Wednesday, August 30, 2006 • 4:01:00 PM
i spent 1.5 hrs editing the skin. thn suddenly something wrong. though i didn't c anything wrong, but thr's that yellow thingy at the bottom. and it looks ugly. somehow i tink it has something to do wif the tagboard. though can be seen, but maybe the size or something. haiz. so i just deleted away and stick wif this old skin of mine. i hate it! i always give up halfway. haiz. crap!
anyway, haiz. tot i cld take it but i can't. my sis, todae no sch cuz of don noe what polling day, she's hogging the comp since 8am!!! sheesh! thn my mum told her go buy drinks frm the vending machine just the next block and she don wan. thn i HAD to do it. cuz she's sleeping that i just grabbed the chance t hog now. haiz. thn on fri she'll be at hm AGAIN. i don wan c her face. everytime, i'll get angry for no reason. like i can't meet her lor. i can't c her. haiz. maybe my hatred towards her TOO MUCH le.
so i tot of going out on fri. thn next wk also. but she said mon-wed she got sch. WHICH IS A HUGE RELIEVE TO ME!!! don noe lah.
haiz. if can, i'll want her to go sports sch next yr. thn she stays thr and don come back. only on weekends. MUAHAHA...
i don like her. i just don't.
so whatever it is, it's been abt a year since i blog. yea. my first post was on 25th aug i tink. todae's 30th.
mapling now...
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Sunday, August 27, 2006 • 11:05:00 PM
fed up wif this stoopid internet connection!!! so slow le...singnet. bleurgh. always like tat. SO SLOW!!!
and that stoopid music code i placed in recently, it's ALWAYS bufferring. makes it sound so ugly!
haiz...so fed up le.
anyway, was feeling so angry on fri night. yep. don wanna talk abt it. but the feelings...actually on that day..i kinda said out 20% of what i've been bottling up for the past 18 yrs. i almost wanted to blurt out the ultimate. serious!
anyway, it's past so fuck it.
so just now went to the cemetary.
graveyard? -_-"anyway, yea. went thr..to visit (or whatever the term is) 4 graves. and they are gone. yep. i hv no more of their ranks...ranks? erm..nvm.
so whatever it is.
and yest, got the 100th day kenduri. i was one of the black gang. *lol*
and my cousin gave birth to a healthy baby boy-i forgot the name. it's like..i've heard b4.
yea. so congrats to my cousin-Kak Zaiton. congrats yar...and go hv another baby lah. one child not enough le. u like kids mah...=)so went to visit her just now b4 going to the cemetary. he's small..only 2.2kg but he has good features. i didn't c properly so can't judge who he resembles. cuz my other relatives were passing him arnd to carry. i wanted to carry but he was small thn scared...heh.
so thr he was. my future cousin-in-law said he looked like the mother, which is my cousin. but his hands...they were long. well, not long LONG...but seems like that hand follows the father. and my dad said he resembles the father. yea..so thr u go. well, he's a boy so shd resemble father. nvm. i'll go take a look the next time. =)
so whatever it is. that's all for today. that's what i did today.
oohh! and i nd to buy more long sleeves. =)so the 1 week hols for the kids r coming. and i don't intend to stay at hm all day. for what? my sis gona hog the comp. or did i mention this b4? anyway, decided to go wif
Liy to the lib to read. thn maybe go her hse watch anime. but can't be EVERYDAY lah. later my mum scolds. haiz. don wanna tok abt it. i don't even know if it's my fault. did i do everything wrong? y issit always me? just cuz i'm the eldest?
i tell u ppl. eldest SUX. serious. u wanna suck up to ur parents and always being the centre of attention.be the youngest. u wanna get scolded for EVERYTHING, be the eldest. u wanna be neglected, be the middle. yea. so it depends what u want. i don noe what i want but i WANT AN ELDER BROTHER!!! that's what i wan. i don wan others. just elder bro. a nice caring one. =) *lol* skali tml got someone knocking on the door and it turns out to be my long-lost elder brother. and he's nice. =)
i'll treat u guys!!! =)ok. nvm. it's done alrdy.
so my face became oily again. haiz. it comes and go. and got this stoopid pimple. and this huge hard pimple. my mum calls it
JERAWAT BATU. and it hurts lah. and it feels heavy. haiz. but thn in a few days it'll go. thn it comes again. tiring u noe. haiz.
so it's 11.16pm alrdy. maybe stop here ba. don wan to play till midnite. later tml nv wake up. nd to go market. but i don noe buy what! my mum sleeping le. me and my sis got our dish alrdy..pasta. simple lah.
haiz. and my back hurts. sheesh! i'm aching all over actually. but my back started hurting after coming back lor. haiz...
