Friday, September 26, 2008 • 6:16:00 PM

i am in the office now waiting for this girl.

haiz...

so bored lah can!

hmm...todae is...nvm. can understand.

anyway, i am reallie bored.

sianz.

tml is sat and i'm meeting Ira to pass her the perfume and the confession documents.

ok Lala has reached JE mrt..so gg off now. though i'll reach first!

Thank You

Thursday, September 25, 2008 • 5:10:00 PM

GOOD LOR!!! I AM IN DEEP SHIT RIGHT NOW!!!

MDM LIM AND ALICE MAY BE GETTING SCOLDED FROM MRS YAN!!!

GRR…MAYBE I SHOULD JUST KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT AND PRETEND THAT I HAVE WORK.

Now not only I’m in deep shit, I also hv like 97 work items…haha!!!

I am so in deep deep DEEP shit I tell u.

I’m gg to be labeled as the girl who destroys ppl’s image.

***

Why do I get the feeling that it’s ONLY for this period? Only for a short while? That’s sad you noe.

Ok this is mad…nvm shall aim for it tml! A new target, a new day, a new life. =)

I’m tired alrdy lah.

Wait wait wait for miracles to happen but nth.

And-this sux! It’s very painful CAN!!!

Grr…

Cannot cut hair alrdy! Sad!!!

***

U noe I realized that maybe…I shdn’t lah…if want to smile, smile all the way. If not, it’ll be farnie…weird also.

Okok..we’ll c how.

OH!!! Rahmah and me went to walk around to see clutches for hari raya. No nice ones. Cept at URS. A butterfly-shaped. BUT!!!

It’s the colour…it’s kinda beig-y so don’t know it’ll match my baju anot. The black CMI lah. so ugly.

And now sleepy.

Feel like sleeping but way over lunch time. Haiz…

Ok time, pls fast-forward to 5.30pm. yes! 5.30pm NOT 5pm. I wan to get out fo here and go home.

DAMN SLEEPY!!! I dozed off awhile…thn Yan Mui passed by and I here I am…

Kk…gg home soon!!! 5.09pm…

And tml the babes wan go AMK to shop. Haha…don’t tink I’ll go. Too far lah…

Thank You

• 8:00:00 AM

ok...shd i just blog and consolidate everything?

or shd i post every end of the day?

i seem to keep forgetting.

before anything, this is yest's post:

Wednesday, 25 September 2008\

You noe…I tink I alrdy hv the answers. So…erm sad? Happy?

Haha!

K lah k lah. just bury the hatchet…

Todae the bus siao siao. I was like 15 steps away frm the bus. I mean the bus came at 6.53am. something like that.

Then 2 or 3 mins ltr another bus came. HAHA!!!

So tml shd I go out SLIGHTLY earlier or just go out like normal?

True what my dad said. Wed and thurs, timing will be wrong. Cuz got soccer.

Sape bual pasal aku ni? Tersedak!!!

8.34am…

Kk. Gonna start work. And yest also I had some…er…some thoughts.

Ok I’ve accepted it. But pls dun let it be LIKE THAT! I dun noe what’ll I do lor. =)

9.41am. I’m slacking like SHIT.

Left with 3 VCs, which I can do ltr at 11am. Haha!!!

Maybe I shd just go to Mrs Yan and ask her to route more WI to me…if not ltr like what lor.

Hv passed my probation period. Mdm Lim had earlier said that she’s going to supply me more once I passed my probation. Haha! Received the letter from Charmaine yest.

Ok shall just sit and stare till 10am ba…thn do my VC. Thn try to clear what I can. which by thn it’s like…nvm.

After lunch shall ask Mrs Yan thn. Be a good girl lah ruzaina! Pity the company u noe…

OK. I AM TO FORGET FORGET FORGET. It’ll be THE BEST if the angel nv appear lah!!!

Next time disappear straight. No nd play hide and seek!!! *angry*

10mins left. Sleepy.

Can I sleep now? Hurry lunch-time. I wan to sleep!

***

After the angel vanished (or trying to), another re-appeared. HAHA! Crazy sia…

Ruzaina gonna be mad I tell u!

Can just leave me alone? If thr’s gg to be NO rewards, thn just get lost!

Grrr…*angry*

11.19am. so fast! Eating BK wif Fieza at cwp ltr. Cuz wan pass her the perfume.

As for Ira, Sat yar! Mampos mampos, kene jumpe tau!!! Nk confess lah…

Everyday cold. I mean I noe it’s raining todae but EVERYDAY cold. Even when’s it’s scorching hot!

Sahur ate kek gulung. Haha! Yes, I dun eat rice for sahur. Esp if it’s working. Skali stomach buat hal amcm?

BK-what shall I eat? Rendang? Or chic? Can I have both? Hehe…

***

todae determined it all.

i am so gonna heck with luck and fate and what-have-u. i am gonna do it my OWN way...

haha! and what's with white?

so yest didn't break fast with Fieza cuz last min plans-by her.

my that black skirt cannot make it lor! or was it cuz yest my waist has SUDDENLY shrunk?

haha!!!

and yest in the train, otw to woodlands...this grp of...indian boys. *sigh*

from a position whr i can hold the pole, to NOT. dunnoe deliberately anot.

it seemed that they r divided into two grps. or r they frm the different cliques? haha!!!

one seemed older batch. the other younger. tattoos of spiderweb lah. of..god-knows-what-cuz-i-can't-rmrbr.

kk...work work work.

todae my BEST FRIEND-we complement each other very much!-is not here. so sad.

Thank You

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 • 4:34:00 PM

thsi tophop top..the material is easily crumpled. not that nv iron hor!!! and it's plain..shd do something. act just now wanted to wear a belt. but nah! thn wanted to wear a black dangling necklace...but HAIYAH!

haha...

kk my post for todae...

Maybe I should be…*sigh*

I don’t know. But todae…haha! Why can’t I be happy for EVERYTHING?

Ok nvm. Shall c for tml…

Not bad 2 days in a row…=)

Very unexpected.

Ok enough!

I want to cut my hair-confirmed! I tink no nd treatment lah…

Just layer.

Ok good. I’ve made a decision within 24 hours. =) how cool is that?!

“u just layer the top half of my hair. So the end-result will be something like this.”

If it turns out that I’m gg to hv SHORTER hair, thn I’m reallie gonna be pissed off. Yes-pissed off.

Or maybe I should just FORGETABOUT IT TOTALLY?

Maybe I should. Yes, I should.

Ok let’s make it this way.

If thr’s gg to be future thingy, thn let tml decide-it appears.

Or shd I just take things in my stride?

GOSH!!!

Like u noe, let it flow? Come what may…

HAHA!!! This is stupid. =(

Stupid stupid stupid. S-T-U-P-I-D.

CANNOT JUST LOOK STRAIGHT ISSIT? WHY MUST IT TURN? GRRR…tak tau duduk diam.

Haha-

Ok the air-con’s getting colder.

8.22am and I’ve got nth to do. I mean other thn work. Cuz for the past 2 wks, I start doing work at 9am. Haha!!!

