 2010 • 10:15:00 PM
At work, I'm stressed up with 2 people, whom I reallie trusted. And now...only now, I've come to realised that they are self-centered people. When either one not here, they will find and talk to me often. When both are tgt, they don't care! Serious! And one of them even told me that I spoil market for her.
Why?
Last time, when my frens disagree with me, I won't be worked up. I'll be like..."Ok." But ever since get to know you, it changed. Cuz everytime you agree with me. Then when my frens disagree, I'll be PEK CHEK!
Fuck lah.
In this case, I should be the one to complain. Last time, I will just say "anything", cuz I don't wanna hurt ppl. But ever since I know you, I wil say it out and feel PEK CHEK when I disagree. Like vice versa, you know.
And you expect me to be nice to you 24/7. Joke with you. When yest, I didn't, I just said "Ok. I know. Bye". You are angry. Start saying I'm AP and whatever shit. WTH!
And ur dear BFF said, everyone also have their own problems mah. No need act like the whole world owns them. If you can think that way, then why can't you just accept my I-DON'T-WANNA-JOKE-TODAY mood? Aren't you contradicting urself?
If you're my fren, if you understand me, then you could just say "Oh ok. See you later. Bye..." Maybe w/o the SEE YOU LATER also will suffice.
But no, you're not. Cuz why? The day before, your BFF also did that to you and you complained to me. But you still spoke to her. But me? You didn't even look at my direction. So isn't it obvious that you don't treat me as your friend, genuinely? I'm only your fren when your BFF is not there with you.
Ok, enough. I don't wanna talk abt it. It sux! If you think I'm gonna start the ball rolling, you're wrong! I'm better off w/o PEOPLE like you in my life.
Goodbye!
Thank You