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Thursday, August 24, 2006 • 11:06:00 AM
yep. i'm bored and it's due to my STUPIDITY!!! why?
CUZ...i go and watch finish the goong alrady! now it's hols and i can do whatever i wan. so if i didn't nt watch goong last wk, i wld hv been watching it NOW. *sigh* c? now so sianz..do what? tv got nothing. haiz.
reallie man. so sianz. can't wait to go work. i hope they will take me. cuz it's on the 15th. still got like weeks. and CRAP!!! it's gonna be the term break for my sis. since teacher's day is coming up. haiz! thn she'll be hogging the comp EVERYDAY!!! f-u-c-k.
maybe that'll be the time whr i'll make up excuse to get out of the hse. go lib or something. i still rmrbr the last time, i wanted to go lib to read or something. yea. she's at hm hogging the comp and i'm going out. no way am i gonna stay in the hse watch her hog the comp. haiz.
she also don care abt her psle mah. seriously, i don even noe if she can pass anot. *sigh* her maths TERRIBLE lor. argh. shut up abt her alrdy.
so yest, my class 2B/22 was having this bbq @ east coast. but i didn't go. haiz. nt that i don wan to go and nt cuz of my sis being alone @ hm. but simple cuz it was at night le. and frm woodlands to east coast??? MY DAD WON'T ALLOW IT. for sure!
yep, i'm 18 but so what? i'm still being treated like 15 like that. haiz. my cousins...14 like that can go out le. as in can travel far far. haiz. but i rmrbred
Kak Zaiton said that if we r given freedom at a young age, when we older no freedom. but no freedom at young age, got freedom when older. hmm..issit true? i don't know. but it seems like it. cuz last time, i was totaly stripped out of my freedom. ask my sec sch friends. sec 1, 2. go cwp also cannot. *lol* and it's a STRAIGHT BUS.
so yea. maybe. maybe i'm a girl and it's nt gd to go out alone at night. haiz..whatever lah. i'm alrdy bored sitting at hm now. even wif the comp also bored. cuz got nothing to do. haiz.
shd i watch it again-goong. hmm...but if i watch it, like just a few days frm watching the whole series...thn wn't it be like SIANZ? maybe not. no. maybe the next time i'm watching it, it's gonna be when i buy the dvd. yep. so can watch full. haha.
thn now do what? sianz. haiz! can die le!
they say internet got lotz to do. i don't think so leh. or issit cuz i lost interest after starting maple everytime i log in? maybe leh. haiz. don noe lah.
hmm...so do what? aiyah! no use rambling here. ok fine. going off...
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 • 7:47:00 PM
HARLOW!!! omg!!! i missed blogging. to tell u the truth, i was online during these 3 wks and even visited my blog to tag. i was tempted to blog. sheesh! but i was good i guess. but thn again, i said i didn't wanna blog cuz i didn't wanna log in. anyway, i was online to...HAHA!!! i'm hooked wif korean stuffs AGAIN. but anyway, just to report how i was doing...
it was HORRIBLE!!! all i studied DAMN LAST MINUTE, though got few days of break in btw papers. yep. it was horrible. so far i tink i passed 2 of my papers cuz the lecturers didn't call me. so i guess all right. but just now paper-accounts-it was horrible. i couldn't balance. and my final ans was DAMN HUGE!!! haiz...so gone i tink. i just wanna pass for this. please!
so forget that crap! and i'm working!!! yay!!! hopefully 11th onwards but supposedly start on the 15th till 24th. haiz. actually i can work frm tml onwards but due to UNSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES, i can't. sheesh.
nvm. if i do get to work on the 15th till 24th, i'll get abt close to $500 or more. i'm gona buy the goong's dvd. yep! tht's the drama i'm hooked on though i've finished watching. =) and the other money, gonna buy hp. i wanna get N6125. but i hv to keep some savings too. yep. so c first. anyway...haiz. i wan more money. =(
donations anyone?
*lol* the first image i ever uploaded into my blog. cept for those quiz thingy cuz those comes wif the code. anyway..yea. this the korean drama i'm hooked on right now. but considering that i'vce fnished watching? hmm..let's say my current obssession. or whatever the word is. gonna buy the dvd since got eng subs. yep. wanted to learn korean but no $, no time. how? stick wif drama first lor. that's how i knew mandarin anyway. me going to that manadrin classes, didn't reallie help much. cept maybe recognising a few PATHETIC chars. *lol*
anyway...and korean letters, knew them. even wrote them down in a notebook. cuz that time i was so FREE after my O's.
hmm...wad more to blog? i don noe leh. for the past 3 weeks, it's like i got LOTZ to blog abt but can't. thn now can blog le, all gone. haha!!!