SLACKER.

Ok. Tot want to cont do work. Skali my head suddenly headache. Haiz…

***

I think I should just forget about it. This is crazy man! I mean I don’t lose my sleep or lose appetite lah. that is so GUA ZHANG!

Kk, maybe enough lah. if it’s granted thn granted lor.if it’s not, thn bo pian lor.

Go find other things.

Okok…so what am I doing now? S-L-A-C-K-I-NG.

Haha!!! Actually wanted to cont doing work skali got nice song. So stopped awhile. And if stop, can’t possibly just sit in frnt of the comp w/o moving rite? So here I am blogging.

But nth much alrdy.

Okaes lah…11.22am alrdy. Maybe I start working again. thn lunch can slack…

***

slept for 10mins. Abt thr.

Collected the hari raya cookies that I’ve ordered. =) looks yummy!!!

Hmm…is this what u call-depressed? Confusion?

Haha!!!

This sux reallie big lor.

And I really seriously need a BRAND NEW WARDROBE!!!

And tone my shoulders…how do u tone ur shoulders?

Yes a new wardrobe…

Maybe can go G2000…haha!

Kau nak mampos eh ruzaina? Klau beli sehelai baju every mth sua!!!

Haha…maybe I should reallie go and lookup the net and mags…haha!!!

I’m gg to change my facecare product brand le…gonna use Za instead of garnier…

Okies, nth to blog abt alrdy. Cept that it’s 4.32pm and I am so looking forward to 5.30pm right now…less thn an hr..ok lah!!! shall post this for today. =)

haiz...so sianz. 4.38pm. very fast very fast...

Thank You

• 7:52:00 AM

totally forgot to post my 2nd half...

so here it is.

Cont from yest...

I am so happy lah CAN!!!!

But if thr’s no consequence thn what’s the use rite?

Ok nvm thn. Just be happy to urself, ruzaina.

Btw!

WHAT ABOUT MY HAIR???

I AM STILL INDECISIVE!

***

I AM VERY HAPPY STILL!!!

I am so going crazy lah CAN!

Omg!!! Ruzaina, breathe!!!

HAHA!!! Too excited already!!!

***

Oops! Tink I did something wrong. I think sometimes, I’d better just shut up.

*sigh*

Will the person realize? Or issit me who tinks too much?

Ok, nvm. Not like it had NEVER happen to me lor! If that person is angry, thn WTH. I shd be MORE ANGRY rite?!

Right?!

So ruzaina, just heck. Sometimes u hv to be SELFISH. I am TOO UNSELFISH to others.

***

ok my morning post...i am NOT so happy lah. issit cuz all along? or issit of other reasons? or i tink too much?

or WORST! it's JUST ME?

geezz...

so todae on the way to work, was SMILING like shit lah! all cuz my sis lah-while waiting for the lift...she had to sae "baju da cantik. kasut...skali sluar mcm apek!"

HAHA!!!

and i was grinning and smiling away lah!!!

other thn tat, abit down lah...*sigh*

kk...shall blog my thoughts for todae. not here. gonna consolidate...

Thank You

Monday, September 22, 2008 • 8:33:00 AM

OK…so it’s becoming a frequent thing? HAHA!!!

But thn like what I told Fieza, im too short and many ppl.

So NEVERMIND.

And todae the ppl hv multiplied. Don’t know why so many.

Okok, not that I’m racist but thn…OK FINE! This itself is being racist. No racist ONLY lor. Race-sex-ist! YES!!!

I just don’t like.

So let’s hope tml ok ba…

Btw…

Lala! Sry eh! Fridae tk leh. Haha! Aku kluar…kan act yg last fri over the phone aku da bilang kan. Thn bsok nye aku lupe. Tats y aku tag kau yg kite jumpe fri je…hmm…sat? sat aku nk potong rambut-aku rase. Haha!!!

Or kalau kau nk, potong rambut ngan aku ah…HAHA!!! Teman aku ke…

Hmm, last wk I was saying tat I shd smile? Don’t know leh…did I smile just now? Maybe…but haha! How! Morning alrdy ruin everything. GRR…

Oh speaking of potong rambut, actually yest was telling myself. No need lah. thn before gg to sleep, was standing in frnt of the mirror. And decided to layer like the outer half…

Thn just now morning was tinking, to get the style I want, I should straighten my hair first or something. If not very frizzy thn the layers very funny.

And if straighten, thn my natural curves will be gone. Nah! More like the curls at the bottom of my hair…cuz last time I permed before mah. Self-permed.

And also more money needed. So how?

But I’m sick of this hairstyle. Thick le…

But skali layer thn with my hair texture, like CMI leh…

OMG!

Another decision-making. Anyone can help me?

Ok maybe i should just post to my blog instead of consolidating all and post them during the wkends.

Yea maybe I shd do that.

Kk!!! Now my hair-HOW?

Someone help!!!

Thank You

Sunday, September 21, 2008 • 9:33:00 PM

tml is a brand new wk...

todae marks the 21 dys of fasting...so fast CAN!

my ipod? ju8st added new songs. reallie can't be bothered to re-arrange and all.

tell u, of ALL the 468 songs in my ipod, i only listen to 3...39?

HAHA!!!

okies. nth much to blog abt. cept tat i was a MADAM again just nwo. woke up like...woke up abt just in time to follow my family to chong pang to collect my sis' baju raye.

kk my posts during work.

***

Monday, September 15, 2008

Tink just now…haha! I think I am very scary leh. Like heck ppl.

Ok. Anyway, just now boarded the bus. Tapped my ez-link. Thn whn wan tap at the exit, error. Ok fine. Go the last door, error again. it said that I didn’t tap at the entrance.

So I…STILL can go to my fave seat. Right at the back before the 5-seater and sit down. Took my own sweet time to find my normal ez-link. And the uncle nv move lor. Was actually thinking tat maybe he’s waiting for me.

BUT I HECK!

And he moved, and I moved too…to the front.

Actually I can just tap my ntuc ez-link card again. But nah!

Thn sat at my used-to-be fave seat-the last seat of the first cabin.

And and…

I realized that maybe all this while…ok at least like thrice or something…I didn’t notice lor. =)

Ok. So I’m feeling neutral NOW. Why? Monday blues….don’t know want happy or frustrated or what.

Ok. Admit that actually if not I’ll feel abit…blues. But maybe…

OK ENOUGH.

Anyway, the babes wan go shopping this wk. And most prob Friday.

Yar it’s Friday.

Hmmm…c how lah.

Kk…8.57am alrdy. Better start work. Ok I’m gg to clear all the approving cases FIRST!!!

***

U noe, my heart thumping like mad when I think of it.

And Charmaine has the results for the pty tax exam tat we had in may. How…thumping u noe. I’m like…no way! Out of the 4 of us, thr’s one distinction, to which I don’t think it’d me. Actually I noe tat I just wan to stick my butt here. So a pass is good enough. But Belinda and Rahmah like concern over the type of passes. So kinda pressurized here.

Skali I’m the lowest lor. Then very paiseyy!!!

So pls, help me pass with flying colours!!!

Ok this sux. I actually tot tat I’m neutral and ok and no Monday blues. Skali no lor!!!

I’ve yawned for every 5 seconds just now for like half an hr…yes gua zhang but it’s true.

And now my eyes so heavy lah can!

Still clearing the approving work items though…

52mins to slack.

***

Actually slept during lunch. Now ok lah . Though head still spinning abit. Ok got back the pty tax results. And…YES I PASSED.

Alhamdulilah.

But…

It’s a JUST PASS. So I am very sad right now.

And this reallie got me thinking. Am I still fit to study? Am I qualified or will I be wasting money?

Should I? Should I go and study?

This itself shows that I’m not enthu abt studying.

Should I? I am so confused. I don’t know. But I really do want to try out mass comm….maybe my passion is there since I want to be there since like EONS ago…but somehow got into this property sector.

What the hell lah can!

I am so confused. If I hv that 2nd chance to study FULL-TIME…

How?

Hv actually asked that instituition. And until NOW no reply. Crap!
I am very sad. So how? Is this what I really want? An office job. 8-5.30?

Is this what you really want?

You noe I’ve realized this too late. I’m asking a stupid qn tat came too late. Why now?

Why not right after my o’s?

Crap lah.

Can I turn back time and change the NOW me? Can I?

Gosh!

Can I even forgive myself?

God-ruzaina! It’s the fasting month. So wake up!

But seriously, this result has set me thinking.

What am I gonna do now?

What are you gg to do ruzaina?

Just continue living in the fuck-ed up world where you are just QUIET AND DON’T TALK?

Is this what you want?

Wake up lah-idiot!

It’s time to show u exist!

Ok getting emotional now. Can’t believe just a small result will actually cause me to be like this.

I am sad. I am very sad.

Need I say more?

I AM VERY VERY VERY SAD WITH MYSELF.

***

I’ve emailed again regarding the journalism course.

I really want to find the life that I want to lead. Like I’ve told myself and maybe mentioned it here. As NUS part-time real estate course needs at least 2 yrs working experience, so I’m giving myself this 2 yrs to try out journalism.

And the course itself is 16mths….which is like 1 yr and 4 mths. If I realized that journalism’s I want, then I’ll just finish up my 3-yrs TG scheme here and get out. And cont with my journalism.

If not, then I’ll cont with real estate. Let’s just say that I shouldn’t waste my 3 yrs worth of education. And 3 yrs worthy my parents money. =)

Vacuum..i hate vacuum. I hate the sound. Someone shd invent a soundless vacuum lah can!!!

Dread hearing the vacuum sound.

And and…can u guys PLEASE stop it? Haha! Very irritating you noe.

Wonder what’s for dinner…my mum said now till hari raya, she just cook CAPALANG!

Anyhow cook cuz if cook nice nice thn hari raya jelak alrdy.

Now whr and whn can I get the pink bag?

Hmm…

Oh can I add something?

OF COURSE! THIS MA BLOG! U dun like SHOO!!!

I am…happy. Haha! Sort of. I mean it’s 4.36pm.

But not so happy. Cuz of the result. But not so emotional like earlier.

4.37pm.

Yang warriors hv ended showing. The ending is too abrupt. Like everything just falls and being dumped together to make it an ending.

I mean it’s WAR. I believe talking, advising don’t exist in wars. -__-“

But wth! It’s a drama. It’s a fiction. Yes it’s based on real history but then…

NEVER MIND. It’s just sad in the end. Yes, good triumphs evil but still sad. 5 lives were sacrificed.

4.39pm.

So what show should I watch out for next? I wan watch that fated to love you…er…so-called part 2. But thn…nvm!

4.40pm.

I’m gg to waste time till 5pm.

4.41pm.

Okies. This new song don’t know who sang it. Sounds like Metallica. My dad said the same yest. And just now whn the vacuum strikes, this malay song nice too.

Yes-I listen to malay songs. Why cannot issit?

Singapore is a multi-racial country…

Ok. 4.44pm.

My head is banging in thr. After I woke up just now…still banging lor…

Ooohhh...Margaretha called me regarding the a VC. The TP queried back…

I reallie get the jitters if TP calles back. Like so scared. I hate toking on the phone with TPs. Mdm Lim noticed lor…

Don’t know when she’ll be coming back.

She came back last Friday. just to submit her MC. And her MC is not some fever 1-2 days. This is major okaes.

NVM. Who am I to qn? 4.53pm.

So fast…

This miang song. Haha! But if u listen to it, kinda cute lah. but miang lah. haha!!!

What the hell is miang?

Er…whn u flirt tat feeling u give to ppl. Haha! Don’t know lah!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

1) In life, you cannot hope for too much.

2) Plan is plan. But don’t say it out loud.

3) I am sad.

Ok. Enough. Am sleepy now…looking forward to lunch. I am so gonna sleep AGAIN.

Disappearing act again. But wth. Maybe I should start smiling you noe.

Maybe I’m too fierce. Haha!!!

Ok ruzaina. Can tell that you’re very sleepy.

Later gg to buy stuffs. Yes-stuffs.

Then maybe ta pau frm banquet frm cwp.

Unless got someone pei me lah!!!

No replies from these ppl.

Idiot phone. Msging Lemon, and it hanged.

Hurry 10 April 2009 CAN?!!!

Crap phone.

***
MY EYES WILL CLOSE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS CLOSING!!! Gosh, where’s the lunch time???

Hurry! I nd to refresh!!!

***

Damn sleepy lah can!!!

40 more mins…

Don’t know Belinda gg with Jaslyn and Maybeline and Sheryl.

Okies just came back from toilet tgt. Yep, she’s going. So I’m sleeping. So sleepy lah can!

With this temperature it’s so nice to be on the bed-SLEEP.

With blanket too of course! If not, will end up going to the toilet every 3 hours.

Ok. So later I’m going to S-L-E-E-P. Skali never wake up lor on time I mean.

If go0 far east, don’t know break-fast whr. If cwp, haha!!! Banquet lor…if I ended up alone. I’m going to ta pau either chicken cutlet or ban mian.

Ok. Kinda hungry le. Cuz just now sahur just ate biscuits and hotdog bread. But what the heck. Just carry on lor. Not like want to die.

There are others who are WORST! Weeks and weeks never eat lor..and it’s 24 hours a day. Not like us. Only what? less than 9 hours never eat each day.

So stop complaining.

But I am really very sleepy.

My bag…hari raya bag can get it later or end of the mth. If gg far east, then can get it at Ricks lor.

A pink bag. Yes. A pink.

11.40am.

Maybe later 12pm surf abit. Then go sleep at 12.30pm like that. Then wake up 1.30pm.

11.41am. Ok.

***

Slept like nobody’s business lor!!! And time passes slow…I mean I rmrbed I slept at abt 12.40pm and I woke at 1pm. And it’s only 20 minutes but I felt as though I’ve been dreaming away for like 1 hr???