OH! csi tonite..it's like 2hrs!!! nah! more like 1h 45mins cuz that's what the berita harian printed out. hmm...wad more? nothing i guess.
OH!!! i missed 大男人小男人!!! (da nan ren xiao nan ren!!! it didn't appear cuz of the encoding. so yea.) i tink 3 episodes le. sheesh!!! c? simple mandarin words...haiz. korean...korean. *lol* crazy.
that's all? hmm..now chn 5 is showing maggie and me. farnie lah. cuz got adrian pang. but nah. my kinda person-missed first episode, GONE!!!
thirsty. *lol* byez...
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Saturday, August 05, 2006 • 10:06:00 PM
i want to study in peace! but how? got tv. got comp. noisy people!!! and if i say i wanna study at the lib...LAST MINUTE thn wan to study?! wtf!!!
haiz. yea. i was just about to cont wif my notes when i suddenly remembered! CRS!!! fuck crs!
haiz.
HAIZ.
tot type-written so here i am. but thn i asked
Ira, she said she's gonna write. ok so be it. my printer also run out of ink le. so i'm so gonna freaking WRITE!
haiz. shd i just go sleep NOW and wake up early tml? or shd i just do NOW and wake up late tml? i seriously don't know. i just wanna start everything wif a FRESH mind. haiz.
cont pro...hmm...maybe just read and rmbr. leaving my mbw and ct on tues. since i hv tues and wed free. so it's cont pro right now. it's not tat heavy. so shd be ok ba. maybe i shd just go sleep now and wake up damn early tml and STUDY!!! yea. and do my crs FIRST thn the whole day of tml go study!!! stuff cont pro into my memory!!!
all right. i'll do tat. but after i whine abt this:
I WANT NOKIA 6125!!1 did a small research and that's what i wan!!! i want a new hp and that will be N6125!!! just the hp itself, so far the cheapest is like $348. but that was an offer for 2 days. haiz. but i tink the max it will go is $400. so i nd $400 right now. now whr am i gonna get that money? any donations? sheesh! thick-skinned. haiz. i'm so gonna get that hp!!! when will that be? hmm..sept is my hols. gonna work. i wanna work. i just nd $400. serious. please! i wan $400!!!
ok. done. bye peeps. cya in 3 wks time! wish me luck!!!
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Thursday, August 03, 2006 • 4:32:00 PM
harlow. like long time i've nv updated. haiz. nothing to update cuz my life is crappy now. tests coming up next wk and exams the wk after.
and i've NOT YET studied. =)
am i great or what? *lol*
keep telling myself to snap out of this lazy mode but BLAHX! haiz. don noe what to do wif myself.
anyway, i nd to study soon! maybe this will be the last post for 3weeks. yep. so 3 weeks i won't be online.
reallie meh? -_-"
haiz. anyway, if nt right now i won't be blogging or even online. however, my auntie is here and my sis sleeping. yea. my sis sleeping so it's like a freedom!
yep yep. freedom. like i'm not suffocated. really. i don't know why. like if i want to do things that i WANT, she must NOT be arnd. yes. that's a FACT.
all right now. todae PON cont pro cuz todae's lesson is only for those wif qns. supposedly i've qns but thn my class all didn't come. the other class only 3 ppl. so like...WHATEVER. i took my tut and asked her just a brief qn. her ans? i kinda get what she meant but don noe whether i understood. haiz. and this module's test is on mon! SHEESH!
thn tml for ct also! for asking qns. i hv not read the whole topics so didn't know what to ask. and that module's test is on fri. so how? but one thing for sure i NEED to come. cuz got gems. last lesson i think. shd be lah! and the cher said something like...everyone shd come to get marks. something like that. *lol*
aiyah! c first lah! maybe i come like 10am or something. i don noe lah. just WHATEVER.
like as time goes by, i like HECK CARE le. like i'm not worried abt anything. like going to sch is going to wherever. haiz.
and just now,
Ira pointed out to me the final year proj. it's a THICK BOOKLET!!! omg! u mean next yr for the final yr proj, nd to do report as thick as that? GOSH! i just wanna die. haha!
can i do comp? i'll hand in 20 compos for u, in exchange for report. haha! each comp 1000 words. CAN?haiz.
whatever it is, i've to get thru this tests and exams first.
wish me luck people!!!
signing off...(hope so)
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