Of course, cont closing my eyes but wasn’t sleeping. And only really tried forcing opening my BIG eyes at 1.30pm.

Yep, now the head abit spinning but at least I’m fresher as compared to earlier.

And FAKES, YA-YA PAPAYAS, PRINCESSES please get out of my life.

Currently these are the thorns in my life now.

Very sad I noe. Ok got the nuts I ordered le. Hmm…for Hari Raya? Like not enough leh. *lol*

C how…

Ok gonna clear all my objections. I’m left with 7.

C u agn at 3.30pm yar! Or better lah if I complete and it’s alrdy 5.15pm. =)

***
Kk…now my head starting to feel more…more intense banging…shit!

It’s not spinning but it’s like a hammer knocking my brain. Hurts lor…and feel like throwing up too…gosh!!!

Ruzaina, steady…steady…

***

Left with 2 obj. And I think save it lah…later then do. Really no mood to do.

The SMA has called me. Wanted to send me the brochure…wanted me to come down PERSONALLY. Then I told her just email me the softcopy.

Lazy and can’t be bothered and most probably can’t also.

See? Working life sux. You can’t just male an appointment with anyone during weekdays-during the day.

Kk…rec the journalism brochure le. Lucky inside got the price…hmm…altogether I will need 26K. Gosh!!!

And this is only the journalism, if I decided that I don’ want this and want to cont with pty, then another…28K like that. OMG!!!

Headache lah!!! Should have be a good girl with Whelan lor…then maybe can get into my first choice in poly. Stupid maths. Stupid Science.

Grrr…Nah! More to stupid Chemistry..my horrible-LEST!

***

Why can’t life be fair? Why can’t there be the same rule where everyone just follows? Why must there be some odd one out?

Headache!

Can I get a rich, smart, handsome guy for a spouse? YOUNG PLEASE-a few years older than me only. More than 5 go away.

And good and faithful and…argh!

Reliable…*lol*

Rich, so my life ahead will be so SMOOTH!

But don’t hope for too much. Cannot. It’s wrong. It always backfires. Crap I noe.

4.15pm. Suchi is back. But Belinda’s gone. For the meeting. Year-end party. Haha!!!

***

Finished! E-Rental got A LOT lor but don’t do. So no NEW work. And I won’t say anything. I’ll just keep quiet. Still rmrbed. My 2nd or 3 rd month, was so enthu and say I got no work. And Mdm Lim gave me 70 work items…GOSH!!!

So meeting Setay later. Don’t know eat what…

Hope got any nice guitar bags lah! I mean guitar-shaped bags…

5.03pm already!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I don’t like this…why? Do I look like some flirty girl who is looking for OLD men’s company? GOSH!!!

Fuck u all lah!!! Stop looking at me like you’ve never seen a girl before can?!

Angry sia…

Kk…breathe in breathe out.

So yest went to eat SG at Taka. And DAMN FULL! First time the soup didn’t finish. When we were full, still had like…1/4 left. At least,

No rice lor…

I realized I cannot eat as much as last time.

Anyway, ate then the grp beside us…grp of 3 Malay guys and 1 girl. Tink the gf of the bdae boy. Nvm…not I care.

So we got a cake from them.

Ok lah, nice..chocolate leh!

And we were like goons there. When they gave us, we just nodded. When they leaving, one of the guy sae…in malay lah…”Eat, don’t leave it.”

Something like tat lah…

And Setay was like “We didn’t wish the guys happy bdae also”

But he was the 1st to leave lor…haha!!!

So reached hm abt 11.30am.

And and…the disappearing act has started. Gosh!!!

Ok shut up ruzaina.

***

Later at 11am gg down to lvl 5 to see the raya bazaar. Hmm..looks nice lah.

But cannot taste lor.

And and thr’s pistacho beans. I LOVE!!! If cooked, then how to eat? By the time bring home, maybe soft soft de.

Then there’s chocolate too. WOW!!!

The funny thing is…it’s a Hari raya Bazzar, but the stalls are listed as halal-certified anot. Which is weird.

But nvm c how later.

Can I hold your hand?

Haha! Don’t know which song got this lyric. After gg down, gonna sleep again. Sleepy le!

My mum don’t know what to cook. Should I go cwp and buy back food? But like lazy leh.

Anyway, gg home alone. Belinda gg out. So take yishun train. Then like fang bian.

Haiz…c how lah. now no mood to do work. After my lunch-sleep ba…haha!!!

And I feel like vomiting now…

Is it cuz I ate too much? Or issit cuz I’m too hungry?

*lol*

***

I am seriously considering taking up this journalism degree. Should I?

Or maybe I’ll just take up a diploma. Then from there I’ll decided which path I wanna take. If it’s pty, then I’ll continue with a degree in pty. The same goes if I want journalism.

BUT!

There’s no journalism major for the diploma stage! Or shd I just heck my interest and just follow with pty?

OMG! This is so sickening…

Can some MONEY fall from the sky? Or someone just transfer money to my account? Hmm…AT LEAST S$60K, can?!

Can can?!!! Any kind souls?

Really…can time be turned back? Let me go back to YEAR 2003. And make me my age too…don’t bring me back as what I am NOW.

Make me my age at that year and then bring me back immediately after the transformation.

So it’s either re-run the past or give me money.

Ok. My head is thumping AGAIN! Crap…

Or issit cuz I tied my hair? Er…

Ok now my left eye red, itchy, pain. Crap.

Without seeing, I can tell it’s very RED.

***

Ok just woke up frm my lunch-slumber. Am very worried as to whether I snored anot.

Asked Belinda, she said no. Hope not lah.

And my head thumping le…

***

My eyes BOTH ichy le…grr!!!

Maybe later if my mum nv cook, buy BK. I got the coupon!

But will call later lah!

Ok, my eyes cannot make it lah…

My workstation dirty meh?

Kk…now clearing the approval WI-s. 3.59pm liao!!! So excited…

I can’t wait to go hm. Hmm…but cannot sleep early lor. Want watch last epi of Jeritan Sepi.

Oh! And I missed eating at SP’s fdcrt 3 nasi ayam stall.

Anyone wan go?

=)

Not bad ah…this is the 3rd day at work and I’m blogging till 4 pages.

Kk…tok again later!!!

***

Kk…my mum cook-ing. Hmm…so no BK lah. Nvm lah…maybe I alight at NTUC. Then buy magazines and bubble tea…haha!!! We’ll c we’ll c.

Kk...4.34pm.

HURRY!!!

And I wan the time to pass faster and still wan go back in time?

How contradicting…=)

*smirks*

***

Okies…gg home in 2 mins…so happy!

Kkaes…tok again tml. Hope tml is a good day.

Bye bye EVERYONE!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I WAS LATE! NAH..MORE LIKE I WAS ON TIME. ON THE DOT AT 8PM I REACHED OFFICE. Haha!!!

Why? My usual bus-6.45am-came at FREAKING 7am. Then reached the interchange…er…more like outside int at 7.18am.

Reached the platform at 7.21am.

Ok. Actually if not, I can reach like 7.50am or SOMETHING. But I waited for the 2nd empty train. *lol*

GATAL KAN?!!!

Well, the empty train gives more space lah..not tat I sit down. Actually for this whole of Ramadhan mth, I’ve nv sat.

Haha!!!

But it’s reallie the bus lor. If not, I wld hv taken MY train at 7.20am and can get the Today Paper.

Crap.

It’s a new driver. Boarded his bus yest too.

Nvm. I was not late. I was ON TIME.

Anyway, another thing. It happened yest. I bought 2 papayas. And 2 mins ltr, they dropped and I STEPPED ON ONE OF IT.

OMG!!! So sad lah can!

And I actually heard some ppl made the shocked sound. And I picked them up and threw them away lor. And then laughter.

Gosh!!!

What a day!

Tml meeting the WRSS peeps. Most prob…still no news though. And Lisha’ the one CONSOLIDATING the ppl.

So nvm. I shall wait.

And tml I am so gonna wear slippers already!

Actually tot of wearing the blue covered shoes. But then I rmrbed wearing them last week. Fri and sat. And my legs kena blisters lor.

Was wearing plaster for 2 days lor!

I tink I saw but I nv turn. But later on, like don hv.

Oh! And EVERYTIME c, it’s either the stripped purple-black or a light blue striped. HAHA!!!

Only one with a vest. *lol*

Anyway, meeting my mum at cwp later. Wan buy food for buke there. Cuz I’ve been pestering her to go cwp. I MISS THE TOM YUM BANQUET! But still torn chicken cutlet or ban mian.

We shall c.

But I prefer the chicken cutlet at BANQUET JP.

Ok nvm lah! Ruzaina! It’s only 8.32am and u r thinking of food?

HAHA!!!

But I nv eat rite? Only thought of. FOR LATER.

Should I buy slippers later?

Nah! Nvm..next mth thn buy.

I’m left with accessories and handbag for Hari Raya.

I wanna buy pink but Setay say DON’T. but grey…should I listen to you?

But my shoes red…at least pink and red like matching u noe.

***

as of last wk, I’ve 428 posts le…WOW! Hmm…I’ve blogged for like 37 months…roughly. And 428 divide by 37…tats like about 12…ok 11.5 posts a mth. Roughly AGAIN. I’ve blogged 0.38…0.4 post PER DAY. Haha!!!

Ok how bo liao can I get?

Oh! I’m looking at courses. There’s this free courses offered online. What the hell-shall check it out!

***

Wonder what its’ meaning was. Was it in a joking manner?

*sigh*

Am I? I don’t think so leh…

***

Ok…3.35pm. I want to go home. Don’t want to do work alrdy. So tired.

Still haven decided, chic cutlet or ban mian…haha!!!

Hmm, if eat in the lorry don’t think can eat ban mian hor. It’ll be very full!

Ok tink I just buy chic cutlet.

Yeah, chic cutlet. Ok, confirmed. =)

3.37pm.

who sings this song?

U leave me breathless…

Haha!!! Maybe I hv the song but I heck.

Haha…but who sings the song?

YAY! Tml is fri, and can wear slack. I am so wearing SLIPPERS!!!

Hope tml won’t be another disappearing act…haha!!!

Kk…4.10pm only. Very sleepy…feel like sleeping…

No mood lah do work…

Friday, September 19, 2008

Ok so pissed at myself can! I am so UN-GLAM todae…muke slumber…ngantok lah. Like reallie no mood. Once in a blue moon…

And and…GOSH! Rec a shock-ED lor…

No disappearing act…haha!

Was walking, thn looked down and saw the THING. And and I knew it!

HAHA!

So regret CAN!

Anyway, ltr meeting WRSS. At magic wok. But c first lah hor! Haha…

Reallie, I am in a mood-LESS mood now. Thn just now alighting the train, I tink thr’s something abt me. I hv to alight at the same door as I board.

2nd time le. Sure got some irritating things happen. The 1st was I knocked over GOD-KNOWS-HOW-MANY shoes. eh no! 3 times. 2nd was I stepped on two SHOES. and just now, I hit someone’s mp3? Hp? Don’t know…didn’t drop. I cldn’t care a hoot abt saying sorry. Just walked out. The USUAL me WILL say SORRY!

That is why I don’t like to sleep in the bus. SURE UNGLAM and MOODLESS. Sleepy mah. *sigh*

Maybe should smile while sleeping.

Haiz…but everyone sure hv that unglam and moodless times in their lives.

You know, maybe I should look up and smile at EVERYONE.

Yar, thn maybe shd just smile thn maybe…HAHA!

Ok enough lah. Todae wan do work. Serious work. Kk…

OH! Maybe should start SMILING from NOW. Thn my mood will come back.

Okok..BRING IN THE JOKES BABES!!!

Come on-forward me jokes!!!

***

Ok, I can feel that my mood is S-L-O-W-L-Y coming back…so ok lah.

Ok lah…shd be gg I guess. Lala still have not reply lor! She hor…sent 4 sms. Replied ONCE.

You noe, I am still thinking of just now. Grr…feel the regret so much!

***

Ok…maybe Monday onwards I’ll start smiling. No matter how grumpy or tired or what-not I am. =) I’ll starts smiling to everyone! Don’t care who don’t care what!

HECK AH!

Kk…fasting mth, I happily take 1.5-2 hours lunch.

Surf surf internet then sleep. But not yest.

Should I sleep now?

Kinda sleepy but don’t know leh…

Should I layer my hair? But I want to keep it long…at this current length, the auntie gonna cut short lor. *sigh*

But hari raya, new hair lah. I don’t know.

But don’t know. I am very unsure right now!

What other nice websites r thr?

I am bored.

Kk…I’ll sleep awhile…

Cookie jar is on!

***

Power 98FM. Yap did sleep but not so deep LIKE tue or wed.

Can you talk? Ok fine! I’m gonna show my smile everyday!!! To everyone…haha! Tink I’m very fierce…like yest whn I met Belinda, Maybeline and Sheryl downstairs to collect the fruits. Maybeline said why my face so black. Haha!!!

Ok people! I’m going to smile from now on!

Smile makes the world goes round! Weee!!!

And it had better make the world go round FOR ME.

If not, I’ll hv this smile-phobia…

=)

Then frm thn on, I’ll be doing =( instead of =)

kk chiong work ah…

***

Chiong my foot!!! Haha…now slacking le…though Lisha will reach Novena at abt 5.15 earliest. Haha!!!

Ok…Monday a NEW ME will be born…haha!!!

Ok can I sae something?

My tube kept dropping lor…haha!!!

Oh! If I wear the white one, that’ll be WORST! So many times..it reallie drop…haha!!!

Oh now not exactly drop lah…just tat…ok NEVER MIND!

So Monday will be a NEW me…say only.

I’m gg to smile at everyone. Okay, maybe I still choose lah. Haha!!!

9 mins more to OFFICIAL bye bye for the week. Working I mean. =)

Last note.

Can pls…er…don’t disappoint me again? Thanks. =)

Okies! Bye ppl! Stop blogging le!

***

everytime i'm on the comp, SURE feel very FAN!!! cannot breathe, i tell u. the tv so loud but like no one's watching. and arguing here and thr. toking so loud!

grrr...

Thank You

Saturday, September 20, 2008 • 11:50:00 PM

yes! i've decided!!!

to upload my photos on shutterfly...

so now i'm doing it. waaaayyy back from my DnD. haha!!! which was like 7 mths ago!!!

ok never you mind.

yes, so my sahur will be like late...i mean i won't be waking up at 4.30am lah.

so yest met up with WRSS-again. =)

went to eat pizza hut @ marina centre...marina square i mean. =)

Lisha, Dad, Hazmi, Izzat, Idhzuan and me. 6 of us. act wanted to eat magic wok @ city hal. skali it's full house lor!

*sigh*

and over dinner, Hazmi was saying abt how he's saving up to get married at the age of 28. HAHA!!!

and the...Tok-Geek...Idhzuan...yes. tats his new name.

he was reallie like which TOK-TOK!!!

haha!!!

and Dad...poor her! she skidded and her chin went thud thud thud and there we were. making fun of her growing beard and trying hard to shave and all. HAHA!!!

and the chi grave cemetary SOMEMORE-of ALL places!!! sheesh!!!

then went Settler's Cafe @ SMU. Shar, Azura, Frana and Umar met us thr. crazy lah CAN! played the...SNAPPING game. haha!!!

but fun lah. it was BRAINLESS!!!

and after tat another brainless SNAPPING game. the first one was 3. the second was 5.

nvm, can't be bothered to explain.

thn played this FIND THE PIX game. haha!!! KECOH SAK!!!

actually, we were the MOST rowdy and noisiest!!!

thn photo-taking. yep yep.

oh! my shutterfly...later i add the link to my page yar!

so from now on, wan pix just go to my shutterfly. copy paste lah. =)

shutterfly to get ALL pix. facebook/friendster/blog only selected ones. =)

so whr was i?

oh yar! photo-taking. kk...

thn went hm. and yea yea...making fun of me again.

not funny and ruining my chances can! *angry*

i am single and available. *smirks*

kk...

oh! one more thing...

i tink i shdn't hv said THAT. haiz...skali reallie u noe...reallie spread how? haiz...okok. i tink it's better just to keep cool abt it. =)

OH! AND LALA!!! sanggup kau tinggalkan aku keseorangan...LAGI!

so reached hm abt...close to 12am i tink. yar. thn slept @ 2am. haha!!! how late tat is. of course didn't sahur at 4.30am lah.

thn thn...

hmmm...Kak Ya came over to make kek gulung. yes-my fave. i mean it's a leceh process. but wth. she came over at 2.30pm. thn went hm...at 8.30pm?

haha! oh! i slept like WHICH-MADAM!

haha!!! guess what time i woke up?

hint-after lunchtime.

ok great! dun tell me, i'm gonna lose this long post...'cld not contact blogger...blah3x'.

ok shall pause awhile till it's back.

OK GOOD! back...tats fast.

so what else? hmmm...oh! cuz i was pouring the food colouring...and now my fingers are like BLOODY RED-PINK?

*lol*

i'm left with 2 more albums on shutterfly. thn go friendster/facebook.

oh!

read teenage and thr's this webbie tat shows u how u look like from the 50s-90s. still uploading the pix. said if it's less thn 1MB, it'll be fast. FAST MY SHIT!

ok maybe my comp's laggy...cuz i'm also uploading to shutterfly. but it's damn S-L-O-W lah can!

shutterfly more thn 40 pix le...and this yearbook thing is 1 pix? WTH LAH CAN!

oh! i wan a mulberry roxanne can? or mabel? CAN? pls!!!

maybe buying coach. thn nov buying that...burberry or gucci oro guess wallet. haha! say only ltr nv lor. kk i'll shut up!

oh thn like in my yest's post (upload ltr after this. my work blogs)...i'm gg to start smiling!!! i dun care what u ppl think. i'm not crazy. i'm just friendly. =)

let's c my schedule for next wk...for NOW.

thurs meeting Fieza to pass her perfume. buke tgt. but c how...

fri meeting Ira to pass her pefume too.

OOPS-seems like i've been break-fasting outside every friday can!

nopez. my parents HAVEN sae anything. but if i tell them, they'll be like "LAGI?"

*sigh*

i'm 20 NOW. okok..sounds so arrogant. 20 so what? i'm still living with them.

'cld not contact blogger...blah3x'.

fine!

wait.

ok now ok. siao.

haha! todae's post so long alrdy!

hari raya stuffs, left with bag, accessories and...make-up.

make-up? hmmm yea...just go john-little lor. but tats next wk lah. dunnoe whn's the advance pay.

bag? hmm...act told Ira on fri wan go back sch and buke at fdcrt 3, nasi ayam stall thr. miss it.a nd the mango juice!!! but dunnoe leh. cuz now sch hols. and fasting mth. dunnoe the malay stall open anot.

thn..go BUGIS AGAIN!

haha..Ira and me are like BUGIS-EVERYTIME-WE-MEET. thn buke @ BK again?! haha!!!

if go bugis maybe can buy my bag too. cuz i wan buy the chanel-alike bag. decided on grey.

i tink.

thn accesories...bugis cheap also but dunnoe leh.

HAHA!!! c how ah. maybe thurs.

last album alrdy!!!

that's fast! thn off i go to facebook/friendster.

oh! i noe how to tag ppl on facebook already!

HAHA!!!

sry lah Dad, noob.

hmm... i tink i shall post the work logging tml or something. so long lah this post.

oh! i'm still thinking of my mass comm degree.

'cld not contact blogger...blah3x'

but wth.

anyway, yar. the new diploma in SP...creative writing thingy...sounds like what i want. but DIPLOMA? 3 years?! i wan at least complete my contract. 3 yrs. thn i'll be like what-27 whn i graduated?!

*sigh*

this is totally rubbish.

so budak2x, tlg lah blajar lah rajin rajin. jgn ingat maths nth to do with ur life. science nth to do wif ur life.

i'm reallie regretting it right now. i reallie am. i hv lots of REGRETS in my life.

yes, ppl say let bygones be bygones. WTH!

it's not whn this is ur future!!!

i am so...crushed.

grrr...jaded.

jaded? aerosmith song! the video i find it funny but the song's nice. oh! gonna add that to my song list.

add to my ipod.

OH! again i wan to say. i wanna buy a PINK ipod nano!=)

yes Setay. PINK. P-I-N-K.

or purple? orange? hmmm...

nvm. tats like next yr...still hv time to THINK.

*lol*

kk...ok lah. tink i upload my work blog posts tml. if not this post gonna be REAL tiring.

right now just waiting for this shutterfly to end. so i can add the link.

ok yest's album is big...taking sometime now.

ok DONE.

just go to the links by the side-right-and click whichever.

WRSS peeps-go facebook for the pix frm our 2 break-fast. =)

adieus!!! 1.14am...

Thank You

Sunday, September 14, 2008 • 10:14:00 PM

thr is seriously something wrong with my cam NOW. sucky...

so i am very LAZY to upload anything...just go my facebook thr...haha!!!

so what am i up to this wk?

hmmm....

break-fast outside 3 times this wk. tues with Ira...guess whr? BUGIS...BK!!!

haha.. everytime meet her sure BK. tink the ppl thr sick of us alrdy.

*lol*

thn on fri. with WRSS peeps and next fri too...=)

and sat with Ginnas + Ira. =)

i want try crayfish paste and omelette the next i go swenson. =)

hmm what am i looking forward to?

break-fast with WRSS again...not tat i am complaining. i am NOT. miss them lor!!! the kecohness...and thr was actually a digustingly story. told by Idhzuan.

haha!!! and Dad was so enthu abt it CAN!

"tk sakit ke bile duduk?"

y dun u go and try it? *lol*

dunnoe this fri they wan to buke whr. last was gg minds cafe @ boat quay and break fast @ lau pa sat. but to be confirmed.

thn shopping with Ginnas + Ira. bought 2 tops frm F21. seriously i've realised tat money is NEVER ENOUGH.

-_-"

kk...blogging frm work up next.

***

Monday, September 08, 2008

OH MY GOD!!! I AM SO PAISEYY NOW!!!

This is the second freaking time I emailed wrongly. I happily typed out the word ‘babe’, in the email in the hope to reply to Lemon. I mean that’s how I address my frens…and it didn’t occur to me that I shouldn’t click…nvm to cut the long story short, I emailed to the email administrator of the company.

Haha!!! Another malay guy. He must be laughing like siao lor! Or cursing me…”This girl anyhow email. Don’t she know she shouldn’t be doing this?”

Haha!!! So paiseyy and I didn’t help that my name is kinda…the only one in this company. He can just check it out to see who is Ruzaina. Gosh!!!

OK nvm. It’s a mistake.

***

Ok. Going home soon. First thing I’m gg to do tml morning (after reading my Today) is to arrange my files. I call it my own housekeeping. Nah!!! In fact it is lor.

Haha…my work item now left with 14. It’s a surprise I tell ya! Cuz on average it’s even more than 100!!!

Aim to clear them before end of the mth, if possible…

Gg home SOON. I cant’s wait for tml-meeting Ira. Then Fri, meeting WRSS peeps. Then Sat, meeting 3 Ginnas + Kitty Ira. Haha!!!

And Sat gg to shop…*sigh*

Shop? I’m going to set aside abt 60 for bags. The Taiwan bag spree…can u believe it? A bag at bugis can get abt 20+ or 30+…and thr it’s only less thn 13 lor!!!

Well, maybe the shipping and all it’ll be 20+. But what the hell!!! Hope on Friday night still have lor!!!

KK…byez babes!!!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Haha…so happy.

But then right, frustrated also lor.

It appears AGAIN after missing for like…SO LONG…*sigh*

So I’m like having mixed feelings now…*sigh*
Nvm…

Anyway, meeting Ira ltr. Haha!!! Bugis whr to break-fast? Asked Fieza, she said Swenson. Haha!!!

Broke lah babe…waiting for Friday. *lol*

***

C now? I’m like hopping for more and more!!! Gosh…really idiotic leh.

Anyway, spent my whole lunch time looking at the bag sprees. Cheap man!!! I mean at Bugis u get it for like 20+ or 30+. I’ve calculated..it’s about S$15 per bag…

Haha!!! To be exact…S$14+++. *lol*

So on Friday, I’m gg to sit in frnt of the comp and decide which bags to REALLIE buy.

I am so gonna buy lah can!!! Provided the spree is still on…

Kk…gonna slack another 15mins…then go toilet to relieve myself and cont to do work…

GOSH!!! EVIL YOU! I HATE YOU LAH CAN!!!

*sigh*

ok, anyone can suggest me what nice songs r thr? If not everyday listen to the same songs frm imeem, sianz leh.

GOSH!!! EVIL YOU! I HATE YOU LAH CAN!!!

k. enough. Stop! Grrr…

now can’t wait for 5.30pm. no lah make it…5.00pm. haha!!!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Disappointed again. *sigh*

Anyway, haha! Reallie…tink after the fasting mth I am so gonna hv a HUGE BUTT!!!

I bought two skirts frm G2000 in the mth of…er…May? Or April? Or somewhr thr. And and…

Now when I wear these skirts, they r like…my buttocks like…haha!!! RVCMI!!!

RVCMI=Really Very Cannot Make It.

Belinda started it first with CMI. Then I added on. *lol*

Anyway, yar…and and I am so gonna stop myself from buying…A-line skirt. Er…the kembang ones. This Fashion very popular. Haha!!! I got like…3 or 4…

Cuz cheap mah and easily got my size.

The pencil skirt…quite costly. But nvm. Maybe can get that like 1 per mth or something.

8.20am. Ever since Mdm Lim not in office, I’ve been slacking like shit!

But I do MORE work. Haha!!!

Kk…later got meeting. QAC. I still haven really read and brainstorm for ideas.

***

It’s 11.22am. Meeting still not yet. Maybe after lunch.

Ok the lazy mood has came back to me already! Was so hardworking since last wk.

OH!!! AND THERE’S NEW IPOD NANO! THE COLOURS ARE SO OH MY GOD!!!!

But tink this one is the shape of Setay’s one. Not the latest one..the squarish one. How ah?

Actually was thinking of getting the square one, the PINK. Yep, I noe that my current ipod is pink. But mine is PALE PINK. This is HOT PINK!

Then rec email frm apple about the new products. And the colours OH MY GOD! Now I’m torn between Orange, Purple, Yellow and Pink.

Yes, I am so INTO BRIGHT-EYE CATCHING COLOURS. Hehe…

So how? Haha..i noe, not like I’m getting it tml or something. Most prob end of yr or slightly next yr.

I am so OVER THE MOON!!! The colours has brighten up my day!

Maybe I will print out the ipod and paste it on my workstation. But then I’ve been trying to find pins. The stationeries dun hv. Hv ordered twice.

If not, so long already, I’ll put up artistes posters lor.

Am so slacking. Not working le…so sianz.

I want go back school.

Hv I said that before?

Hao xiang you…

***

Kk…going home soon. Fast hor!

Tml ask my mum go cwp. Thn I’m gonna buy ban mian or chicken cutlet frm banquet…craving for those. Today my mum cooking kway teow goreng.

5.20pm.

But you put on quite a show…er…blah3x…curtain’s finally closing…that was quite a show…very entertaining…

Haha! Nah! Now crazying pver many songs. One of them Toni Braxton-Not Man Enough For Me. Or whatever the title is.

Kk…lots of ppl passing by.

C ya tml!

If there’s anything to blog abt. =)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

See? The disappearing act AGAIN.

Anyway, today was damn sleepy. Slept for 10 mins after sahur…

Then cont the sleep…just close eyes lah…in the bus…3 stops after I boarded, slept le. So tired…

And maybe ltr lunch time will sleep again lor.

*sigh*

Later at 11am got QAC meeting. I don’t want. I don’t like meetings.

You noe…I kept having this feeling that tml there’ll be something…but nvm! Think too much. Or rather, HOPE too much.

And and it’s not 11am lor! It’s 10am…soon!!! Haha…lucky Sheryl told me. If not I wouldn’t case about double-checking the email. *lol*

Kk…6 mins more…

Friday, September 12, 2008

Waiting for Far now…

Poor Belinda go hm alone.

Don’t know we’ll be eating at later. Of the choices, I think I want to try Arnold’s leh. Just now went to the website, the chicken so DELICIOUSLY-LOOKING!!!

Hmm…today I’m like a…er…haha! Nvm lah…

***

Kk...c ya peeps!!!

Note: Btw...I bought 6 bags frm tat Taiwan spree...hv paid too...=)

Thank You

Sunday, September 07, 2008 • 9:36:00 PM

a brand new week...

*sigh*

thinking what to wear tml and the days after.

can i hv a whole wadrobe of nice clothes? and a system whr it will point out what to wear everyday. =)

ok lah...it's 9.38pm an di dun noe what else to do online.

yes. online sux now. esp i dun noe what else to watch. i mean thr's ALOT!

but just that the enthu is not thr...

maybe just looking forward to Fri. =)

looking forward to meeting Ira.

thn meeting the WRSS peeps.

thn meet the 3 ginnas + Ira.

adiues peeps!!!

Thank You

• 9:05:00 PM

reallie cant be bothered to change my blogskin...*lol*

maybe change song ba...

Thank You

Saturday, September 06, 2008 • 11:35:00 PM

...to me blogging...haha!!! 3 yrs hv passed.

act i even tot of changing my blog addy but cldn't think of anything. and it'll be so ma fan...

so nvm lah.

and changing skin? i dun noe...i'm sick of this song alrdy.

and skin? hmm...maybe tml or something...

kk...NITEZ DUDES, BABES AND GHOULS!

bwahahaha...

ltr 5am wake up.

Thank You

• 11:19:00 PM

a brand new month in 2008...

and the 1st wk has gone...

and my eyes very itchy and pain...

and it's 5 fasting days hv passed.

alhamdulilah i fasted 5 days alrdy.

eh wait! 6 days i mean...hehe...

so my latest movie was Wall-E. watched it on tues. it's very...sweet lah.

but the rest said kinda boring. haha...

maybe they r those action-packed kind...

but it's a smooth and sweet story with cute voices thr.

ate Pizza Hut for break-fast.

ok my right eyes sux. tink it's red now...

oh! and i've OFFICIALLY finished watching my latest ou xiang ju-Fated to Love You. Qiao En and Jing Tian inside. =)

and thr's a continuation...hmm..not on these two characters lah but it's like a link from th last epi.

ok nvm. =)

hmmm what else hv i been up to...

nth much i guess...told u my life is very STRAIGHT.

oh! next wk gonna be kinda busy...haha! like real!

Sat meeting Ira, Lemon, Flora and Jialing. We gonna shop lor!!! And i really hope can buy many things since this mth is fasting mth and my food allowance will be reduced so can channel the reduced amt to my shopping budget. =)

then meeting Ira before that. then on Fri, break-fasting with the WRSS peeps...weee!!! the kecohness!!! I LIIIKKEEE...miss them!

thn dun noe Widad...cuz our Magic Wok was cancelled cuz she had to take care of her little cute bro. Yes, her bro is cute but dun noe y the sister different. =)

hehehe...

and the babes act wanted to go shopping on Thurs. but thn postponed to next next wk.

haha!!!

hmmm what else?

hmmm...other thn I'm still swooning over Ruan Jing Tian Ethan...tink nth else ba...it'll die down soon. whn i've found my next target. haha!!!

ok so next up will be my work blogs.

TA-DA!!!!

OH!!! one more...i've got a Zen mp4 player from IRAS. as a gift frm the company...the annivesary...muahaha!!!

anyone jealous???

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Wednesday. 21 August 2008

Here I am again! Blogging at work. Okay I’m blogging as when I already have the semangat to work, the system create problem. -_-

Oh! And this song…Leavin’..i thought it was some kind of RnB singer like chris brown or something. Skali it’s jesse lor!

The video abit…haha!

Tml is Friday. Hurray hurray!

But don’t think going out. Tml I’ll be having course the whole day. Though want stay back clear some admin stuffs. My own initiative I mean. But then I end at 5pm and the course also ends at that time. And it’s at the basement. So lazy want go up to 21st storey. Besides Belinda will most prob go hm also lor. Then see her go hm, sure no mood to go up le.

So nevermind.

See? All cuz of the system hanging there, my mood to work has disappeared again!

And I need to get rid of that tummy bulge lor! Don’t know why it suddenly appeared again. Then like 3 mths pregnant lor!

Later most prob eat fork and spoon. But I don’t know want to eat what. ban mian? But have a feeling that if I do eat, then gone case. But then…*sigh*

See how.

Should I go and cut my hair? Trim at least? The spilt ends the frizzy..but dunnoe leh. I feel that if I really do go, then the person will chop a good half of my already-starting-to-grow hair. =(

Ok the system’s back. Gonna do work.

Oih! Yest was abt to spree skali my show started. So didn’t. =(

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tml it’s my time-off. The whole day!

Then it’s like rushing lor. Cuz next week, was told that it’s the busy period for my team, at least. Then by this week need to clear Rental (I’m left with 6) and OO, VC…

The Pasir Panjang has taken my like half of my day and I only did like abt 15? Gosh!!!

That means, on Thurs must chiong le. Or stay back. But don’t know want anot. Cuz it’s Active Day. And Friday…skali go out. Hmm…

Cancel my leave tml abit what lor.

Oh! I’m so mad over this song…haha! So soothing.

Ok. I think I’m an epic drama fan. Now so into this the Yang Warriors shown on channel 8 every Sunday night. I’ve watched finished le on crunchyroll. And am very sad over the outcome. The…er…men lah. Esp the Dad.

Hmm..think the 1st-3rd brothers died a horrible death, humiliated too. The 7th…sad also. Cuz…er…he married not properly de. No blessings of his parents. Aiyah! Channel 8 finish showing, then I say.

But sad lah. Waah! And it’s real history lor. At least about half of it.

Ok. 4 minutes to home…Bugis I mean.

All cuz I forgot to bring my tickets then…haha!

Nevermind.

Kk…shall pack up.

Monday, September 01, 2008

First day of fasting. How am I?

I was so cold and freezing. And my lips are so dried up.

Tml going to buke outside. Cuz they want to watch movie.

Then Wed eating Magic Wok at Novena with Dad.

Novena…haha!!! Let her come here lor!

Now it’s 5.14pm.

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whn the toilet's vacant, i'm gg to sleep...after brushing my teeth OF COURSE!!!

Thank You